Written by: Kurumi Violet & lostangel 
Produced by: neverforever & lostangel
Mixed & Mastered by: lostangel 
Artwork by: scaramouche40 from Pinterest 
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet 

Lyrics:
[Verse 1: Kurumi Violet]
Ice cold chills 
Running down my back
The attacks creates tramua 
That runs deep
My life is meaningless now that the end has came
I never even changed just remained the same
(SAME)

[Verse 2: lostangel]
Everyday I'm in a battle with myself 
You don't really wanna know how it feels
Everybody talking down on me yeah 
& it felt so fucking lonely 
I was ready to put the gun to my fucking brain 
I was ready to leave the world behind 
I relapsed to that knife baby 
i'm so sorry you had to see that 
Just hold me tight

[Outro: Kurumi Violet & lostangel]
They'll say I was to blame 
When the monster 
I became was a product of the world's current state
(It was a product of the world's current state)
Is that it?
Is this where I rest?
Is this where?
I die 
(I die)
and i'm so ready to die

Current State W/ lostangel (Prod. neverforever + lostangel)

please understand that I'm trying my hardest
my head's a mess, but I'm trying regardless
anxiety is one hell of a problem
she's latching onto me, I can't resolve it
it's not right, it's not fair, it's not fair
it's not fair, it's not fair, it's not fair


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I am a genderfluid artists who is 23 I  make music about my life whether it be literally about it or I use a fictional story to express my reality with metaphors and messages 

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