chill

Written by: Kurumi Violet 
Produced by: @decago & @1akura
Mixed & Mastered by: @joshiguess
Artwork from: Blue Period (Manga)
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet 

Lyrics: 
[Chorus]
Another Valentine's alone
Nothing left to light up my soul
No princess to hold close
Still go unnoticed in this scene 
Meeting Bryson feels like a dream come true
(In this scene)

[Verse]
I wish you could come back from the past
Wearing a cloak like I'm the boy Cid 
In eminence of shadow 
But I don't need a garden 
Full of women 
I just need to find one in the future to be with 
Fuck all that harem bullshit ya
(Fuck all that harem shit)
New year new me
But That's not what I'm on 
I'm not like them yeah
Talk a bunch of shit 
But they won't do anything about themselves 

[Bridge]
They just act like their resolution 
Will solve their life 
But they don't take the steps to get it right 
I don't wanna be by myself 
But I know that's it better for my mental health 

[Chorus]
Yeah 
Another Valentine's alone
Nothing left to light up my soul
No princess to hold close
Still go unnoticed in this scene 
Meeting Bryson feels like a dream come true
But it's never the end so go on

Alone (Prod. Decago & Akura)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: 05alagen
Mixed by: Phantom Eclipse & AkiraDoves
Mastered by: AkiraDoves
Artwork edited by: Kurumi Violet

[Intro]
Just why did you have to leave
You're me & I'm you
So don't fucking
Leave me behind

[Verse]
Back in 2018 and 2019
They'd fight every night
Locking myself away
In my safety chamber
Drowning ears with
9tails, guardin, hk, nothing nowhere, and NF
Music was my life line

[Chorus]
Still have insecurities
I'll never give up hope just to die
That's your funeral
But I won't take the cyanide
I'll live past unlike you

[Bridge]
Somehow I found love within friends
I can call mine
Made a song for them
Called Make Me Shine

[Chorus]
I still have insecurities that I hide
Still I'll never give up hope just to die
In the end
That's your funeral
But I won't take the cyanide
Trying to find the truth
Within these Polaroids

insecurities (Prod. 05alagen)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: taymxru
Mixed by: @akiradoves
Mastered by: @joshiguess
Artwork link: https://www.zerochan.net/3982305
Artwork by: 168_azusa
Artwork edited by: Kurumi Violet
Sample from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UDQ7m2L9sK8 

Lyrics:
[Intro: Scaramouche's speech]
It took me three betrayal's 
To finally understand
The world is just an elaborate tapestry of lies
My fury will never be quelled 
The first to betray me was a god 
My creator 
My mother

[Chorus]
Amber skies with the pale moonlight 
Deep blue sea with the coral lines 
Breaking through the screams of a siren 
No wrongs I been righting

[Verse]
Vultures in the sky
They just take 
Everything... Away... from me
I just wanna break 
From this stress
Flames bursting through the sky
But I can't control you 
I know that
Breaking away from the storm

[Chorus]
Amber skies with the pale moonlight 
Deep blue seas with the coral lines 
Breaking through the screams of a siren

[Outro: Scaramouche's speech]
Humans they can't be trusted 
& the gods fill me with pure loathing
So I said Good Riddance

Siren (Lies) (Prod. taymxru)

Written by: Kurumi Violet 
Produced by: clozz
Mixed & Mastered by:  JoshIGuess
Artwork from: Bocchi The Rock (Anime)
Artwork by: Yasunao Moriyasu (Art director),Kerorira (Character Designer), & Aoi Umeki (2D Animation)
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Found her on tinder
(Tinder) 
But I know she'll never be interested 
In me
I won't let it hinder me
I don't need your smile 
But I wish there was someone
There for me
(There for me)

[Verse]
She tells me she plays overwatch 
All night long
She thinks it's hot when I touch grass
But can't erase her past 
So I just go back
Like that one December night 

[Chorus]
Found her on tinder
(Tinder) 
But I know she'll never be interested In me
(Interested in me)
I won't let it hinder me
I don't need your smile
(Smile) 
But I wish there was someone
There for me
(There for me)

Wish There Was Someone, There For Me (Prod. clozz)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: everestdidthis
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork from: https://wall.alphacoders.com/big.php?i=943237
Art by: 降島ツカサ
Art discovered by: ShuOuma
Art Edited by: Kurumi Violet

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Everybody wants to change 
But they can't even break the chains
That bind them that bind them to their past 
& I'm no different 
No matter what I try
I still feel the inner despair 

[Bridge]
I just want some peace
I just want somebody to be
Here with me 
(Despair)
It never goes away
(Away) 

[Verse 2]
I'm not perfect I know that much
Even if you're not the best
Just know I'll do my best for you 
Because I love you
Breathing in & out slowly
Trying to calm down from anxiety 
That's what reminded me of our past
Raining in my town
EVEN IN MY TOWN
Even in the winter 
Maybe it was all meant to be

[Outro]
Swift exit is all they say 
But I'm happy it ended this way
Disc's playing movies as Iay in bed 
Reflection of myself made of lead
Metal blaring through the headphones 
& death still haunting the victims
Left in his wake
(Left in his wake)

Despair (Prod. everestdidthis)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: drma & 80root
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Sample from: https://youtu.be/GaT1GftoqV0?si=nkKyBWjEugnmGMFH
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

[Intro]
Breaking free of the chains
I'm sick of bleeding for experiments sake
All the blood they take 

[Chorus]
Leaves me craving the taste of blood
I'm a psychopath 
I'm a Phantom 
I'm a deadly sin 
Wrath is taking over me
I win this battle 
But I'll lose the war

[Verse]
Changes to my core
Leaves me suffering in silence 
What have I truly become
A monster or something much worse?
Either way I just wanna understand 
What I have become 
WHAT HAVE I BECOME 

[Chorus]
Leaves me craving the taste of blood
I'm a psychopath 
I'm a Phantom 
I'm a deadly sin 
Wrath is taking over me
I win this battle 
But I'll lose the war

[Outro: Phainon trailer "Coronal Radiance" Honkai Star Rail]
Phainon:
Why did you....?
TAKE THEM ALL AWAY
FROM ME

Girl from trailer:
May this world never again need a deliver 

Phantom (Prod. drma & 80root)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: Injury
Mixed by: Kurumi Violet & JoshIGuess 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet
Sample from: https://youtu.be/Ke3Uiwb1-NE?si=5oMjWEYkYQfDe5xc

[Verse]
It's the end of my story
I'm so sorry that you had to leave me behind 
Even though you were suffocating in your own skin
Everybody knows that you tried 
But you don't wanna die
So I'm left to die instead 
I'm sorry you couldn't save me
The monsters ripping out our skin
Now I don't know if I'll win 
But I'll try because you gave me the choice to
The bodies disintegrate & the water evaporates
Cause everything just rots away into eternity 

[Bridge]
Everything that we once had is ripped away 
From our lives 
Because of the monsters that have taken over
But at least I tried my best

[Outro: Aigis ending speech from Persona 3 reload]
Once I decided to try & prevent the fall
Something inside me clicked 
When I thought about how I might never see you again
That's when I first understood...
What mattered to me the most
And so, I made up my mind
What I want... is to protect you 
From now, Until the end of time
I want to stay by your side

Story's End (Prod. Injury)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: neverforever 
Mixed by: Kurumi Violet & JoshIGuess 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

Lyrics:
[Verse]
The pride I held
Has started to mold
The stories told 
Have become droned out
By the death & destruction 

[Bridge]
All my remorse is dead 
& My heart is hollow
No more halo for me
(Halo)

[Outro]
Because my phantom has emerged 



Hollow (Prod. neverforever)

Written by: Kurumi Violet & lostangel 
Produced by: neverforever & lostangel
Mixed & Mastered by: lostangel 
Artwork by: scaramouche40 from Pinterest 
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet 

Lyrics:
[Verse 1: Kurumi Violet]
Ice cold chills 
Running down my back
The attacks creates tramua 
That runs deep
My life is meaningless now that the end has came
I never even changed just remained the same
(SAME)

[Verse 2: lostangel]
Everyday I'm in a battle with myself 
You don't really wanna know how it feels
Everybody talking down on me yeah 
& it felt so fucking lonely 
I was ready to put the gun to my fucking brain 
I was ready to leave the world behind 
I relapsed to that knife baby 
i'm so sorry you had to see that 
Just hold me tight

[Outro: Kurumi Violet & lostangel]
They'll say I was to blame 
When the monster 
I became was a product of the world's current state
(It was a product of the world's current state)
Is that it?
Is this where I rest?
Is this where?
I die 
(I die)
and i'm so ready to die

Current State W/ lostangel (Prod. neverforever + lostangel)

Written by: Kurumi Violet 
Produced by: Sorrow Bringer
Mixed & Mastered by: Kurumi Violet 
Artwork from: Wuthering Waves (Gacha Anime Game)
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

Lyrics:
[Verse]
Wars breaking out between the ones I call friends 
Wanna leave the past behind but it feels impossible 
As all the comments become unstoppable 
Everyone ask why I complain but my life is such a cruel riddle 
With all this "friendly ridicule" 
Woah
Anxiety got me shaking with uncertainty
Pain urging me to disconnect the line
(Disconnect the line)

[Outro]
Sick of the back & forth 
But I know you can't 
Fix it with a bandaid
I'm sorry

Cruel Riddle (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

I am a genderfluid artists who is 23 I  make music about my life whether it be literally about it or I use a fictional story to express my reality with metaphors and messages 

New Music Video out 
https://youtu.be/UhkCGzSZ1TA?si=bx29Ta8rYyVz9DPA

My former names include @kurama_sd , @kurama-sad , @reapers-shadow, & @reapers-remnants

My alt account is @kurumi-violet aka Violet Kurumi Alt It will be used for music I don't think is good enough for my main account but I think some people will still enjoy 

This account Will have endless amounts of styles Alt rock, Shoegaze, Dark hyper pop, Emo rap, Lo-Fi, Acoustic, Ambient, DNB & Much more 