Eclipse Deadly

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: Rouz Haunted 
Mixed by: Kurumi Violet
Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork link: https://risibank.fr/media/314781-dark-sombre-emo-edgy-scaramouche-scara

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Kumari]
Did you ever notice
That the end is coming
& there's no way to
Escape it
Make it
Take it
& face it
Cause it's the end of your life

[Verse 1: Kumari]
Otherwise 
You'll never realize 
Your hidden potential inside 
Shadow you're the hero
Of this time line
Called you a joke 
but now they're the punchline
Teeth sinking through in the dark
Bloody streets and shuffled footsteps 
Shadows at the door step
While you concede to your desires
Everyone dies slowly

[Chorus: Kumari]
Did you ever notice
That the end is coming
& there's no way to
Escape it
Make it
Take it
& face it
Cause it's the end of your life

[Outro: The Ghostly Shadow]
Have you finally waken up 
From your dream
Soon you will 
& you'll find out the truth

The End Is Coming (Prod. Rouz Haunted)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: 05alagen
Mixed by: Phantom Eclipse & AkiraDoves
Mastered by: AkiraDoves
Artwork edited by: Kurumi Violet

[Intro]
Just why did you have to leave
You're me & I'm you
So don't fucking
Leave me behind

[Verse]
Back in 2018 and 2019
They'd fight every night
Locking myself away
In my safety chamber
Drowning ears with
9tails, guardin, hk, nothing nowhere, and NF
Music was my life line

[Chorus]
Still have insecurities
I'll never give up hope just to die
That's your funeral
But I won't take the cyanide
I'll live past unlike you

[Bridge]
Somehow I found love within friends
I can call mine
Made a song for them
Called Make Me Shine

[Chorus]
I still have insecurities that I hide
Still I'll never give up hope just to die
In the end
That's your funeral
But I won't take the cyanide
Trying to find the truth
Within these Polaroids

insecurities (Prod. 05alagen)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: taymxru
Mixed by: @akiradoves
Mastered by: @joshiguess
Artwork link: https://www.zerochan.net/3982305
Artwork by: 168_azusa
Artwork edited by: Kurumi Violet
Sample from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UDQ7m2L9sK8 

Lyrics:
[Intro: Scaramouche's speech]
It took me three betrayal's 
To finally understand
The world is just an elaborate tapestry of lies
My fury will never be quelled 
The first to betray me was a god 
My creator 
My mother

[Chorus]
Amber skies with the pale moonlight 
Deep blue sea with the coral lines 
Breaking through the screams of a siren 
No wrongs I been righting

[Verse]
Vultures in the sky
They just take 
Everything... Away... from me
I just wanna break 
From this stress
Flames bursting through the sky
But I can't control you 
I know that
Breaking away from the storm

[Chorus]
Amber skies with the pale moonlight 
Deep blue seas with the coral lines 
Breaking through the screams of a siren

[Outro: Scaramouche's speech]
Humans they can't be trusted 
& the gods fill me with pure loathing
So I said Good Riddance

Siren (Lies) (Prod. taymxru)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: diedinoctober 
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: Anna
Artwork from: https://nz.pinterest.com/pin/137430226130370645/
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

[Chorus]
Red on the ground 
Anti tearing throats out
Remorse filling the halls now
Their hearts give out
Now they don't make a sound
& Their blood flows out

[Verse]
Suicidal fantasies 
My whole life is just 
Continuous agony 
In a dark twisted reality 
Everybody thinks 
Playing with knives is a game 
But it's not 
But it's not 
(Oh it's not)
Let me prove to you
That it's useless 
To fight back 

[Chorus]
Red on the ground 
Anti tearing throats out
Remorse filling the halls now
Their hearts give out
& The blood flows out

Remorse (Prod. diedinoctober)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: everestdidthis
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork from: https://wall.alphacoders.com/big.php?i=943237
Art by: 降島ツカサ
Art discovered by: ShuOuma
Art Edited by: Kurumi Violet

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Everybody wants to change 
But they can't even break the chains
That bind them that bind them to their past 
& I'm no different 
No matter what I try
I still feel the inner despair 

[Bridge]
I just want some peace
I just want somebody to be
Here with me 
(Despair)
It never goes away
(Away) 

[Verse 2]
I'm not perfect I know that much
Even if you're not the best
Just know I'll do my best for you 
Because I love you
Breathing in & out slowly
Trying to calm down from anxiety 
That's what reminded me of our past
Raining in my town
EVEN IN MY TOWN
Even in the winter 
Maybe it was all meant to be

[Outro]
Swift exit is all they say 
But I'm happy it ended this way
Disc's playing movies as Iay in bed 
Reflection of myself made of lead
Metal blaring through the headphones 
& death still haunting the victims
Left in his wake
(Left in his wake)

Despair (Prod. everestdidthis)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: drma & 80root
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Sample from: https://youtu.be/GaT1GftoqV0?si=nkKyBWjEugnmGMFH
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

[Intro]
Breaking free of the chains
I'm sick of bleeding for experiments sake
All the blood they take 

[Chorus]
Leaves me craving the taste of blood
I'm a psychopath 
I'm a Phantom 
I'm a deadly sin 
Wrath is taking over me
I win this battle 
But I'll lose the war

[Verse]
Changes to my core
Leaves me suffering in silence 
What have I truly become
A monster or something much worse?
Either way I just wanna understand 
What I have become 
WHAT HAVE I BECOME 

[Chorus]
Leaves me craving the taste of blood
I'm a psychopath 
I'm a Phantom 
I'm a deadly sin 
Wrath is taking over me
I win this battle 
But I'll lose the war

[Outro: Phainon trailer "Coronal Radiance" Honkai Star Rail]
Phainon:
Why did you....?
TAKE THEM ALL AWAY
FROM ME

Girl from trailer:
May this world never again need a deliver 

Phantom (Prod. drma & 80root)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: domestic soul
Mixed by: Phantom Eclipse & JoshIGuess 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

[Chorus]
Desolate rooms with blood dripping through the ceiling
With this wound infected I ain't healing
This fate is sealing like a lab door
Experiments done on them to create mindless drones 

[Verse]
The infection spread creating more clones
Horror spread across their face
The cops open up a case 
I've been hiding in the room
The taste of blood it's calling for me
But I don't give in to prevent the mental fee
But it's getting hard to breathe
I consume all the food...
but....it....
Doesn't sedate the hunger in my stomach
The thunder makes me shake with fear
I don't move a hair when I hear their groans
This year has been hard & my mind pays the toll
Why do we still try?
When we know it's pointless 
Us humans are trapped in our own minds
Yet for some reason we still survive It all

[Interlude]
Just make me understand 
Why?
What's the point?
In living this shitty life

[Chorus]
Desolate rooms with blood dripping from the ceiling
With this wound infected I ain't healing
This fate is sealing like a lab door
Experiments done on them to create mindless drones

Infected (Prod. domesticsoul)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: diedinoctober 
Mixed by: Kurumi Violet & JoshIGuess 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Casualties on the news 
Nothing bout you screams free
You let yourself be controlled 
With ignorant glee 
While you're chasing greed 
I'll overcome my gluttony 
We all have Sinful desires 
But you have deadly Desires 

[Verse]
Blood flowing down the drain 
Life ending in the dark of night 
No need for hell when we have earth 
No love till you're in the dirt 
Losing myself to my own phantom
It's holding my emotions for ransom

[Bridge]
What the fuck is going on
It feels like I'm losing myself 
To my own fucking stupid ways 
& I can't even escape 

[Chorus]
Casualties on the news 
Nothing bout you screams free
You let yourself be controlled 
With ignorant glee 
While you're chasing greed 
I'll overcome my gluttony 
We all have Sinful desires 
But you have deadly Desires  

[Outro]
Why won't the
EXPERIMENTS END

Sinful Desires (Prod. diedinoctober)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: diedinoctober 
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

Lyrics:
[Intro: Dr. Sebastian]
The test subject is here
Number 5
How are you doing today?
We are gonna start with
Some nice shots

[Chorus: Shadow]
You give me scars 
Love wounds my heart 
Stopping the beating 
Coughing and bleeding 
Cutting and reading 
Love makes me fall apart 
Now I'm out of the scene 
So I got to do my best

[Interlude: Number 5]
No No 
You can't do that
Please stay away 
No
NO!!!

[Verse: Shadow]
You give me scars 
Tear through like a saw  
Numbing the complexity 
Live my life moving like a zombie 
Go back home so you can call me
Lying to everyone including my parents 
Just keep an appearance 

[Bridge: Shadow]
I'm gonna need a bandage 
Cause the poison is seeping 
Into my veins

[Chorus: Shadow]
Love wounds my heart 
Stopping the beating 
Coughing and bleeding 
Cutting and reading 
Love makes me fall apart 

[Outro: Shadow & Number 5]
Looking in the mirror 
Afraid of what I've become
The Ghost has awakened

What Have I Become (Prod. diedinoctober)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: Nevering 
Mixed by: Phantom Eclipse & JoshIGuess 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

Lyrics:
[Intro]
Stop
STOP
STOOOOOPPP!!!!!!

[Chorus]
Bloodshot eyes
Bleeding from their sockets
(Eyes) 
See your funeral 
& my soul is still darkening out
Grab the pistol & I got suppression ya
I lose my affection
& I cause shadow protection

[Verse]
6 months of hell 
Kills are never clean 
Cut tendrils caking me in blood
Mills filled with screeching witches ya
Decayed carcasses found in ditches 
Saving people from infected 
To prevent further infection

[Chorus]
Bloodshot eyes
Bleeding from their sockets 
See your funeral 
& my soul is darkening out
I lose my affection
Only to become shadow protection

Protection (Prod. Nevering)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: myss
Mixed by: Kurumi Violet & JoshIGuess
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

Lyrics:
[Intro: L's speech about monsters from Death Note]
There are many types of monsters 
In this world
Monsters that will not show themselves 
& cause trouble
Monsters who abduct children 
Monsters that devour dreams 
Monsters that suck blood
& monsters who always tell lies
Lying monsters are a real nuisance 
They are much more cunning than other monsters 
They pose as humans even though they have no understanding of a human heart 
They eat even though they never experienced hunger 
They study even though they have no interest in academics
They seek friendship even though they have no idea how to love
If I were to encounter such a monster, I would likely be eaten 

[Chorus]
The inner self wants to 
Claw their way out of this Suffocating skin 
The pressure and expectation to be a man 
Makes me feel like a disappointment 

[Verse]
All I have is this craft to vent to
Never feel comfortable confiding with anyone 
Breaking free of all the chains 
That tie me down to hell
Cause my issues are so ugly
Truly despise anyone who acts above me
I know old friends had enough of me 
That's why they all left

[Chorus]
The inner self wants to 
Claw their way out of this Suffocating skin 
The pressure and expectation to be a man 
Makes me feel like a disappointment

[Bridge]
But did I make the right turn 
Or did I take a shot at the shadow
& missed the critical despite my swift strike 
Oh oh yeah

[Outro]
Waste the days away
Waiting for a change 
That never comes my way
Sell a piece of me everytime I miss you
Is it okay to not be okay
Cause now you're gone
& your body is on the floor with blood pouring out
I just wish everything could just be the same
But it never will be cause you're now gone
FOREVER

Suffocating Skin (Prod. myss)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: exkimelly
Mixed by: Kurumi Violet & JoshIGuess 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

Lyrics:
[Intro]
I denounce the world 
& laugh in it's face
My chest will never again be defiled 
By worldly filth 
I will scrub away 
Every last trace of human emotion 
 
[Chorus]
Undead polute the streets 
Blood covers every sidewalk
Love becomes a side quest 
Survival is the only goal

[Verse]
Cursed books in the corner 
Desperation fills their hearts 
But they just want to end this catastrophe
But this is just the beginning of the end

[Chorus]
Undead polute the streets 
Blood covers every sidewalk
Love becomes a side quest 
Survival is the only goal

[Outro]
HAHAHAHAHA 
There's is no need to fear
The pain will be brief
Your era is coming to an end

Survival (Prod. exkimelly)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: Injury
Mixed by: Kurumi Violet & JoshIGuess 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet
Sample from: https://youtu.be/Ke3Uiwb1-NE?si=5oMjWEYkYQfDe5xc

[Verse]
It's the end of my story
I'm so sorry that you had to leave me behind 
Even though you were suffocating in your own skin
Everybody knows that you tried 
But you don't wanna die
So I'm left to die instead 
I'm sorry you couldn't save me
The monsters ripping out our skin
Now I don't know if I'll win 
But I'll try because you gave me the choice to
The bodies disintegrate & the water evaporates
Cause everything just rots away into eternity 

[Bridge]
Everything that we once had is ripped away 
From our lives 
Because of the monsters that have taken over
But at least I tried my best

[Outro: Aigis ending speech from Persona 3 reload]
Once I decided to try & prevent the fall
Something inside me clicked 
When I thought about how I might never see you again
That's when I first understood...
What mattered to me the most
And so, I made up my mind
What I want... is to protect you 
From now, Until the end of time
I want to stay by your side

Story's End (Prod. Injury)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: neverforever 
Mixed by: Kurumi Violet & JoshIGuess 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

Lyrics:
[Verse]
The pride I held
Has started to mold
The stories told 
Have become droned out
By the death & destruction 

[Bridge]
All my remorse is dead 
& My heart is hollow
No more halo for me
(Halo)

[Outro]
Because my phantom has emerged 



Hollow (Prod. neverforever)

Written by: Kurumi Violet & lostangel 
Produced by: neverforever & lostangel
Mixed & Mastered by: lostangel 
Artwork by: scaramouche40 from Pinterest 
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet 

Lyrics:
[Verse 1: Kurumi Violet]
Ice cold chills 
Running down my back
The attacks creates tramua 
That runs deep
My life is meaningless now that the end has came
I never even changed just remained the same
(SAME)

[Verse 2: lostangel]
Everyday I'm in a battle with myself 
You don't really wanna know how it feels
Everybody talking down on me yeah 
& it felt so fucking lonely 
I was ready to put the gun to my fucking brain 
I was ready to leave the world behind 
I relapsed to that knife baby 
i'm so sorry you had to see that 
Just hold me tight

[Outro: Kurumi Violet & lostangel]
They'll say I was to blame 
When the monster 
I became was a product of the world's current state
(It was a product of the world's current state)
Is that it?
Is this where I rest?
Is this where?
I die 
(I die)
and i'm so ready to die

Current State W/ lostangel (Prod. neverforever + lostangel)

I am a genderfluid artists who is 23 I  make music about my life whether it be literally about it or I use a fictional story to express my reality with metaphors and messages 

New Music Video out 
https://youtu.be/UhkCGzSZ1TA?si=bx29Ta8rYyVz9DPA

My former names include @kurama_sd , @kurama-sad , @reapers-shadow, & @reapers-remnants

My alt account is @kurumi-violet aka Violet Kurumi Alt It will be used for music I don't think is good enough for my main account but I think some people will still enjoy 

This account Will have endless amounts of styles Alt rock, Shoegaze, Dark hyper pop, Emo rap, Lo-Fi, Acoustic, Ambient, DNB & Much more 