25 and still alive
Who would've thought I'd make it after all this time?
How blessed am I to be alive?
Let's sing this for the ones who cannot be tonight

All of the nights I used to miss
To stay home and stare at the abyss
And all of the girls I could've kissed
Things I should've crossed off of my list
Comfortable, nothing could touch me
Whole life ahead, no sense in rushing
Reality has crashed like a wave
There's no guarantee, and no one is safe

I had a crush on a boy
That made me sick to my stomach
And it was simply because
The masculine ethos I'd been fed was toxic

Phantom Dotwave