cat song (irusu)

valentines drop..    prod @jermaine-valik
[20 november 2022 2am]
clear insanity over a completely wrong person.

wipe you off my catalog
reason we don't talk.. cause we can't get along
feel euphoria around you.. it just last too long
then i'll talk right when you free cause i can't talk through songs
i can't fuck up...
i can't fuck up with you cause you're my type
you'll be all over him.. that's your valentine
i'll still be creeping.. like right straight through the vines.. i'm trippin...

but you're divine
i'm crazy cause i want you to be mine
can't stop lying when they ask if i'm fine
mom asked me the same thing.. i lied
i just cry
spend my time alone at night
you're still with him.. that's just not right
but my goal is to get you and it's getting out of sight

catalog.. (nyctx)

prod https://soundcloud.com/1ello5k https://on.soundcloud.com/Dnd7nFymS7mSPYHa9
with https://soundcloud.com/ilylucina

lightning w/ lucina (ello x silas roe)

move on w/ venthan (prod me)

Recorded in Houston :o mixed & mastered by @zixdown
Prod. @Ev333
Cover by prdsjas<3

Lyrics:

@Bloodl3ak
Took another chance said you love me did you mean it 
Right there by my side but you haunt me like a demon
No I’m not alright took a hit and now I’m fiending 
Looking for the thing that I want but I can’t see it 

@Zixdown
So if you wanna call on me 
I’ll be right there by your side 
I’m lonely 
Baby no I’m not alright so help me 
I been so lost can’t find me 

See me watching from above 
I’m holy 
You tell me that I’m enough then show me 
I get sad cause it gets tuff so hold me 
You’re supposed to show me off like a trophy 

Like a trophy 
Now I’m in your dreams 
know I'm all you see
No I’m not enough don’t lie to me 
No I’m not enough don’t lie to me 

You treat me like trash guess that’s all I am
You turn me into ash 
No I’m not your friend 
I just sit and laugh we can take it there
Always coming last 
No you never cared 

@Bloodl3ak
Yea you never showed me love, I’m hurting
And I though you were the one, you broke me 
And I put you up above, I’m so weak
Now I spend another night so lonely 

And no I can’t face it
I can’t erase it 
The things that you said leave my head racing
I know you were faking 
My heart now it’s aching 
I can’t take back the time now it’s wasted

Spotifyyyy

Trophy w/ zixdown (ev333)

@prodsoma
mastered by @saintsdead
deer caught in headlights

lyrics
sumone hit me with a truck.
fuk jus put me under tires 
i rlly turned myself to nothing now im all that u desire
i had tea with the grim reaper recently 
he told me i was fye
nd the empty concepts deeper recently 
trust me im tired.

spirits drown in the color a reflection of my soul
like i don think we kno each other we're two shadows of a whole
theres nu hate for open shutters im jus weighing all the toll
its like steering without rudders crash nd burns' the only goal

ill trip like hannah baker, get called a faker
theyll label me a problem maker, a soul evader
ill play the part of under taker, a grim crusader 
i hurt nd summon dead invaders, death excavators

stream♱

drama queen (soma)

Wtf and I doing with my life 
Cover art by prdsjas
Prod. Hartfxlt
Lyrics:

Say u wanna go back, so we can rewind the time
Carry heavy weight, got me breaking my spine

Wish that I could go back, it’s u and I
Nvr letting go of the time
I’m paying mine..
Evrything u said, stabbing through me like a knife

I’m nvr letting go
I reap what I sow
Ur the1 I’m waiting 4
Now I’m bleeding on the floor

Look at the time, it just turns to reflections 
U had my heart, and you had my attention 
What was it worth? 
Was it worth the affection?
U left me breathless ;(

I can nvr stress it
I think it’s time to move past this
U and me we’re past-tense 
I hope I nvr move past this

Spotifyyy

let go (hartfxlt)

##mygunjammed

prod @erdo
w/ @kurse11

Lyrics

im doing dumb shit, i dont wanna hear it,
magic in the air and its all on the ceiling,
i know that im stealing, but i need my healing,
fuck all my enemies all they do is envyy,
im doing dumb shit, i dont wanna hear it,
magic in the air and its all on the ceiling,
i cant even see shit, she gonna like my fragrance,
you they stay by me even if you hate it,

(@kurse11)
idefk

im doing dumb shit, i dont wanna hear it,
magic in the air and its all on the ceiling,
i know that im stealing, but i need my healing,
fuck all my enemies all they do is envyy,
im doing dumb shit, i dont wanna hear it,
magic in the air and its all on the ceiling,
i cant even see shit, she gonna like my fragrance,
you they stay by me even if you hate it,

i dont like attention so i wont face him,
one in a million but i wont chase her,
magic in there voices when they speak to me,
i think that theres poison in my fucking teeth,
she think that i lost her im just by the sea,
but i cant even love her, shes sick of me,

𝗥𝗲𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲 𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲:
May 5, 2023

lightning w/ lucina (ello x silas roe)

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