SheHealinME

A Dark Poet: Within The Shadows


lyrics:


How many times must I fall to the face 
On the floor 
Hit the pavement searching for love 
Pain is a stair in the face 
So blank 
When I bleed I don’t feel anymore 
I’ve become so accustomed to loss 
Since I lost you,
Really haven’t spoke in so long 
When I see you it’s just “hey”
Broken bonds are like the brokest bones 
You’re alive it’s all there but you’re heavily wounded…


In my head I just think what’s the worst, that can happen.
These days
I have
Become 
So 
Numb 
Since
Friends that leave 
Are
More, worst—than scum.
Falling I’m weaving through air, off a cliff
This is not suicide, more like Batman gliding.
Fist to the wall, like a face I can hit.
And my face to the floor, like I’m sobbing what is it.


//swan:

Me my face closed (Between two lines ft. Glitch Mob & Swan)

The first hour at Optimo (Espacio) when the club ran weekly at Sub Club every Sunday was revered and savoured by us Optimo Kids, while giving those who were never really going to like it cause to make a swift exit. “You Won’t It, Sugar” the posters promised, and so it was for many. But for spme intrepid sonic explorers, willing to go on for the ride, it opened the portal to musical riches beyond anything I’ve heard from other DJs in the 20 years since. 

This mix is a pale imitation of what Keith and Jonnie would pull out each week - a piece of musical fan fiction of you like.  It features tracks from Jorja Chalmers, Nicolini, Aphex Twin, Happy Mondays, Moodymann working with Róisín Murphy, Sabres of Paradise, plenty of space disco, a bit of vintage electro, various Optimo Music releases from the last few years, and some oddball items that wouldn’t normally belong on any dance floor.

JOY RIDE 128 - OPTIMO KIDS 1ST HOUR TRIBUTE

Listen for a little bit to get to the differences

ROBLOXCORE BREAKCORE

bite my swag (prod. wtfbennie)

In These Arms (O'Neill Fernandes)

Grunge alternative rock elements with rap type vocals

Unborn dwarf star of faltered creative sadness

Lip Plumper (La Charo Version)

What Do I Do

Live Set From Sunday Sets w/ NOCA June 2025

TRACK LIST (no order):

Like I Like It – Mau P
Don't Stop – Prospa (CircoLoco Records)
My Love (it's murph Remix) – Justin Timberlake – it's murph
Only A Minute More – Macova
party 4 u (TIMO Remix) – Charli XCX – TIMO
Better (Extended) [feat. Teddy Swims] – MK (Marc Kinchen)
Lift Me Up (feat. Tristan Henry) – Liu, Cakes – Smash The House
Hotstepper (Umberto Balzanelli, Jerry Dj, Michelle Purple Edit) – Trinix – HOUSECHART1
Ocean Drive (Purple Disco Machine Remix) – Duke Dumont
Ooh Ahh (Sullivan! Remix) – Sullivan!
No Broke Boys - Disco Lines feat. Tinashe

NOCA Mix Ep #002

EXTENDED DANCE REMIX OF NIKI DEMAR "ALONE IN MY CAR"

ALONE IN MY CAR - NIKI DEMAR (HARBOUR SUNSET POWERHOUSE REMIX)

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NOCA Mix Ep #002

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