howmany times I been up in this crib
you know what I did
you know how I did it
I just want to do it every day
when I’m doing me say that I’m doing me
every single time that you look at me
look into my eyes tell me what you see
cause just behind my eyes is just another thought
and idea that’s lost
and now I’m just lost in this nightmare what cost
is this holocaust and I’m a victim of losses
and every now and then I win again I toss it
out with the garbage because I know
that I can do it on my own
and I don’t need you to tell me no
I’m gonna just do me and so
you can just be fine with that
I’ll let you go and you let me know how you feel
sometimes I just feel like I’m not even real in this world
I’m not enough because I just don’t tell you all the time
and sometimes I need to unwind and just rewind in my mind
so I get it right next time
because this time is the only life time I get
sometimes I wanna spit something over dirty shit
but no one ever knows it
cause every single time I go
I just tell em like I’m moses 
a story yes I’m preaching and they know this
the people meeting just to reaching all these people
that they preaching and they preaching all the wrong things
they reaching the wrong types of people
and sometimes this world gets so rough in my mind
and I just can’t unwind I’m unwinding the time
cause every single time that I get
I”m gonna take a risk
and every single problem I’m gonna slash my fist
because I know it’s worth all the risk
and I’m doing it just keep on pursing it
daily no I’m rueing it
baby you don’t ruin this
maybe you can ruin that
but maybe it’s just not yours to ruin
no it’s not mine
it’s somebody else and it’s not my fucking tine
for me to understand I’m on the line
all the words that you saying are unkind
and I just gotta remember that this is my time
my day and I will make the change when I make the change
and when I make the changes I hope you’re there for me
cause every single time I make this I make it up
and I just get this shit
and tell this story off my chest because I wrote it
and every single time I know whats best for my story
and so I’m gonna do it
every single time that I”m pursing
you know that I’m just ruining another persons life
so I just cut it out and I just drop it
cause every single thought that I just be dropping
like bombs on your heart just don’t cop it
and no it ain’t stopping
because every single time that I ryhme
it just makes sense to rely on me because I’m so wise
and I just can’t see
sometimes I can’t rely on myself
and even though I get back into my thoughts
I just really want to reach out and get lost
because I know that If I do the things that I preach
someday I’ll learn to lead the life that I want to reach
and even though I’m not there yet
I’m gonna get there someday
and maybe the day’s not today
but next time you see me and you wanna say hey
maybe you should
because you never know when the next time you see me is going to be
and you never want to understand the intricacies 
of life and death because you’re somewhere in between
in between the lines
just find a sign and find this time
take the time to grow
and learn a lesson or two so you can grow old

The Line

Another Track off of my mixtape 'Mixed' to be out soon

Pheffernoose