Throwaways (Except for Judy)

I wanted to challenge myself and see if I could make an acoustic version of one of my favorite Mac Miller Songs using only my phone and a headset mic. It took quite some time but I was able to successful complete my challenge. 

This is my Tribute to Mac Miller. Thank you for gifting the world with your music and there isn’t a day that goes by where I’m not thankful for all the things your music helps me through. The world isn’t the same without you man. Rest peacefully.

Circles (Mac Miller Cover)

I did this cover for my dearest brother. Rite of spring by angels and airwaves

Rite Of Spring (Angels And Airwaves COVER)

My rendition of the song, “Youth” by the band Daughter

Youth (Daughter COVER)

Death of Judy

Free me.

Chorus

Can't see you see that 
I'm beyond trying.
To just be free of everything that's happening.x2

Verse one
Hard times is when I lose my mind.
At first I think I'm fine 
But I struggle to keep it confined.
The reason 
That I'm always talking about time,
Is because I've done nothing other then waste all mine.

And then 
I think 
To myself
bring it all back,
But it's gone for good and I know it's never coming back.
And I'll always regret 
the fact that I never took that moment.
To stop the yelling,
Say I love you,
Just for you to know it.

It kinda sucks
when you fall in love,
Because when it breaks all that you wanna do is pick it up.
And nothing ever really seems to feel as rough 
As when the love your life tells you that they've had enough.

And then you have
to watch them pack their bags and go.
And you get so angry at yourself
Cause all you do is choke.
You wanna let em know 
exactly how you feel.
And you can't go down without a fight cause to you it was real.
You needa heal.

Chorus 
Can't see you see that 
I'm beyond trying.
To just be free of everything that's happening.x2

And what do I do
Now that shit is going wrong?
I wish I could talk to you 
But for now 
I'll just write some songs.
So Sing along
cause every word I write 
I write for you.
I'm Hoping that you'll hear a voice,
In You'll notice
struggling to get through.

as I pass through the shadows in the valley of death,
I take another shot down leaving 
Whiskey on my breath.
I'm deaf from all the silence
I'm left to self reliance.
I guess that our alliance
Chemistry best left to scienctists.

I thought that I could handle this,
You thought about the promises
That I had made
And then I broke
The list is almost bottomless,

I'm falling off the edge of this,
feeling like I'm powerless
We said that we would fight for this,
But instead you fight to forget.

Forget that things are hard right now,
But I don't think that's fair
I feel like I'm the only one right now
That's really there.
And I still smell your perfume as it lingers in the air.
And I hate all my hoodies because they're haunted with your hairs.

Chorus 
Can't see you see that 
I'm beyond trying.
To just be free of everything that's happening.x2

Free Me (from the upcoming "I'm Sensitive" EP)

Verse 1
I've so many thoughts
on my mind lately
its never just one thought
its always 100 too many
and I carry my minds heavy weight
and I can't escape
Im just waiting for my big break
I'm waiting for my big break
I'm waiting for my big day
I'm waiting for my big break
I shouldn't wait to be something and I say.

CHORUS
HEYx2
I'm gonna be 
(I shouldn't wait to be something and I say)
everything i want to be x3
HEYx2 
I am free
to simply be me.

VERSE 2
Hey, if you ask around some people 
some people might know my name by now
Its EOP and I'm in the game
when i make a beat I make a change
In the peeps that listen who feel astray
and have lost all hope in their dreams and faith
but little do they know its up to them
to divide and conquer 
their fears within

(uh)
this goes out to all the kids 
with stolen dreams
just steal em back
replace em with reasons that
will make those thieves believe

Don't stop 
Dont blink
Don't even breathe
And when your feeling weak,
its closer then you think.
Don't waitx2
we shouldn't wait to be something so i say
Dont waitx2
I shouldn't wait to be something and I say.

CHORUS
HEYx2
I'm gonna be 
(I shouldn't wait to be something and I say)
everything i want to be x3
HEYx2 
I am free
to simply be me.

OUTRO

HEYx2
I WANT TO BE EVERYTHING I WANT TO BE AND MOREx4

Everything I Want To Be (From The upcoming "I'm Sensitive" EP)

I was never the type of kid
To really ever go to church
I may have grown up Christian 
But i saw what it was really worth.
A class of students listening to every given word 
Spoken by the mouths 
Who spread lies like 
the plague was spread by birds.

The only use I ever saw in religion
Was the subliminal idea that we need to be forgiven 
By ourselves
Or else were not really living
A life worth living
If we can't even accept our sins
And get back on the track that's spinning uh,
And this shit I'm spitting
From mind to mouth
All the shit I've been grieving
While I've been digging demons out.
Screaming at myself
Control yourself 
Find some help
It's love not lust.
So Don't blow up
Don't hurt her trust
Don't pin her down
Stay calm you must.

I never meant anyone I've ever loved any pain.
But my vicious actions are sole reason They forget my name.
The shame
And blame that I put on myself from day to day
It's my lack of self control that pushed everybody away.

Will I ever forgive myself no never
I'll see these ghosts in my dreams
in my mind forever.

Now I know it's hypocritical
And just a little cynical 
To speak wisely as
If I'm philosophical 
When I myself got physical
A troubled mind more critical
I became inexcusable 
When I hurt those so beautiful.

To all the broken hearts I must apologize 
Here lately my conscience is really cutting me down to size
All the cries 
during fights
Through all the countless
Sleepless nights.
You wasted on me because you 
tried to keep me in your life.

Because of me they'll never be the same from then.
Like a kleptomaniac
I stole all of their innocence.
In a sense
My false pretense
Is the real only evidence 
To why those girls just might never trust a man ever again.

My hands
Their hearts
I tore 
apart 
My knife
Dug deep
I'm so
Guilty

Guilty

Man it's times like this
I need to walk away
There's no point in me pointlessly 
Giving everything.
To something or someone 
That'll never mean a thing
Nah fuck the bullshit
Imma keep on living the dream.

I'm showing up
I'm coming up
I'm going up into flames
I've had enough 
this is my love
I'm playing rough with the game.

Cause what we had 
was just another
Game of Atari
Were Back and forth
You say you hate me
All is say is I'm sorry

But I'm over it, it's done, it's over,
It's the wind at my back.
Its too familiar,
Just like déjà VU
a blast from the past.
I should've known 
My love for music is
A love that'll last.
It's time to end, and start again,
So I flip the hour glass.

My plan is to become
Someone that is essential
To help the helpless 
see that we all are 
Are great potential
So forget you, 
this is 100% me
Theses Are the stories of my life
Nice to met ya 
I'm EOP

CHORUS

I need a force so strong
To help find where I belong.
I need to just break through
I need to 
Forget you.

I need to carry on.
Because I'm so withdrawn
The best thing that I can do
I need to 
forget you.

And What
I need is you to leave me alone.
Now finally I can see
I'm better off on my own.
I've found a home
In the same place 
I call my studio
I almost hate you now and 
I just want to make sure you know.

So go.

There is a void deep beneath 
It devours me.
I'm turning into something no ones even ever seen.
This is the beast unleashed. 
It's time to feast, Kapeche?
And I'm attacking the entire 
Music industry.

putting out atleast two 
Instrumentals a day
I've written up enough shit
I feel I can finally say
I'll be just fine without you
So get the fuck out of my way.
I'm using music as a love to pull
Me out of the fray.

I'll be ok.
Just gotta make sure I stick to
The master plan.
Put my heart and soul in this
Just Work as hard as I can.
You said that I'd forget you
And now I finally understand.
To move on with life and start again
You have to face end.

I need a force so strong
To help find where I belong.
I need to just break through
I need to 
Forget you.

I need to carry on.
Because I'm so withdrawn
The best thing that I can do
I need to 
forget you.

BRIDGE 

And I hope you don't take
This is as if i am against you.
This goes out to all the others 
That've held me back too
All of this has made me realize
This is what I was born to do
But in order for me to grow 
I need to forget you.


I need a force so strong
To help find where I belong.
I need to just break through
I need to 
Forget you.

I need to carry on.
Because I'm so withdrawn
The best thing that I can do
I need to 
forget you.

Tripping Through the Veils of Time Then Running Into Old Friends at Peak

Philthy T

Related tracks