All Of FEM&M

Are We Dreaming

weirdcore Rawstyle gltichy beats! #rawstyle #hardstyle #trans

Lyrics!
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Watcha gonna do
You gonna come closer
Watcha gonna do
Gonna stare forever

Djs bringing the heat
you want to get to know me
Gonna stare foreve
Watcha gonna do

Watcha gonna do
You gonna come closer
Watcha gonna do
Gonna stare forever

Djs bringing the heat
you want to get to know me
Gonna stare forever
Watcha gonna do

Get your confidence up 
We only got tonight 
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We only got tonight
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Dj bringing the heat 
You want to get to know me
You gonna stare forever
You want to get to know me
Djs bringing the heat
You want to get to know me
You gonna stare forever
Watcha gonna do
X4

Get your confidence up 
We only got tonight 
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Get your confidence up
We only got tonight

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Check out my new happy hardcore, wierdcore, breakcore glitchy music :3

Its A Vibe

Some emo breakbeat digital hardcore hyperpop :3

Imma Be The Best

Breakcore, hardcore, hyperpop! About gambling on estrogen :3

Lyrics
Hit the slots, 7-7-7,
Looks on top, like I'm winning winnin winnin
Chasers falling on the floor floor floor
Jackpot vibes, I am always gonna score

Gamble on dreams
Jackpots on sight
Rainbow chips feel just right
Gamble on dreams 
Gamble on Dreams
Chips feel just right
gamble on dreams 

Gamble on dreams
Jackpots on sight
Rainbow chips feel just right
Gamble on dreams 
Gamble on Dreams
Chips feel just right
gamble on dreams 

Spinnin’ the wheel, flashin’ lights,
Feelin’ so lucky, stars in my sight,
Estrogen jackpot, body’s my prize,
Rollin’ those sevens, watch me rise.

Spinnin’ the wheel, flashin’ lights,
Feelin’ so lucky, stars in my sight,
Estrogen jackpot, body’s my prize,

Let's Go Gambling! 

Aw Dang it

Coins clinkin’, jackpot bells,
Trans memes poppin’, breaking those shells,

Cards on the table, bets are all in,
Chasin’ that dream, ready to begin,

Roulette of life, spin it real fast,
With every dose, the die is cast.

Hit the Slots 7-7-7

Gamble on dreams
Jackpots on sight
Rainbow chips feel just right
Gamble on dreams 
Gamble on Dreams
Chips feel just right
gamble on dreams 

Gamble on dreams
Jackpots on sight
Rainbow chips feel just right
Gamble on dreams 
Gamble on Dreams
Chips feel just right
gamble on dreams 

Spinnin’ the wheel, flashin’ lights,
Feelin’ so lucky, stars in my sight,
Estrogen jackpot, body’s my prize,
Rollin’ those sevens, watch me rise.

Spinnin’ the wheel, flashin’ lights,
Feelin’ so lucky, stars in my sight,
Estrogen jackpot, body’s my prize,

Let's Go Gambling! 

Hit the slots, 7-7-7,
Looks on top, like I'm winning winnin winnin
Chasers falling on the floor floor floor
Jackpot vibes, I am always gonna score, score 

Lets Go Gambling!

Some hyperpop hardcore breakcore music that scratches your brain :3

Lyrics

Panic worry fear dread
Nausea dizziness inside my head
Sweating tremors loss of control
All of this will take its toll

Nausea dizziness insomnia,
Dry mouth sweating tremors, yeah
Drowsiness weight gain loss of libido,
Escitalopram, let the night unfold

Panic worry fear dread
Nausea dizziness inside my head
Inside my head
Inside my head
Inside my head
Inside my head
Inside my head (panic) 
Inside my head (panic) 
Inside my head (panic) 
Panic panic panic panic
Panic panic panic panic 
Panic panic

C 2 O H 2 1 F N 2 O
Take me where I wanna go go go

C 2 O H 2 1 F N 2 O
Take me where I wanna go go go

Please just let me sleep 
I just wanna wanna
Sleep
Please
Just let me
Let me

Come on wake up

Go go go go go
C 2 O H 2 1 F N 2 O
Go go go go go
Go go go go go
C 2 O H 2 1 F N 2 O
Go go go go go
Go go go go go
C 2 O H 2 1 F N 2 O
Go go go go go

Lucid thought I'm in the zone zone zone zone zone
Mind a canvas dreams have grown grown grown grown grown grown
Axiety whispers in not not not not not alone. 

C20H21FN2O

#breakcore #hyperpop #hardcore to stimulate your brain :3
Lyrics! By Stella Dolce
Spaced out 
In chinatown
Give my wallet the run around
UwU nails and barbecue 
Pretty girls get their song debuted
Manifest cause I’m a star 
Delulu but I’m spitting bars
Messy girl but I’m so cute
Snap a pic you won’t see through
Stella Dolce that’s my name
Fem&m has joined the game
On repeat again and again
Gravity is your new fave
Ah
Ah
(Hey hey hey hey)

I don’t think you like really understand how big of a deal this is
(Do you believe in Gravity)

Panic while the world goes numb
I just wanna truely love
Stardom is go big or bust
I don’t know how to adjust
Fame or fortune I’m not sure
I just made friends with allure
Dancing live to my despair
Too broke to go anywhere
Made some choices to survive
At times I wonder, was I right?
It’s crazy how the gravity
Of my life tortures me
I just wanna effing scream
I just wanna effing scream
I just wanna effing scream
(AAAAAAA)

Spaced out 
In chinatown
Give my wallet the run around
UwU nails and barbecue 
Pretty girls get their song debuted
Manifest cause I’m a star 
Delulu but I’m spitting bars
Messy girl but I’m so cute
Snap a pic you won’t see through
Stella Dolce that’s my name
Fem&m has joined the game
On repeat again and again
Gravity is your new fave
Ah
Ah
I don’t think you like really understand how big of a deal this is
(Do you believe in gravity)
Panic while the world goes numb
I just wanna truely love
Stardom is go big or bust
I don’t know how to adjust
Fame or fortune I’m not sure
I just made friends with allure
Dancing live to my despair
Too broke to go anywhere
Made some choices to survive
At times I wonder, was I right?
It’s crazy how the gravity
Of my life tortures me
I just wanna effing scream
I just wanna effing scream
I just wanna effing scream
(AAAAAAA)

Gravity (feat. Stella Dolce)

Some Hyperpop, Hardcore, Breakcore penis music lol
Lyrics!!
I'm Like Felix the Cat and his bag of tricks
My hearts beating fast like one of Mickey’s flicks 
Replaced like Oswald and taken of the screen
I just wanna to woosh it off, you know what I mean!

Like boing and a spring I'm hearing funny old sounds 
Like bonk and a whish feels like I'm bouncing all around
Like a slip and a pop the sounds they just won't stop
But this bloopin piece of blam tune it's time to make the beat drop

This boinging useless thing just hold me back
I'm just gonna whoosh it off

Cue the slide whistle with a clatter and clash. 
chasing my tail in a madcap dash
heart beats like a drum got me feeling gear 5
I’m going to remove it I'm finally going to feel alive

Like boing and a spring I'm hearing funny old sounds 
Like bonk and a whish feels like I'm bouncing all around
Like a slip and a pop the sounds they just won't stop
But this bloopin piece of blam tune it's time to make the beat drop

This useless thing just hold me back
It's time to spring it off like I worn out laugh track
Spring this thing this splat is here
Zip this bonk into 5th gear

What the poof is penis music
Like the Mask the moves run wild all all contorted like Betty Boop’s smile,
I hate this thing, it’s just in the way,
I'm just gonna zap it off!
I'm just gonna honk it off! 
I'm just gonna ribbit it off! 
Meow it off! 
Woof it off! 
Bleep this bleepin music

Bleep This Penis Music

Some #breakcore #hardcore #hyperpop :3

Lyrics


Fall under our hypnosis
Fall under our hypnosis
Fall under our hyonosis
Scrolling
Endless
Likes
Hypnotized
Spinning
Screens
Mesmerized

Hypnotized to love my body
Every scar and every story
No more hiding no more shame
I’m hypnotized to own the name

Like Jafar’s staff I fall in  deep sleep
In a trance where my thoughts delete
No more doubt my eyes spin like a  disc 
Under a spell but it’s worth all of the risk

Hypnotized to love my body
Every scar and every story
No more hiding no more shame
I’m hypnotized to own the name

In this dream like Ursula’s voice
I’m making self love my only choice
No more fear no need to disguise
I’m seeing all with hypnotic eyes

Fall under our hypnosis
Fall under our hypnosis

Hypnotize mezmerize endless feed captivates 
Vibrations capturing all I need digitally Mesmerized I only see all the love virtually 
Synchronized in the glow feel it flow visually
Hypnotize mezmerize endless feed captivates 
Algorithms illisions where I begin initially
Repetition realizing its really you recognizing 
Amplifiying frequency you all see its equals true

Fall under our hypnosis
Fall under our hypnosis
Fall under our hyonosis
Scrolling
Endless
Likes
Hypnotized
Spinning
Screens
Mesmerized

Fall under our hypnosis

Hypnotized to love my body
Every scar and every story
No more hiding no more shame
I’m hypnotized to own the name

Like Jafar’s staff I fall in  deep sleep
In a trance where my thoughts delete
No more doubt my eyes spin like a  disc 
Under a spell but it’s worth all of the risk

Hypnotized to love my body
Every scar and every story
No more hiding no more shame
I’m hypnotized to own the name

Like the song of sime’s flow
I’m entranced where I will grow
Like the colors where spinning eyes show
I’m love myself from head to toe

Hypnosis

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Lyrics
Get your confidence up we only got tonight

Hard compromise

Get your confidence up we only got tonight

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Tick tick toc you gonna come closer
You think your gonna stay forever
My heart beats racing come and get me
Here's to forever whatcha gonna do

Click click send you gonna come closer
You think your gonna quit forever
My hearts on standby come resume me
Here’s to forever what’s your next move

Tick tick toc you gonna come closer
You think your gonna stay forever
My heart beats racing come and get me
Here's to forever whatcha gonna do

Tap tap wait you gonna come closer
You think you gonna lag forever
My heat beats rising come and get me
Here’s to forever whatcha gonna do

Tick tick toc you gonna come closer
You think your gonna stay forever
My heart beats racing come and get me
Here's to forever whatcha gonna do

Click click send you gonna come closer
You think your gonna quit forever
My hearts on standby come resume me
Here’s to forever what’s your next move

Shutting Down

#breakcore #hardcore #hyperpop #trans #transgender 

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Some #hardcore #breakcore #hyperpop featuring Spott!

Lyrics

Fuck Nintendo
Nintendo ain't got shit on me
Hear the sounds boot Me up 
Hear the power starting up 

I've been feeling lonely
You wanna get to know me?
Nintendo? Or sony?
Or d'you intend to bone me?

Boot me up, hear the static 
boot me up, it's systematic
Load me up, and let me have it
C:/ ready, come format it

Mash my buttons make me sing
Check the port and stick it in
Fuck me hard and take my rings
That joystick got me quivering

Imma make this ass pop
bouncing on your laptop
Treat me rough, drag and drop
Come on baby don't stop

you turn me on
so boot me up baby
my ram stick's growing from 8 to 16

you turn me on
so boot me up baby
i'll cover you in megabytes and drain your hp

Fuck Nintendo
Nintendo ain't got shit on me
Hear the sounds boot Me up 
Hear the power starting up 

take me back to your place
come on let's get interlaced
69 volts
blow that fuse over my interface

overload me at your leisure
gimme that blue screen of pleasure
find my chest and take the treasure
raid me like I'm shadow legends

so get up on it, download this log
i don't cum fast like Sonic I'm Spott the edge-dog

you turn me on
so boot me up, baby
my ram stick's growing from 8 to 16

you turn me on
so boot me up baby
i got the terabytes to make you scream

you turn me on
so boot me up, baby
my ram stick's growing from 8 to 16

you turn me on
so boot me up baby
i'll cover you in megabytes and drain your hp

Power down now
Power power down now
We shut it down now
Shit it shut it down now

Boot Me Up (Feat. Spott)

The debut track for my album thats under the same name! ADDHERALL find the rest of the album on my profile :3 #breakcore #hyperpop #hardcore

Lyrics
Why do microwaves beep so loud do they have to be so rude
If I eat a bag of chips for dinner does it count as food

Was Einstein ever scatterbrained or was he hyper clear
I meant to text my mom last week oh crap I think she’s here

What's that wierd vibration
Oh wait it's inside my head

It’s a rabbit hole of chaos a brain in overdrive
Can’t focus on one thing but hey at least I’m alive
I’ll find my way eventually but for now I think I’m stuck
Chasing twenty different thoughts in a never ending fuck

Should I start a podcast 
No I’ll learn to skate instead
what’s that weird vibration
oh wait it's all inside my head  
Can you teach a squirrel play fetch like a dog
Do ghosts haunt people with ADHD or do you think they'll hate this song

Wait what was I talking about
I had this idea for a song
I can't remember how it went
But it went something I think like this

Humming

Yeah
I think that sounds kinda
Okay

a symphony of scatterbrained a mind that never quits
A little spark that connects but never ever fits
I wouldn’t trade this chaos not for all the calm
Because even though it’s crazy I think it's where I belong

Why the fuck does it sound so familiar

a cyclone of confusion a whirlwind in my head
Jumping from a half done task to something else instead
I think I'll get it together yeah someday I’m sure
But for now I think I’m lost in tangents and their really is no cure

Where the fuck did I put my keys did I even lock the door
Why does the moon seem bigger when it’s near the ocean shore
Was I supposed to email that guy back from HR
How did I forget my wallet but remember my guitar

wait where's my phone
Oh wait it's in my hand

I wish my brain would break apart and shatter into dust
Silence every screaming thought and grind them into rust
Crush the static burn the noise and drown it in a flood
Rip the chaos from my skull and leave behind the blood

Merch!

ADDHERALL

Some #hardcore #breakcore #hyperpop song about my life as a cashier :3

Lyrics

Beep Beep Bag
The only beat I know
Emotions in emotions fade 
it's all kicking in
Scan, swipe, grind
Stick it all in the bin
Stuck in a loop when will my life start to begin

It didn't scan it must be free

Ah ha ha that ones new
If I had a dollar for every one of you

Beep Beep breakdown
Bag bag dreams drown
Scan scan mind strays
Next next it fades to gray

Push push draw tight
Swipe swipe bright light
Drop drop fall low
Tick tock the clock goes slow

Click click new script
Blink blink words slip
Grab grab no sleep
Pack pack always on my feet

Wait wait hope stalls
Break break mind falls
Scream scream souls fade
Gone gone my dreams decay

Ughhh
Why am I still here 
I should of quit way last year

Beep Beep repeat
Another simple beat
Bills slide in coins adrift
never time to eat
Same hello same goodbye 
day after day
The clock ticks slow 
the lights all hum 
the sky's probably gray
The barcode scans
The barcode scans
Let's me see the next in line
The TV stacks fill the counter
The shelves are empty like my mind

They ask why don't you smile
Dont mind me while I scream awhile

Welcomes valued customer continue scanning

Customer needs assistance in the cutting area

1.88

Attention customers the store will be closing in 15 minutes

Meat bread eggs
They break at my feet
Hands shake I'm lost inside
Can't tell where to begin
Weak tired mad
This grind will never let me win
Tags askew pinned to my chest
The walls are closing in
They ask why don't you smile 
While I nod inside and scream a while

Beep Beep Bag

We going fastttt with this one :3 some #digitalhardcore #breakcore #hardcore #speedcore

Lyrics
Pinata break

Your a fox with paper skin
Rainbow guts secrets within
Tied up high im swinging wild 
Just one hit when you split I smile

Candy spills red blue green  
Foxes dance in sweetened dreams  
Smash them open let it fly
Maybe your not meant to die

I'm a masterpiece of hollow art  
Sugar crushed and torn apart 
Every hit feels like a knife  
Am I broken or alive

Faster faster can’t slow down 
Skipping beats and glitchy sounds 
My colors glow into the night
Cracking me open spill my light

Faster faster can’t slow down  
Skipping beats and glitchy sounds  
My colors glow into the night
Cracking me open spill my light

Fox pinata sticks swing low
Pinata shakes guts let go
No escape tied up tight
One more hit lost that light

Lost that light 
Lose
Lose that light

Break me snap me pull me apart
Ribbons split where is my heart 
Teeth sink deep hands reach high  
Tear me down watch me fly

crack crush let me spill  
Candy drips hunger kills
fill your hands rip it out
See me bleed hear me shout

Shout

Hear me shout

Hear me shout

Hanging high as the world sways slow
I'm painted bright but they don't know

(Glitched lyrics) 

Lose that (glitched) 

Even if I'm torn apart I will always sing along
My pinata heart will always be singing it's song

Even if I'm torn apart I will always sing along
My pinata heart will always be singing it's song

grab me shake me laugh out loud
One more hit join the crown
Feet stomp hard hands clap wide
My pinata heart will split with pride

crack crush let me spill  
Candy drips hunger kills
fill your hands rip it out
See me bleed hear me shout

Torn to shreds
left behind
Candy spills but I’m still alive
Pieces gone but pulse remains
let me break again and again

Pinata Break (Feat. BRN1NG BRAIN SOUND INDUSTRIES)

Woah 3 trans influencers collabing?!?! It was so much fun collabing with Astrid and Charloux for this song :3 #hyperpop #hardcore

Lyrics

Yeah
Alright
20mg in my hand
Fifth go good with a tab
Round trip flight to Japan
Told that biddy she bad
Shoes and the belt gotta match
No dress code, I’m on my own shit
Keepin’ it tucked, no gaff

Bitch, I’m glad you asked
Spending money hella fast
Swerving lanes, I’m ’boutta crash
Dodging all the camera flash
You know I really fuckin’ do this, right?
Turning up the scene on a Tuesday night

(Cat verse)
Find the truth out at last last
Let the pain go past past
Cut the ties they won't last last
Let the memories of past past

Lie to that bitch to her face
Why am I always so fake?
Always be pushing away
On some bullshit, go away, yeah
Pupils, they be on skates
Know your fucking place
Never been one to chase 
Unless it’s money
Love the taste, yeah
Shooters, they know my name
Dumb bitch, get out of my lane
Cited works, no MLA
Equals three, no RWJ, yeah
And you’re really fucking stupid, hoe
If you bite my swag, I’ll fucking shoot you though
It’s amusing though
So delusional
Unbelievable 
Don’t you miss me though?

Bitch, I’m glad you asked
Spending money hella fast
Swerving lanes, I’m ’boutta crash
Dodging all the camera flash
You know I really fuckin’ do this, right?
Turning up the scene on a Tuesday night

Charloux

Smoking that weed that makes you gay
Guess that makes me twice as gay
Hopped on the beat just to get paid
Kill a cis dude if he say I’m slay
Straight out the pound, I’m pushing weight
Taxed for a gram, I paid $3K
Sold out show, spend it all on game
You, me and the blunt
Nightmare three-way 
White bitches who love cocaine
Love to say my fuckin’ name
Fuck that bitch, she twice my age
I’ll text her back in 20 days
Missed my flight out to LA
Blacking out in in DIA 
Bitch, we’re going all the way
Every single fucking day
Gave it all I had and you threw it all away
I don’t really care about what you had to say
Then I try to tell myself it had to be fate

Crash! - Astrid (Feat. FEM&M & Charloux)

Some #breakcore #hardcore #digitalhardcore #hyperpop

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Warning genre does not compute
Lofi detected 
bass to acute
Breakcore fragments
Error in key
Mismatch detected
Rejecting MP3

They try to clock me but I’m switchin like a preset
808 T4T yeah they hittin like a fresh reset
Beats goin fast then they chill in a second
Genres on E yeah you know I'm always reppin

Gotta Breakcore heart but I glitchin like a doll
I be Screamin on a track then I whisper real small
Call me Bass dysphoric
So I pitched it up higher
Labels don’t fit 
so I threw em in the fire

Genres don’t matter they just gatekeep
I mix it up yeah 
my sound stays transfem
deep
Let's go Break the bpm 
I got the technique
Call it what you want
just know I'm unique
Sleep

They Deadname my genre then I change it up
Throw some lofi on the break
now it’s eatin up
Hardcore goin post-op chopped then screwed
Who said I can’t make noise while still being cute

IDM EDM break the BPM
Lofi hi-fi burn it to the end
Noise glitch femme
Yeah I let it zoom
Call me what you want I just call it a mood

No big drops
No switch ups
Just a simple key
Music is lonely

No big drops
No switch ups
Just a simple key
Music is lonely
Keep it safe stay inside the beat

Keep it slow
Keep it soft
Never let it peak
No sharp drums
Filtered down real low
Like static in the air
Every track must be like it isn't even there

They tryna box me but I’m notorious
Like HRT
I make what I want
You know I stay pretty
Switch it 
flip it 
you I don’t need approval
Sound so trans yeah 
this mix ain't mutable

They try to clock me but I’m switchin like a preset
808 T4T yeah they hittin like a fresh reset
Beats goin fast then they chill in a second
Genre’s on E yeah you know I'm always reppin

Lofi hi-fi burn it to the end
Noise glitch femme
Yeah I let it zoom
Lofi hi-fi burn it to the end
Noise glitch femme
Yeah I let it zoom
Call it what you want
I just call it a mood
Call it a mood
Call it a mood
Call it a mood

You know this track might actually be hardcore

Shut your beeping face

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Just bedrotting here lol

Lyrics
Neet Girl

Think you like me? you might regret it
I kiss like a dream, but I live like Reddit

Lie on my bed in a pile of laundry
Five deep in some hentai love story
Room smells like boba and a burning printer
Disheveled like a mod but not scared of gender

Tabs on tabs, no bills get paid
I'll dox myself, say I'm self made
Scrolling deep with a blank-eyed glare
404 brain and a plushie stare

I'll be your neet girl
I'll be your neet girl
I'll be your neet girl
I'll be your neet girl

Scrolled so hard I can feel my brain rot
I'm a crop top gremlin in a cut up shirt
I rave in my room with my LED
I'm girlfail coded and the MVP

Post up in my bed like its sacred ground
Hug my plushie as I'm breaking down
Hit the decline when the world calls back
Shower thoughts but I won't act

E-girl screen tan
With the burnt out computer fan
Crop top stains and a mismatched sock
Thirst trap posted from under a rock
Don't call me cute I'm a freak in decline
Kawaii on the surface while I rot inside
My hoodie big but my moods even bigger
Look like a snack but I taste like vinegar

Post up in my bed like its sacred ground
Hug my plushie as I'm breaking down
Hit the client when the world calls back
Shower thoughts, but I won't act

Scrolled so hard I can feel my brain rot
I'm a crop top gremlin in a cut-up shirt
I rave in my room with my LED
I'm girlfail coded and the MVP

I'll be your neet girl
I'll be your neet girl
I'll be your neet girl
I'll be your neet girl

Rockcore girly in a blanket fort
New wave egirl one brain cell short
Job application been open for years
Log me on before I disappear

Laptop burns my thighs are numb
The doors been locked since 2021
Go outside? I rather combust
They wear fake smiles I wear real dust

I'll be your neat girl
I'll be your neat girl
I'll be your neat girl
I'll be your neat girl

I'll be your neat girl
I'll be your neat girl
I'll be your neat girl
I'll be your neat girl

#hyperpop #speedhouse #hardcore #house

Neet Girl

Some hardcore, digital hardcore, breakcore, hyperpop, Femcore stuff :3

BrainSick Lyrics

Today class were going to be exploring the brain!

Theirs a knot inside my gut that's twisting just like rope
Every hour pulls it tighter chocking out all my hope
I wear my skin like it's 2 sizes wrong
Like I move to fast and the seams are all gone

Don't lose yourself to all of your delusions 
Don't lose yourself to all of your delusions

Theirs a vine inside my chest that tightens all the time
It wraps around my lungs and it's climbing up my spine
I chew the inside of my check til it bleeds
Every thoughts a thorn and it gets tangled just like weeds

Don't lose yourself to all of your delusions
Don't lose yourself to all of your delusions

Theirs a bird thats nesting right inside of my chest
It sings when I’m quiet it just won’t let me rest
My smiles always crooked and it bends when I lie
my laugher sounds fake when its aiming far too high

It’s easy to forget that silence is an outlet
That not every hour needs to become output
I hear phantom feedback even when the rooms quiet
My head counts measures in my sleep in private
And sometimes I think if I just took the meds
if I turned it off the voices just inside my head
Would the music still be mine?
Or would it finally sound like me again?

Wait I have an idea 
what if I just change the tune

if I make the song sound happy everything will be just fine
Dress up all the panic in 4 by 4 time
Lay a melody down like I don't feel impending doom
Sweep the mess aside with a happy bedroom tune

I don’t need to rest at all if I get the drop just right
I don’t need help at all if I can make chorus nice and tight
I'll find a happy melody that reminds you of a lullaby
Maybe than ill have no one ask me why I want to cry

I'll Reverb the silence and sidechain all the tears
Spin the vinyl like I’ve been spinning fine for years
If they dance to the sound I built from all of my ache
Then just maybe my smile won’t sound so fake

Maybe if I make the song sound happy I won’t feel quite so numb
I have you Bounce to the beat while my insides slowly hum
Throw some major chords on the parts that scream too loud
Cut the grief with a drop just to please all the crowd

BrainSick

I'm FEM&M and have made music under many different aliases for over 15 years. My music making process tends to be very messy and reflects my own thoughts. All of my songs have lyrics, but usually distorted and mixed to the point where it's basically it's own instrument. My genre is a pretty much equal mix of breakcore, digital hardcore, hyperpop and happy hardcore :3