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produced by nate & jacob
written and performed by me
twit & ig: @1spoder
nate ig: @__nerc
jacob ig: @jacoblincoln_

something more upbeat for next one i promise
thank you for listening :)

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i'm failing right down
you're a waste of time, wasted mine
waste of life
keep my feelings fortified
tell the teller if you really wanna die (die, oh die)
would you, would you put your trust in me
would you, would you turn your back on me (i tried, i try)
stay on weird timing (i stole this from humza)
i'm lost but i'll find it
an anecdote alive in
a pit in my stomach
responsible for pain
there's this thought in my-

beaten right down
a waste of life
i'll build a wall of concrete lies
i should've told you
i can't focus well
your soft spoken yell

head on the floor
walk in circles
you're all i adore
i'm still hurt though
is this how it's supposed to end?
is this how it's supposed to end?

i gave my all
you like watching me fall
i don't get it at all
whether right or it's wrong

teller

Prod. Raiin 

so what is it that makes you think we’re really in love?
I can feel you in my organs, or when i throw up
You’re in between my teeth and under my gums
You won’t let me rest in peace cuz you’ve been having fun

Do what you want
Do what you want
There’s a difference in your figure, i can’t quite make out
There’s a feeling following you when you walk around
So what is it that makes you think we’re really in love?
I can feel you in my organs or when i throw up
So what is it that makes you think we’re really in love?
You’re curled inside my bruises and live in my guts
I’ve been picking at my sutures to see you wake up
In the tissue of your suitors, so they don’t shape up
You’ll just leave my body ruined
Cuz it’s not enough
It’s like i gotta live through it again
Play stupid again
So what is it that makes you think we’re really in love 
i can feel you in my organs or when i throw up 

Parasite

i’m feeling cold, feeling like I shouldn’t breathe
it's getting old, sick of when you look at me
you don’t seem know, that I am half way out the door
she said she’s be getting bored, she said she don’t care no more

i can’t breathe near you
empty, full room
i can see through
every single promise, I knew you weren’t honest

i can’t breathe near you
empty, full room
i can see through
every single promise, I knew you weren’t honest

i’m feeling cold, feeling like I shouldn’t breathe
it's getting old, sick of when you look at me
you don’t seem know, that I am half way out the door
she said she’s be getting bored, she said she don’t care no more

what was the point
when I realized that I was alone
you said you loved me but I didn’t know
I didn’t know

i’m feeling cold, feeling like I shouldn’t breathe
it's getting old, sick of when you look at me
you don’t seem know, that I am half way out the door
she said she’s be getting bored, she said she don’t care no more

i can’t breathe near you
empty, full room
i can see through
every single promise, I knew you weren’t honest

i can’t breathe near you
empty, full room
i can see through
every single promise, I knew you weren’t honest

empty, full room

prod ; zomb0cat

don't get used to it
sit back when the time is right like
say that you're by my side
oh i need you in my life like ohh
to get me by

wtfuggings dis is cool or vool even: p.s sometimes i fart and i poo but never poo and fart

cool

Miss watching 2014 WC Germany matches

cover art by me <3

Julian Draxler

you. You listening are a cyclepath. Thank you.

when

mamas manchild

Show me how's life
I feel something rong
I lost
I lost

let me see you heart
if I'm a part of
I try
I try

So call me if you need it
I'm just here for your tear
face me with your fears
I'm just fighting for you dear

Cover: Awrtra

Closer

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