This track makes me feel like I'm lost in a dream.

sentimentality and letting go

Side A 1-8: selected works

Side B 9-16: more distortion, more sound, more life

a collection of phpkns works between 2020-2023

songs that mean the most to me and demos brought back to life

released January 19, 2024

cover art by maiko kobayashi

"the life in which I'm forever a child looking out my window at the night sky, thinking one day I'll touch the world with my bare hands, even if it burns"

More Distortion, More Sound, More Life

Disconnect

Moonlight

Lost Winter

city of nothing

ᖭི༏ᖫྀ c i t y   o f   n o t h i n g ᖭི༏ᖫྀ

We Have Not Touched The Stars, Nor Are We Forgiven

Sonder (You Are Too Nostalgic, You Want Memory To Secure You, To Console You)

proudly made with: https://soundcloud.com/avrillavignefan07

S.O.S [ its up 2 u now... ]

fromis_9 - Supersonic (City Pop Remix)

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2hollis - nice [cross rebirth]

"i think it's pretty dumb to set an expectation
why can't we just do what we're gonna say?"

that's what she said to me in my old state of deflation
"im not too sure youll have another day"

i sing a tune to the world, but not without hesitation
"sometimes you gotta fake it just to try"

i used to see in the dark, and fly away from the chasing
i didnt think id ever say goodbye

Last summer

im insecure about my teeth thats why i didnt smile for the picture
i use to lie right through those teeth they used to smell like all kinds of liquor
i keep an eye on what i eat so that i dont hate myself quicker
im insecure about my teeth thats why i didnt
im insecure about my
im insecure about my

call me a liar, call me an asshole
i didnt think my pain would cut you this deep inside
but im learning, im trying, to see that im capable
of making you feel like our worlds are crashing, colliding

is it my brain or just my face?
i know its something about me i cant look in the eyes 
or is it impossible, possibly
will my mirror be broken til the day that i die?

crashing and collliding its not my fault
crashing and collliding its my fault
crashing and collliding its not my fault
crashing and collliding its my

Teeth

i want you
i need you
i love you
頭の中

Sonder (You Are Too Nostalgic, You Want Memory To Secure You, To Console You)

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