Chaosysl - History Of Our Love (Fell In Luv W The U 4)

huh yuh wsp wit niggas?
ya ya fuck wrong with niggas
fuck , swear i hate these niggas
ya boy i cant fwu 
ya dont wanna talk to these niggas
watch me boss up on these niggas
look at these bitch ass niggas
look at these hoe ass niggas
potna got pole he might buss at these niggas
countin that dope bitch im countim em figures
im high asf call me buzzlight hoe
2 doors looking like spider legs 
cant save u im not spiderman
strong as fuck like batman
rollie on me ben10 stack up countin 10 10s
yea these bands my friends friends
ye those fucking yens yens
ya boy thats ironic,,, yea he talk but das ironic
nigga i cant take you serious
hoe im sippin on cup like beer 
nigga u dont know shit u just talking out yo lip
hoe im jumping in the pit u get punched up in yo lipp
blood blood on my fist
bloody nose ye it drip
hoe i throw the racks it flip
bitch i mix my shit with dip
im on go going dumb im on top boy #1
and i do not need these niggas just unless u gang bra
crazy hoe all on me 
she got bloody fangs ya
fuckin with a vamp ya
shut shit down like lamp ya
boy shotout my camp ya
skating off a rampp yaaa
and its FUCK all these other niggas FUCK all these other niggas. swear togod i hate you niggas and ill keep on saying it yea i dont really give a fuck

mixin up my fucking cup
yea lil hoe i double up
pull up im like ye wsp

@etrnlondon fuck these niggas prod me

@etrnlondon - dont have the time prod me

she's gonna take my soul
she's gonna take my soul
she's gonna take my heart away
every day a harder day
I can't even think straight; I'm crying so much, i’m crying just like it's the rain
Baby, please don't leave
baby, please don't go away
I see you in my dreams; 
I wish that i would be okay
but it's not and I'm hurt
finna blow myself like I'm Kurt
finna kill myself in the dirt
Put myself up on that shirt
and I'm so sad you gone
I'm so sad you gone
Every time I think about you 
I think about my wrongs
and I can't forget when you told me I was strong
Hate me so still, but I love you so long
Fall into my arms; tell me what you need
I just want you, so I hope you want me
Off of them drugs, off them tabs — I OD
Like, oh my God, oh my God, I die slowly

take everything (tohdi & chaosysl)

emotional (dec)

@sbjrdn

And I can’t even wake up without you, it’s on my mind.
And I miss everything we had, I miss all of them times.
I miss when I would cry when you was on my side,
Now I can’t even lie, I hate all of them times.

I was wrong, you was right.
You was my wife in my life.
No, I do not wanna fight.
You shine bright, more than light.

Hmph, Margaret to Mordecai,
I think about you and I,
And when I do, I cry.
One text, one call, I’ll slide.

Me and twin, we up outside.
Me and twin, we up in the A.
Heh, she sing to me like she Jhené.
I’m blowin’ up just like grenade.

I miss all my shots in the paint,
I’m mixing the weed with the pain.
I’m so sad, need a stain.
I’m so high, need to chill out.

Break a n***a back just like Bane.
Where them pills at? Need a new route.
Ion even wanna think of your name,
’Cause if I did—’cause if I did, I’ll cry all in the rain.

My head all in the shame,
Your love all in the drain.
Hell nah, I ain’t talkin’ ’bout gang.
I take that knife blade,
I end my life, bleed.

That maker, Richard Reeds.
Every loss that I took got me growin’ up like seeds.
Love made me hurt, so I let my pockets breathe.

sing to me (sbjrdn)

@hofbadge @sbjrdn
Im tryna play dmc n my dog wont shut up

@hofbadge 🎸 (@sbjrdn)

cant finish ts my laptop destroyed...

i been so dead
blood i been seein blood
i js popped a lozenge 
baby whered the time go 
she say that im psycho
and ur going back to me
im a deadman 
deadman walkin
deadman
u can see me rottin
bell tolls im finished
i just wanna see u right there ur my dearest
needa get this off my chest
sometimes think im better of dead
sometimes think im better of dead
in another life
loved u every time
hearts they whisperin
better now wont see u cry

throwaway3 (april+wintfye)

Septemberdiary prod.chaosysl

prod @cardinalsaflame + @1plugsoon
Hate myself i don’t wanna be alive 
Off the building im taking a dive
Don’t like how u lookin im takin yo eyes 
I start to wonder why I even try 
Damn, why am i so shy 
Damn, why am i this guy 
in the mirror i dont like my reflection 
Put my heart in a song & she walk out and left me
High in the sky i fly high like a pelican 
Debating, she leaving , she walk out, she gone.
I’m recording our love and she breaking my phone 
I don’t like how i look so im breaking my bones 
I get high and cry.  That’s me in my zone 
U shine bright in the sky like the North Star 
Put the bullet in my brain I don’t want talk 
Chop off both of my legs I do not want walk 
Tell me what u said, cmon come again 
I’m losing myself so im losing my friends 
When the tears start rollin ion think they gon end 
In a battle for love ion think ima win 
Treat me like a piece of paper in the wind 
Reach yo hand out girl u the 1 I depend on 
Tell me your problems u smile in your sleep 
Not liking my body so I don’t wanna eat 
Rather starve myself and die 
Rather starve myself and cry 
This a portrait of self hatred 
No pulse no I can’t make it 
And my brain is ripping apart I cannot take it 
Won’t put on a smile no I can’t fake it 
I drown in my tears I might fuck around park lake it 
Push start , can’t break it 
Yo heart, won’t take it 
I know who I am and I know who u want me to be 
Don’t got a pulse but my heart got a beat 
My words get stuck in my throat , my heart want me to speak 
Like, why did she leave?
Why do I breathe?
Why do I live?
And , why won’t she die?
So much to say up in so little time 
Im gon kill myself ion care if it rhyme.

a portrait of self hatred

19dre ♯♯♯ raf simons (23.558x223.558) #gears

Therefore, confess your sins to one another and pray for one another, that you may be healed

sing to me (sbjrdn)

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