yo everyone stfu it's starting I wanna listen.

Thor

Lyrics:

[Foreign Forest: Intro]
Feels like every time I blink
I see my insides burning, burning, burning
Feels like every time I blink
I see my insides burning, burning, burning

[Foreign Forest: Hook]
She hit me up 'cause she's seen me online
Baby, I'm fine, just a lot on my mind
Sendin' pictures back and forth
Even though I don't reply
Buyin' brand new shit
Even though I wanna die
But my heart's too big
I can't leave no one behind
So I accept I won't be fine
I get the money and double it twice
Just to get back thoughts out my mind
But it never works
Everybody dies but I'm tryin' to live first

[Foreign Forest: Verse]
Feels like every time I blink
I see my insides burning, burning, burning
Don't know how to ask for help
My brain's like a furnace, furnace, furnace
Picture perfect, Feel like I ain't worth shit
And my heart can only take so much
No one deserves it
I don't even want to go outside
I close the curtains
And I don't want to meet no one
'Cause I'm my favorite person

[33 Life: Verse]
Broke my heart three times
Now I'm feeling numb
Callin' me selfish
I don't want you, I just want these bands
Yeah I'm feelin' selfish
I was trippin' hard off an acid tablet,
Now you're callin' me a narcissist
Lost my best friend, ain't been the same since
All this shit is temporary
I'm a icy baby born in February
Amethyst up on me, keep them demons off me
Why you being loud, I got neighbors baby
So much ink up in my body
Gotta bring a bag out
I don't even love her, Ima blow her back out
Yeah he's what you need
I'm what you want right now
Yeah she from Milan
I took her to Midtown
Bitin' on my neck 
I watch the blood drip down

[Foreign Forest: Hook]
She hit me up 'cause she's seen me online
Baby, I'm fine, just a lot on my mind
Sendin' pictures back and forth
Even though I don't reply
Buyin' brand new shit
Even though I wanna die
But my heart's too big
I can't leave no one behind
So I accept I won't be fine
I get the money and double it twice
Just to get back thoughts out my mind
But it never works
Everybody dies but I'm tryin' to live first

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Temporary ft. 33 Life (Prod. Splashgvng)

lyrics:

(https://soundcloud.com/zenimoe)
why everyday the same? why can i not escape?
by poppin oxy 4 the pain, ima junkie and im lame
pushin everyone away b4 they leave me n i break
how could u leave me in the rain? thought it was love 
but it was fake -
now i dont test if it got fent in it cuz i jus wanna die
told my mama i would stop w the pills but i fuckin lie
kinda hard when im dealin w all these things thts on my mind
new bitch obsessed wimme she thinkin tht she mine
but really im jus coolin and i hit a couple times
yea we did a couple lines -
gotta pay the rent but i need money 2 get high
i jus wish i wasnt born why the fuck am i alive?

(https://soundcloud.com/icytearsbwoi)
i aint seen my friends in like a minute
i been gettin kinda ignorant cuz i been 
feelin different tellin me tht u aint wit it
say u h8 me then forget it -
i been thinkin tht its fucked up how we always play the villain 
ima loser i stay winnin count my money to the ceiling 
i might do a couple drugs becuz i jus dont like the feelin
got this void inside my chest, lately i can never rest
put a spell up on my glock, i been to fuckin depressed

Liar ft. icy tears

remember from within
existence will cleanse me from my sin
i ask myself like, "where do i begin?"
i might teach myself to jump out of my skin

so busy and numb
i guess it's better than down bad
the realest shit that i wrote was a moment that i had
i'm where the gold outflows, where's the exposure at?
you got those sold out shows, so where your owners at?

you cannot speak on the addict
you think you're better than me, okay
can't you see me how i'm laughin'?
fuck all the powers that be, okay
i like to think i do magic
i like to think i do magic
i like to think i do magic

i'm tryna do more with less
fall turned to wintertime, you said "i'm ride or die"
i put that shit to the test
on the clock all the time and i'm not stopping
you'd think i'm not getting my rest
i'm really not getting my rest
not until i get all my respect
he was looking like me and i blocked out the memory
i know that i was a wreck

i go to sleep before everything all starts making sense
i shoulder the weight, oh my god, the pressure's so immense
i'm fighting the ache, all of the pain is so intense
every song i'm creating is only at my expense

magic

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YyjV9m0SzVU&lc=UgyWlyTkesB2f6EBxQF4AaABAg

PROD BY ME

colder

https://youtu.be/jTL3Qd02IFk?si=sZF8GCL2bFMOUNIN

mickey and sailor ft killmesumday (prod.methboiswag) *music video link in description*

uh, lights in my eyes, kinda like how it blinds me
i stand aside til you push from behind me
onto the tracks and it kinda reminds me
of in the past, only held on to bind me
but i'm proud that you could let go, it isn't easy
i'll be hard to find, harder than it was to please me
i just hope you know in the end what it means to me
taking my life in your hands so to speak
new skin, not even new clothes
i took my sweet time to see where that goes
to see without eyes, does anyone know?
to truly be blind you'd have to lose hope
same eyes but need a new nose
i need to eat more so my same thighs grow
i hate to waste time i spend like i'm broke
my friends will be fine, they never gotta know, uh

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the microwave
art by @worm_sludge on ig

lightsinmyeyes

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red2red (jopa)

lonewolf

BeamOnMyGlock

One swift kick to the chest
I ain’t bouta lie, girl I been a wreck
I-I can’t keep my composure I’m such a mess
I keep taking prescriptions I’m taking meds yeah
Yeah yeah yeah
Shit ain’t been the same since you left
I been staying up all night ain’t getting rest
I-I-I been failing on my duty to protect
I don’t get why you’d do this shit over text
I I I I I I I I don’t get why you don’t stick around
But why you tryna lie with all the shit I’ve found
My my my my my my my heart put it in the ground
You don’t gotta make it public put the camera down
Yeah Uhhh
Sipping codeine Ima smoke on my blunt
Yeah Uhhh
I’m sick of the pain I don’t wanna feel none
Yeah I’m lying if I say that I’m okay bitch
Cuz if I’m being honest nothing is okay bitch
One in the chamber take a shot Calvin Cambridge
Y’all be switching sides don’t act surprised when I lane switch

Yeah
One swift kick to the chest
I ain’t bouta lie, girl I been a wreck
I-I can’t keep my composure I’m such a mess
I keep taking prescriptions I’m taking meds yeah
Yeah yeah yeah
Shit ain’t been the same since you left
I been staying up all night ain’t getting rest
I-I-I been failing on my duty to protect
I don’t get why you’d do this shit over text
I I I I I I I I don’t get why you don’t stick around
But why you tryna lie with all the shit I’ve found
My my my my my my my heart put it in the ground
You don’t gotta make it public put the camera down
Yeah Uhhh
Sipping codeine Ima smoke on my blunt
Yeah Uhhh
I’m sick of the pain I don’t wanna feel none
Yeah I’m lying if I say that I’m okay bitch
Cuz if I’m being honest nothing is okay bitch
One in the chamber take a shot Calvin Cambridge
Y’all be switching sides don’t act surprised when I lane switch

such a (me)ss

JohnnyDangChain

Loving You (Prod. Nate2Timez)

Silence

open up ft. sol jay (pr. Nash)

☆spread your wings, just like a fairy!☆

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/adharmasatru

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/fairy-w-adha-prod-uglyzuccnitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
ever since i heard you lost your wings
but still did your best to not give up
to try to face him regardless
i wanted to hold u just like this 

i know how hard it must've been
im proud of you

hook: (scoobert)
spread your wings
just like fairy
when ur not with me
the world seems so scary

feeling surrounds me
leaving me wary
days roll on by
the love it may vary

from day to day
but still i will need it
heal me with time
the pain will be needles

missing ur touch
a drug that i cant quit
say that im fine
if on the surface

i know what to say
until i see u
holding u tight
promise we'll get through

all of the shadows
as they are shallow
but who will know
as love is so fallow

bridge:
spread your wings
just like fairy
when ur not with me
the world seems so scary

feeling surrounds me
leaving me wary
days roll on by
the love it may vary

verse: (adha)
fairy wings on an angel
when im with the worlds less painful
i feel confident and i am able
to love myself could u make me so grateful

you build me up
and you changed my life
and i fell so hard
i didnt even have to try

years pass, tears fall
waiting for your call
but ur calling me
like every night

i wish that i could find
the words to say to you
although i tried
nothing comes closer than

i love you

repeat hook:
spread your wings
just like fairy
when ur not with me
the world seems so scary

feeling surrounds me
leaving me wary
days roll on by
the love it may vary

from day to day
but still i will need it
heal me with time
the pain will be needles

missing ur touch
a drug that i cant quit
say that im fine
if on the surface

i know what to say
until i see u
holding u tight
promise we'll get through

all of the shadows
as they are shallow
but who will know
as love is so fallow
--------------------------
happy new year ily <3

such a (me)ss

PHREYLA

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