

@1akura

im hoping that one day
might both of our souls meet
come close and i'll hold you
maybe you could hold me
you're everything i'd want
i'll make you my only
even if the sky falls
you'll never be lonely

i was so lost
then i found you
i was so torn
you make me feel brand new
it feels so warm
just being around you
you're my savior, my angel, my home

i'm far from perfect
but i'll do anything to show you that you're worth it
you mend my scars and stitch my heart just like a surgeon
keep messing up on how to love but now i'm learning


home (akura)

nodes (prod. me)

@prodiv 
 carry me home
and bury me with roses
 on the pavement prone
was i always this hopeless
 sit in silence cus im too busy coping 
im good at lying to myself i cant show it
 i hate that u know it
i hate that u know me
 wish we never met cuz im better lonely
and im sorry that i had to let u down this one time
 and im sorry the part of me that u love died
and im sorry that i couldn't bring myself to cry
 i'll be the angel above ur head like a satellite 
i'll be the angel above ur head like a satellite 
 i could fool myself once i wont do it twice
land on my feet i got 9 lives
 yea
i wish i was pretty
 yea im so fed up im acting petty
its so hard to keep my hands steady
 i dont wanna be here without u standing next to me
im not the enemy
 saying soliloquies 
of how much u meant to me
 until i fall asleep
until i pass out
 i feel like a mime i cant drop the act now
im out of my mind i cant catch my breath now
 everything we built will fall down
and this is how it always goes down
 i just wanna make u so proud ohh
i wish time would slow down
 i wish i already knew what i know now
was i just a doll to throw out 
 ive been cast out of the show now

doll prod i.v.

hidden feelings that are reconnected through music

prod @laulikush
feat. @74three
master @74three

@noahsuri
@undeadlifestyle

www.instagram.com/1noahsuri
www.instagram.com/74three
www.instagram.com/lawlie

feelings that i hide ft. loje (lawlie)

song with @akura1 next on @afterstoryx
@decago

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ill be dead by the morning
i hope that u find me,,
the dismembered pieces 
& parts of my body,,,,

u say that u cut me
i think that u scarred me
i want u to need me
i want u to want me!!!!

tell me did i cut too deep?
or cut too slow...
the bonds i break
are the bonds i know,,,,

tell me if u wear my skin
or breathe my soul
my heartstrings beat
and my blood runs cold

and its death till we parted
all that i see is all that i wanted

know u hate when i leave 
but u love when im walkin

its a murder to meee
got ur heart in a locket

did i cut too deep,,? (decago)

thanks for listening
0:00 solo
1:01 @ssoh
2:04 @hyperoverdrivefaith 
3:06 @popilization @pw4prez
4:28 @pw4prez @orachle
6:03 solo #cryosquad
7:12 @makemeapromise
8:00 @chained2 @pw4prez
9:00 
10:35 solo
11:30 @pw4prez

life changes @sochi @anemia @ssoh @surgeon @pop @chained2 @orachle

first time i might feel it
second time its something i could care less
so baby can you smash it into pieces
its the last time so ill remember that

one more time
can i be a memory
just one more life
if you could just let me be
ill be alright
ill jump out the door yea its sxicide
yea its sxicide

silent songs like the birds
you're still looking for an answer
but you callin amber
im too fuked up
thinking bout the pockets on my waist
wasted all my time yea this was a mistake

rollin up the leaf baby
its a wake and bake
gotta get the guap yea
gotta get that cake
i can't get the blunt to stick
where tf's the tape
i got two lives baby
i got two takes

care less (me)

#괜찮아지려고노력중입니다 #B_Free

To anyone reading this rn, I have absolutely no idea what you're going through right now. You might feel like you've finally gotten to a decent spot in life after clearing a big hurdle, totally lost and disillusioned in a world that changes faster than ever, nervous for the midterm you have to take in a couple of hours, crossed as fuck with friends blasting this in your car, or grieving the loss of a loved one. 

Point is, the spectrum of things that anyone can be experiencing at a certain moment of time is so vast that we'll never be able to truly know what any other person is going through, or has gone through. And that is where I see the beauty of humanity in. The fact that you know NOTHING about the person you walk past but also know that ANYTHING could've happened to them. The fact that you and I are here by the ongoing result of a never ending chain of causation that is linked with events so unknowing and even alien to each other.

But in the world today, I feel like this beauty isn't recognized. How? Because we're so quick to judge. We're consumed by our own egos to the point that we, without a second doubt, confidently bet on a 1/∞ chance of our assumption about another person being true within their universe of infinite possibilities. And I know I'm talking about this, but of course I'm guilty as well, and you are too. Who has never judged in their lives? No one. Why is it so fucking hard to believe in that 99.9% chance?

In the world today, I feel like there is a severe lack of empathy - and we're right where it wants us to be. You can feel it too right? That spiral of hatred that eats away at any chance of social harmony, shuts down any attempt at understanding one another's feelings, and leaves you feeling like you're fighting all alone against everyone else, who are merely beasts that only want to take the good away from you. We've all felt it. But don't you dare let anything you see make you believe that we're simply evil, greedy, and destructive. This is an inevitable consequence of the natural conditioning of our modern world. We're fucking beautiful dude. When you see the beauty, it doesn't make sense to even judge those that judge, and hate those that hate. But of course, it's not that easy of a feat to achieve.

This is where I come in. I make music so that when you listen, that process can become even a tiny bit easier. You probably learned in your physics class that energy cannot be created or destroyed. If the notes that I've written and sounds that I put together to make this song invigorates any part of you, I've successfully transferred over my energy to you. And when that happens, you now have the power to dance and laugh with your friends, pick up a plastic bag from the ground and throw it away, compliment a stranger's outfit, and try again on something that you've failed before. You can transfer that same energy I transferred over to you. And when you do, that's when I know I've fulfilled my purpose as a artist that you listen to, and that's how we can start slowly unfucking this seemingly fucked world.

Thx as always, and keep it pushing

44y

Wake Up, Fail, Try Again #UCanDoIT

@prodrest

shoutout lil yen for the baraka line

IKWIW prod.rest

-Lyrics-

[V1]
You take it to the extreme, guess I'm my father's son,
Cemented my wings when I flew too close to the snow now I live with a hotter sun,
You thought it was over, not till I say so,
All these motherfuckers be using my beats, they not on the payroll,
They just be costing me peso, feeling oppressed I constantly lay low,
Two sides to a coin and one of them face, do you know the price of being this way,
So I rest it in peace lay it down in the grave, take a deep breath and I go my own way,
Cause I know what it takes, being this way, being this way, I know what it takes,

[V2]
I'll burn your waters off, take what's left and leave you lost,
When you melt down your ice reserves I'll crank the heat and make you burn,
I'm sorry that I live like this, but for me to fly I'll tie your wrists,
I'll taste formaldehyde, 'fore I'm not right by your side,

formaldehyde

phxlxp

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