DREAMS

“Ghost of December” is about forgiveness and finding the courage to release old wounds and embrace unconditional love. Its about discovering that healing broken hearts takes vulnerability, trust, honesty, and forgiveness—and that love can overcome even the darkest past.

LYRICS
Written by Pam Hurley-Moser 

Verse 1 
Doesn’t he notice — or am I unseen?
He’s here in the room but stuck in a screen.
I bite back words, afraid they’ll fall flat,
Begging for something,  a look, a chat.

Pre chorus 
Doesn’t he see me or has love gone blind?
I’m standing right here, just hoping he’ll find the time

Chorus
Why is it so hard to let this go,
When deep down we both already know?
Why does goodbye tear us apart,
When staying here keeps breaking our heart?

Verse 2 
How did we get here, where silence screams?
How did we lose us  and all our dreams?
The couch still leans where we used to curl
In this quiet house sits a ghost and a girl 



Chorus
Why is it so hard to let this go,
When deep down we both already know?
Why does goodbye tear us apart,
When staying here keeps breaking our heart?

Verse 3
We used to talk till the edge of sleep,
Now it’s just nods, and secrets we keep.
I reach for your warmth, then pull away —
Should I stay here or leave today?

Bridge
As my shoes fill your closet, you trip,
And I stumble through moments just wanting to fit 
You think you know the roads I’ve crossed,
But every step came with a cost.
Is it for better or worse — or a love that’s cursed?
Are we frozen in time, or moving in reverse?
How do we turn back when the road’s all gone?
Neither of us wants to leave, but we can’t hold on. 

Hook
I tried to walk the path you chose,
But the fit ain’t right, and everyone knows

Chorus
Why is it so hard to let this go,
When deep down we both already know?
Why does goodbye tear us apart,
When staying here keeps breaking our heart?

Ghost of December

Smile

I was waiting for someone like you
Someone that could show me the truth
And not disappear ooh
I was waiting for someone like you
Someone that could show me the truth
And not disappear

If you love me, you will fight it
If you love me, I'll be there
If you want play though, you will have to beat me. 
Love is not a game no, but it's really funny
Oh you're a fault of my heart 
It's really cute I would not lie. 
And you're there when I'm tired
You light the room just with your smile
You're at fault of my heart  
It's really cute I would not lie 
And you're there when I'm tired
You light the room just with your smile

Smile

Feel the Power

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Fly Me

Funeral March

Blood Moon

This song walks a fragile line between past and future. Land of Long Shadows isn’t simply nostalgia. It is a challenge thrown at the world we are creating. A world where lies pile up like dust on forgotten promises, where leaders smile as they lead us blindly toward conflict, and where ordinary people are left to carry the weight.

The journey through the “land of long shadows” is the path we’re all on. Shadows stretch when the sun is low, when the light is fading. This track asks what happens when the truth finally meets us at the vanishing point. When there is nowhere left for deceit to hide.

There are memories here, sure. The laughter. The warmth. The better times that prove we deserve more than manipulation and division. Yet the real heartbeat of this song is defiance. A refusal to accept a future built on secrecy and abuse of power.

Keep walking. Keep questioning. Because once the perspective converges, the truth will stand alone.

Lyrics

I once felt mistreated,
But don't ask me why.
I hid all my secrets,
They'll stay there till I die.
I don't need forgiveness,
I did nothing wrong.
As God is my witness,
I'm carryin' on.

Through The Land Of Lost Shadows,
To the vanishing point.
Of dusty old memories,
Of when we were young.
I've seen enough crimson,
Lies painted in black.
We're given no reasons,
Why we're under attack.
To the land of long shadows,
To the vanishing point.

We saw all the good times,
We shared a few laughs.
We walked until sunrise,
But we took different paths.
Roads lined with promises,
We never could keep.
Have you heard them lately?
How do they sleep?

Through The Land Of Lost Shadows,
To the vanishing point.
Of dusty old memories,
Of when we were young.
I've seen enough crimson,
Lies painted in black.
We're given no reasons,
Why we're under attack.
To the land of long shadows,
To the vanishing point.

Remember the good times,
Dancing like a kid?
Remember when laughin',
Was all that we did?
Good times and bad times,
We've both had our share.
And I'm happy to know,
That you're always there.

Through The Land Of Lost Shadows,
To the vanishing point.

LAND OF LONG SHADOWS

Maybe I Will

This song is about finding warmth and comfort in love during the colder, darker days of autumn. For me, it’s about how someone’s presence can make everything feel safe and bright, even when the world turns grey. It’s a reminder that love can be our calm through any storm.


LYRIC

Intro

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Verse 1
Leaves are falling down the lane,
Windows glow, the streets remain.
Cold wind hums a quiet tune,
But I feel warm when I’m with you.

Verse 2
Clouds drift low across the town,
Golden fields are turning brown.
We walk slow beneath the trees,
Your hand in mine, that’s all I need.

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Pre-Chorus 
The world turns grey, but I don’t mind,
You paint the colors back in time.
And even when the daylight fades,
You’re the reason I feel safe.

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Chorus
When October rain begins to fall,
I still feel your love through it all.
When October rain runs down my face,
You’re my calm, my saving grace.

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Verse 3
We watch the fire slowly burn,
Dream of places we’ll return.
Every drop against the glass,
Reminds me how these moments last.

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Pre-Chorus
Let the sky keep weeping slow,
It only makes the rivers glow.
Every storm, it fades away,
When I see your smile that way.

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Chorus
When October rain begins to fall,
I still feel your love through it all.
When October rain runs down my face,
You’re my calm, my saving grace.

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Bridge
Seasons change, but we remain,
Laughing soft beneath the rain.
Even when the night feels cold,
You’re my fire, my heart, my soul.

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Final Chorus
When October rain begins to fall,
I still feel your love through it all.
When October rain runs down my face,
You’re my calm, my saving grace.

You’re my calm, my saving grace.

Outro

October Rain

I've been walking through the echoes, shadows in my mind
Trying to find the pieces that scattered behind
Heartbeats reflect sirens, but I'm barely alive
Got a thousand thoughts, none of them are mine
Trapped inside a cycle, feeling stuck in rewind
The clock keeps ticking louder, but I'm still left behind

Shadows in my mind, they're pulling me down
Drowning in silence, but I won't make a sound
These walls are closing in, but I'll keep moving through
Even when it feels like I've got nothing to lose
Shadows in my mind, they won't break me, no
I'm running through the dark, I'll find a way to glow
I'll find a way, I'll find a way, I'll find a way to glow

I've been talking to the silence, got secrets in its teeth
It said it's got the answers, but it never lets me speak
I've been searching for the truth, but it's hard to see
When the only path is paved with lies and loose debris
I tried to fight, but I'm tired of this war
So I'm leaving all the pieces I can't fix anymore
They don't know what I'm going through, but I'm still trying to find me
Through the things that I can't undo
I know the dark can't last forever
I'll see the sunrise, pull me together
Every scar's a step towards the light
I'll be alright, yeah, I'll be alright
I'll be alright

Shadows in my mind, they're pulling me down
Drowning in silence, but I won't make a sound
These walls are closing in, but I'll keep moving through
Even when it feels like I've got nothing to lose
Shadows in my mind, they won't break me, no
I'm running through the dark, I'll find a way to glow
I'll find a way, I'll find a way, I'll find a way to glow
I'll find a way, I'll find a way, I'll find a way to glow

Shadows

Brisbane-based music producer, songwriter, composer and sound engineer.

Shadows

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