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this evening will be my last

Willix , suffershade - your comfort

my life destroyed

Sometimes I wonder if peace is just a memory of childhood dressed in shadows.
I remember lying in bed during those soft summer nights, when the window was open just enough to let in the warm breath of the world. The door to my room would be ajar — not wide, just enough to remind me that the house was still alive, that I wasn’t alone.

There was a silence then that wasn’t empty, but full — full of life moving quietly, respectfully. The floor creaked somewhere near the kitchen. Maybe someone was making tea. Maybe my mother was hanging the last bit of laundry, her hands moving in rhythm with the air, with the quiet murmur of a home winding down.

I used to search for cracks — little spaces in the walls or behind furniture, crevices I could slip into and disappear, as if the room itself could absorb me. Hide me. Save me. It wasn’t fear, not exactly. It was the need to pause the world — to find stillness within the spinning.

And in that stillness, just before sleep took me, I would feel it — that thin, flickering feeling of being safe. As if, for one night, nothing could break through the hushed rituals of our little home.

I spend my days now trying to recreate that moment. That soft in-between — not quite awake, not quite dreaming. The world feels louder. Faster. But sometimes, if I close my eyes, I can still hear the faint rustle of sheets, the distant whisper of someone moving through the hallway, careful not to wake the child who believed, however briefly, that silence meant everything was okay.

rooms

i feel so bad all the time

just a glimpse

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𝒕𝒚 𝒛𝒆𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒖𝒍𝒂𝒎𝒖𝒏, 𝒂𝒔𝒂𝒘𝒂𝒚, 𝒊𝒎𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒎𝒊𝒕, 𝒈𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒕

my life destroyed

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