i recorded this a month ago i just forgot to release it whoops :\

@k4yd3nce

obsessed (user covr <3)

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produced by Natalie Red & Megra
mixed & mastered by John Hislop
artwork by Isac

U Been On My Mind

tap my foot (ฅ'ω'ฅ)

UFO (Dorian Electra & Count Baldor Remix)

two house

dancing on your grave

Make Up

a song i wrote in my bedroom upset about ai music and proving that even if i can't get things perfect it will always be HUMAN ☆ and all MINE!!!! 
i tried to overcome my perfectionism by leaving in loads of mistakes and just living with it, as i'm learning to love the fact that those mistakes are what define your style :D

cover art by the infinitely talented @/purinplushie (check her out on twitter!!) 

lyrics:
People say you've got potential
But I think it will always be an imitation
You can never get like me
Cuz something I have you don't is imagination (oh!)

People say this is my future
But I think that perfection means you've got no style
Yeah I know I'm rough around the edges
At least this shit is mine

I will never be perfect but I'll always be real
My room is a mess and I hate how I feel
You can laugh at the girl who tries too hard
But that's how I feel and I will always be real
Real 
(La la la la)
There's a billion things wrong and I don't care
At least you know that it's real

What do you know about frustration
Everything runs through my soul
Every word has a different meaning
Nerves are wires that give control

I wish I was more efficient
Wanna be something divine
Yeah I know I'm rough around the edges
At least this shit is mine

I will never be perfect but I'll always be real
My room is a mess and I hate how I feel
You can laugh at the girl who tries too hard
But that's how I feel and I will always be real
Real 
(La la la la)
There's a billion things wrong and I don't care
At least you know that it's real

beReal

mi plata sube (jaja)

Let me fall again, I’m used to pain,
rain feels holy when it hits my veins.
Broke apart just to start again,
lost my faith, but I found my name.

Light beams cut through my chest,
I died once just to learn what’s next.
Tears made roots where my soul was weak,
now I rise from the pain I seek.

Late night city glow, heart in rewind,
love still bleeds through a shattered mind.
I don’t chase fame — I chase my peace,
cry in code, then I find release.

Mirrors whisper “you still the kid,”
same old scars, but I flipped that script.
Wept through fire, but I learned to live,
gave my hurt what I couldn’t give.

Still the kid with the pain 
turned my wounds into holy rain.
I can fall, but I rise again,
every loss just carved my name.

Let me weep, let me love, let me break,
let me drown in the hearts I fake.
Every tear builds a world I make,
every ghost that I face, I take.

I kissed my fears in the mirror’s glass,
watched my past fade out too fast.
Every lie I told was truth in disguise,
every cry was a step to rise.

Love hurts soft, but it cuts so deep,
I bled slow just to learn to keep.
What’s gone ain’t gone — it just breathes in me,
a quiet storm that sets me free.

Still the kid with the pain 
I wept through loss and I loved through rain.
Ashes fall, but I rise again,
turn my grief into holy flame.

I loved too hard, now I bleed in gold,
turn my heartache into stories told.
Every “why” became something bold,
I was lost, but I broke the mold.

Now I’m light and I’m dirt, I’m both divine,
a sinner in love, but the fault’s still mine.
Every tear’s a note in time,
every scar a reason I still climb.

I learned that love’s not soft, it’s raw,
you fall apart just to stand in awe.
You die each day just to feel alive,
reborn again when your heart survives.

So let me fall, and let me cry,
let me live till I don’t ask why.

Let me love till my soul runs dry,

let me rise — even if I die,
let me rise — even if I die

Outrun Past

Decided to put my own spin on this already great tune. Hope ya'll enjoy it and as always, thank you for the continued support <3

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PIAO

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