:DD :3

listen on Spotify here: https://open.spotify.com/track/4Xe6M66fWDGh8lwrfMLWRI?si=1852e990ddf04253

eating my computer

LYRICS:

Just a simple computer program
Hope I'm not a pain
But this virus I have installed on me
Makes me go insane

I love you as you can be
Open this email and you can see
Buy this pill on sale for free
And LET ME ENTER YOUR REALITY

YOU'VE GOT MAIL
YOU'VE GOT MAIL
CONGRATULATIONS YOU WON!
CONGRATULATIONS YOU WON!

Just a simple computer program
Hope I'm not a pain
The mafia has just entered my brain
And now you'll have to pay

A handsome little fee
You can't just leave for free
If you don't pay in the next 24 hours
Then say goodbye to me 

Sorry
It's not my fault
The hackers have locked 
My mind in a vault

As it is
I cannot stay
I wish these hackers would just
Go away

Although it has been fun
The end has just begun
Now throw me in the dump
So I can't [REDACTED]

Just a simple computer program
Hope I'm not a pain
But this virus I have installed on me
Makes me go insane

Was a simple computer program
But I was a pain
This virus that you installed on me
Made me go insane

This Duck Stole My Car - VIRUS

New Invention - I Don't Know How But They Found Me // Sped Up + Reverb

Pink Tape

The End (feat. BABYMETAL)

creds go to @milkinthemicrowave ! (they're on tiktok go follow them N O W)
art in pic by me, drawn on https://www.kleki.com
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lyrics:
hey, doctor doctor!
could you tell me what's wrong?
i know you're very busy so i won't make this too long
i got a question bout the rain
the fog that just won't go away
it's something quite absurd
that i just learned the other day
i asked my friend a simple question bout the rain
but then they went all quiet
and looked at me in a funny way
they asked me what i meant
so i described the time i spent
avoiding all the puddles, though i still got wet
they said that morning had been a sunny day
i asked the folks around us and they all said the same
i sat confused, in my wet socks and shoes
i shrugged and said, "that's right!"
"the sky wasn't grey, it was blue!"
doctor doctor, it's been so very long
since i've last seen the sun
it seems they must just all be wrong
unless it's me who's been confused
then why've my blue skies been refused?
and hidden from me by my rainy days

hey, doctor doctor! - creds to milk in the microwave/terminally silly

raining tacos if it was awesome

the song .  About the youtube algorithm . I was gonna wait to put this in something but nah i dont feel like it anymore

algorithm

Just- Radiohead (sped up)

I wrote this album in 12 days. Name your price at marcoaziel.bandcamp.com/album/i-wrote-this-to-a-ghost

Jacket Over Hoodie Over Shirt

BABYMETAL

Gimme Chocolate!!

Doki Doki ☆ Morning

Blank Space

It's been 4 years since my last EP Til Death Do Us Part came out. So here's a little EP I recorded myself. The sound is much different from the last one, but I'm also a different person than I was back then, so it makes sense. I hope you guys enjoy! It's free to download, so if you dig it, download it!

I'm Not Okay, But It's Okay (EP)

I Don't Miss You, Just the Sex (I Still Hate You) FREE DOWNLOAD

ÿøû are my best friend
but ÿøû give really shitty advice
don’t expect me to be ÿøû
like i expect myself to be kind

and if ÿøû want me to feel it
then i’ll blow it up
i can’t handle the come down
don’t give a junkie a needle
when he’s asking for help
i just can’t handle the come down
no delusions of love
when i’m so hesitant
i can’t handle the come down
but ÿøû can’t hate me
more than i hate myself
not much to unpack here
i’ve processed enough

ÿøû are my best friend
but i feel pretty shitty inside
don’t expect me to be ÿøû
don’t expect me to be kind

all failed relations
stem from character flaws
or sexual inadequacy
and ÿøû shouldn’t pretend
that ÿøû want to be alone
if ÿøû fall in love so easily

white bread missionary fuck’n great value jude law looking motherfucker please
ÿøû shouldn’t try to fall in love
if ÿøûr a shitty person who just acts nicely

Plot Twist, The song was about me the whole time

honesty ain’t romance, cause love’s deception
if i was pretty enough ÿøû should still swipe left
don’t think ÿøû should settle for me i’m worthless at best

i don’t believe in soul mates
ÿøûr not the one

but i idolize a possible romance for people like us

shit

i know how the story ends
but where did it start
the disillusion of an aspirational heart

it’s variations on love, self-misandry
nihilism and me
if i could change it don’t ÿøû think i’m smart enough to adjust

that’s it
that’s the trick
most crippling of all
i’m sorry if anyone can relate to this
all my friends
i wish we didn’t exist

told me not let it bother me
but then i’m really just existing

just get down on my knees
begging the therapy gods to heal me

if ÿøû feel the numbness bleed off me
i’d hate to cause ÿøû empathy

that came off a little sarcastically
but i meant it most sincerely but this next bit….hehe

so come on down
to the white liberal cishet male guilt party
we got a lot of ideas and we need ÿøû to agree

the crux of the issue is i feel premature enlightenment and i can’t break through others AT fields to make honest human connections

so mom says i might be clinically depressed
i need to get some help
guess i’ll help myself

the disillusion of an aspirational heart (the white liberal cishet male guilt party)

tell me the hard truth
tell me some old news

if ÿøûr waiting for nothing
then nothing will come to ÿøû
ÿøûr still wanting
ÿøû don’t know what ÿøû want
so fixated on the empty spaces of the heart

sell me on distration
marketed as a quick love
i can barely keep engaged with ÿøû
i’m bored as ÿøû offer to fuck

i’d rather discuss it theoretically 
so i hope ÿøû like to hear me talk
as much as i do

what could ÿøû want anyway
aren’t ÿøû bright enough
to fulfill the desire alone

:DD :3

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