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martyr

i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
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I'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
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Believe me 
when i say 
that things really
did change

I woke up and saw you
and you were acting
so strange
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Now that i have gone away
you can have all the space
that you prayed for
that i paid for
is this i get blamed for?

now that it's all gone
is that you really want
i just want to carry on 
and I want you to move on
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i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
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i'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really did change
I woke up and saw you
you were acting so strange
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i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
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Running Away

24 hours a day on the screen
i can tell something is wrong with me
i dont know why i feel this way
i might be so retarded
there is something completely wrong with me
ive been thinking so fucking strangely
and there is no way out of this
i really fucking hate this

video games made me violent
video games made me violent
video games made me violent
video games made me violent
video games
 fucked up my brain 
video games
 fucked up my brain 
video games
i am rotting away
video games turned me violent

its another day and i still feel
so damn angry at this cruel world
wish there was something that i could do
to get rid of this anger
wasting my time away every single day
shooting people is now really fun
and now i start to think they were right
video games me violent

video games made me violent
video games made me violent
video games made me violent
video games made me violent
video games
 fucked up my brain 
video games
 fucked up my brain 
video games
i am rotting away
video games turned me violent

video games cause violence

entering increasingly extreme 
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a stupid vulture

pray that youll forgive me for my sins 
comply with anyone who takes me in
and you wonder how my views are formed
but don’t help at all you dont try to warn 
me of how i left my world behind 
to get closer to my human side

entering increasingly extreme
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a fucking poser

didnt choose to fall this far at all
just wanted a place i could call home
maybe this song is too on the nose
cant let the irls know cant be exposed 
my worst fear is being left behind 
is this my out
you decide

extremist

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i feel so full of hatred
its killing me
the violent tendencies
i need to please

i freeze in place
your blood is on my face
i want to get out of this place
but your corpse is in the way
will i ever be forgiven

its all coming back to me
your scream, its so haunting
and it all felt so good at the time
but now i wanna die
please end my fucking life

please excuse me
your corpse is in my way
please excuse me
your always in my way

please excuse me

Old demo I had but never published because I thought it was bad. 

Woke up at 4, didn’t leave my bed
Saw that you left me left on read
Tried to text back, I changed my mind
Guess I’ll just rot here, guess I'll die

Yeah, I'm trying to move past her
But it's so hard to forget her
Yeah, I swore I’d get it together
But I’m still stuck in last November

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I'm watching the paint peel from the wall
Crying as I wait for your call
Told myself I would start again
But here I am, waiting again

It’s fine, I’m used to it
Always feeling like shit
I'm burnt out in my mind
But I swear that I'm fine

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

Cut Me Instead

scream at the top
of my lungs
fall to the floor
as my mind goes numb

cry my eyes out
as my hands turn red
i feel the blood
i know this is it

im out of control
im all alone
got nowhere to go
im dying i know

i see your smile
in my mind
as i go
and as i die

scream at the top of my lungs

Run away

negative xp fell off when he stopped doing the obnoxiously long song titles (negative xp cover)

new game+

worlds a fuck acoustic cover w/ puke

Blue eyes and red hair,
The only one that cares
And you're so far away
And I don't think that it's fair
I wish you were here
And I wish that I was there
But I don't really care
Just as long as we're a pair

Blue eyes and red hair,
I'll lay my soul bare
In 2 months I'll be there
Without a thought to spare
Cause you take it away,
Yeah, you take all my despair
I don't really care,
I'm so happy we're a pair

I cannot wait to kiss your lips
Or feel you trace 
the scars etched into my wrists
I need to feel like you
Want to be with me
As one and only
And suffocate my thoughts
Cause they don't ever help

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