what did i do? is it my fault?? i feel like such a problem

from/to d

when im eighteen w/quannnic

pessimist original pitch

gawain

i deleted the ep this song was about 
prod me :

(lyrics)
can you imagine what it’s like to make art 
but you don’t like what you make
can you imagine what it’s like to make art 
but you don’t like what you make
no you don't like what you make

ever since i met you i hope i don’t forget you
i’ll change my fucking life if it means you’ll stay the night
every song i make is an attempt to make you mine
every song i make is an attempt to change your mind x2

drill some inspiration
in my heart im losing patience 
everyday i write a song
but my voice sings it wrong x2

what’s the point of making songs
if my friends never sing along 
and girlfriend gets mad at me
dont think of this as tragedy
and i can’t really promise you I’ll be right here forever
my heart is in your sweater
i promise it gets better

what its like to make art

prod @siouxxie

@rouri404
@lucybound
@k0a
@funeral
@vaeo-music
@polar333
@1maxime

hazmat (siouxxie)

Credits:||
@hereisalden

Data Log:||
>i dont think that ill ever even find my way
>step 200 paces

pain +aldn

fuck december, shout out my friends
guitar by ttthou 

I fear that i’m not too good at music
and its frustrating because I have eyes on me at all times

I get a little power and I might abuse it
so I do better, at the bottom, you understand why I try?
I try too hard at everything put a camera on me
and 
watch me switch from the boy I was about 5s ago

I try too little at everything that matters
like when you put hot water on cold glass

wallflower clip

if you told me a couple things what would It be?
if I could read into your mind what would I see?
back to a time where we were doing shit that mattered 
right before I dropped the ball and then it shattered
 
and 

do you remember when you asked if I would drink?
at 5am picking your orders up from peets 
i dont think you owe like anything to me,
I just keep thinking bout shit I shouldnt think 

a big fan of your new friends and your blue hair
we didnt get a prom though call it loose ends 
like do I want a girlfriend or a bestfriend
like do I want a front seat when the world ends 

like do I want a small break or to give up
or do I wanna chest pass 
or to mean something to you
I never mean nothing to you

and would you try to stay up to see the moon fall?
i’m the biggest faker, take my mask off
I wrote a couple few songs, but they’re all wrong
I try to turn my shortcomes into someones

how I’m scared to live and both die?
I aint never brawled but i’ll go fight
something in the stars make me feel right

https://www.instagram.com/52_jd/

fighters

am i still

reefer w zootzie

[Chorus]
Girl, I call you when I finish up at work
And I promise to you that I'll make it worth it
And I'm sorry that I couldn't make it work when
You needed me the most and I was hopeless
Girl, I can make it up to you, I swear
And I can tell you find it hard
But I just wanna show you that I care
And I didn't mean to hurt you

[Verse]
I made it out the rough
I'll make it out again
This time I know my stuff
I said, "This time I think I'll win"
My mind was in the dump
My thoughts went to the bin
They told me something crazy, now
I know I just can't quit
And I know I made it tough
I know it wasn't fair
That I wasn't 'round for you
And I acted without care
I brought it up in reefer
I hope you understand
That I wrote it down for you
And I told you how I feel

[Chorus]
So I'll call you when I finish up at work
And I promise to you that I'll make it worth it
And I'm sorry that I couldn't make it work when
You needed me the most and I was hopeless
Girl, I can make it up to you, I swear
And I can tell you find it hard
But I just wanna show you that I care
And I didn't mean to hurt you

night at work

notes://
cover art is a painting i bought in Asheville
featuring @kurtains
he made the beat as well

lryics:
I feel like I been dumb so long
I feel like I been done so wrong
And I made my own mistakes so what
Cause even if I fall apart today
I know you’d be there all along the way
Yeah even if I lost it all today
I know you’d be the

Prettiest girl that I’ve ever seen
I find it quite unsettling
Really gotta get a grip
Uk bitches 
Ketamine
But I see you in everything
Pretty bitches let em in
Know that we with anything
SS03 veteran
Throwing up the set again
Im throwing up the
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left


I want to be honest
Because I know you’re on it
And I dont know how we got here
Dont know why you’re not here
Dont know why you’re not clear
I want to be honest
Uk bitches 
Ketamine
Na uk bitches let em in
Ah ah ah ah
I dont wanna feel this type of way
Ah ah ah ah
dont wanna feel this type of way
ah ah ah
I dont wanna feel this type of way
Ah ah ah ah

dont wanna feel this type of way
2 S 0 3 United way
2 S 0 3 the only way
It never happens if you wait
But if it happens then be safe
Ah ah ah ah
Try not to dwell on your mistakes
I want to tell you that you’re 

Prettiest girl that I’ve ever seen
I find it quite unsettling
Really gotta get a grip
Uk bitches 
Ketamine
But I see you in everything
Pretty bitches let em in
Know that we with anything
SS03 veteran
Throwing up the set again
Im throwing up the
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left


uk bitches w/ kurtains

back like i never left x

video out now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fnzyutj7XJ4

-

set your mind right
i dont really care but
i just wanna know when the times right
and i know you got no friends but
i just wanna know where ur minds at
took a prozac
faded
left my third eye on a mindmap
fuck unconscious hating
you dont wanna know where my minds at

and i know you hate the sight but
i dont wanna leave when youre blinded
shed some tears in amsterdam cause
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting

wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses

i dont wanna hear when we're--
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're

-

produced by neverforever

tears

#ThemThangsThanging' (prod. Glasear & Coldrose)

choke

i didnt give up i just lost
uve done ur damage and it works
i made 5 songs abotu dis hurt
but no one cares it never works
i didnt give up i just lost
uve done ur damage and it works
i made 5 songs abotu dis hurt
but no one cares it never works
i didnt give up i just lost
uve done ur damage and it works
i made 5 songs abotu dis hurt
but no one cares it never works
i didnt give up i just lost
uve done ur damage and it works
i made 5 songs abotu dis hurt
but no one cares it never works
i didnt give up i just lost
uve done ur damage and it works
i made 5 songs abotu dis hurt
but no one cares it never works
i didnt give up i just lost
uve done ur damage and it works
i made 5 songs abotu dis hurt
but no one cares it never works
i didnt give up i just lost
uve done ur damage and it works
i made 5 songs abotu dis hurt
but no one cares it never works
i didnt give up i just lost
uve done ur damage and it works
i made 5 songs abotu dis hurt
but no one cares it never works

choke

pierre spook

Recent comments

kiara

kiara

rosss

owenk!

Related tracks