love talking shit so much, it's not even funny

@skybleuu: on his ig i think he said he does it so it sounds new to him before uploading, songs usually get old if u work on them for a while so pitching it up or down makes it interesting again

THIS SONG IS SO PEAK IM SO GLAD I FOUND IT YEARS LATER

JUNE 2021

I have never crashed my car for anyone dont worry!
Listen to the original sample by Linkin Park called "forgotten" off of their album "hybrid theory".

Lyric: because they're intangible at moments.

I crashed my car, right into a tree
I'd risk my life for a chance you'd come back to me.
You called 999, then left me to bleed, i know you'd ever cause an accident for me.
I'll count the stars tonight

so last Valentines, you spent it away.
to be with a girl you said you never saw that way.
It hurts now to smile, it hurts more to breathe
it makes me so angry all i do is grit my teeth. 

I still let this man take over me, but i know that i'm not one it should be
I should really take some time instead, to figure why this plays out again and again. 

I'll count the stars tonight

to hell with it

Last Valentines

The mix series and music platform Mantissa takes its first steps into the label space with Mantissa 001. Written and produced by a close friend to the Mantissa family, this unnamed and elusive artist has begun the label with a bang, three club focused, space inspired tracks designed to decimate a dancefloor or atone a night's shenanigans at an after's.
Space Cadet opens the extra-terrestrial affair, weaving from acoustic elements to electronic and eclectic synth lines. Frozen Bounce finalising the A side with a wobbly number, woven together with quick cuts and jerky elements. U10A, the most structured of a complex affair, is a warming club tool perfect for both beginning and finishing an evening. It's remix similarly suitable for any party specific scenario, produced by the infamously talented artist Ciel.

Written & Produced by undisclosed artist
Mastered by Larry McCarthy at Edgar Studios
Artwork by Josh Oliver

Mantissa 001 - Snippets

Buy it here: https://avivx.bandcamp.com/track/love-lockdown

Kazakhstan-born, Tbilisi-based artist @avivx explores the sounds of Chicago house and 90s trance in his new single 'Love Lockdown'. This highly danceable, synth-driven and emotional track reflects on the feelings of lockdown blues and isolation, yet, climaxing with an uplifting melody, leaves the listeners in a hopeful spirit.

More exclusive music

Premiere: AVIVX 'Love Lockdown'

Out May 26, pre-order it here: https://nsma-noise.bandcamp.com/album/struggles-in-conjuring-ep

Hailing from Sheffield – a cultural hub for UK underground sound, having birthed bleep techno and many electronic stalwarts such as WARP – @unpersonuk has quickly defined his own unique lane of deeply atmospheric and percussive bass-laden electronics. He distinguishes himself with fwd production techniques, clever methodology and a unique vision; a delicate sound design and introspective melodies blend with moody atmospherics in a style that isn't confined to a specific era or genre besides his own.

His new 'Struggles In Conjuring' EP on @nsma_noise features a remix from man-of-the-moment DJ Python (@worldwideunlimited).

Premiere: unperson 'Let's Make Plans' (DJ Python's Shimmering Fade Remix)

2ouch

pessimist original pitch

wrote this 2 myself n anybody that needs it

song 2 myself

am i still

rock n roll slow poke vers.

production all by me (+32)
art by me
1 out of 4

lyrics:
the tv's acting up
you doubt me everytime
you're looking at my face
i couldn't see your eyes

i nod away 
couldn't help it if i liked
still make the same mistakes
is it messing up if i say that i tried

i couldn't stay away from your mess
tried to push it down
i'm willing to say that it's been more or less
will it ever change around

you're all i know
do i even know you at all
is it something i need to hide
will you ever see my walls
you're letting go
you say your giving up
you wanna know
never satisfy the want

all i know

Happy halloween

Hoppin on a jet in an hour
Do u feel pain how u devour
Yea huh yea Following the hint
Just give me a glint
Yea call it how it is already left

Huh Reading ur lips
I aint tryna hang back
Yea nosy as shit exploiting emotion 
Getting cozy as shit
Boyfriend shit
Im sick of all the holier shit
Cus im knowing what the word is

Treat me like a servant
I done wrong in past life I deserve it
Bleeding all on my cigarettes Ima burden
Disassociating from  this life third person

Wicker Man I been trapped and Im burning
But im on the nice path so Im learning
they got ur man in 4k close the curtain
Would u cut off a fraction of ur earnings

Me I cut off everyone keep it earnest
Let the sun and moon revolve I was certainly fucked
And the world keeps moving on u start paying to go up
rather live a life as no one than charade for anyone

All my skin keeps peeling off
Hundred trickery sunsets
Feel like I seen it all
But i aint even young yet

Watch ur woman if she bumming for a cigarette
She see the world inside my eyes n we aint flirtin yet

Yea party wit me party wit me
Yea get started wit me
U wanna rev a chainsaw
Yea get started wit me

I got a lot :)




burn party (prod. coni)

production by me

the wind beneath my wings, i never see it fly
i wonder how it keeps me in the sky
the floor beneath my feet, you love to watch me die
but im still here i need to ask u why

i like to think that sometimes im still around you
but then again, its in my head
i like to know things especially about you
but then again, its better off not said

How to die standing still

can't afford you w/kurtains

when i was younger, everybody seemed much older to me
now life is changing and i don’t believe anything i see
farewell, i always knew that you would make it out
i’m still going but as time goes on, the silence gets loud

are you glad that you met me now that we’re friends?
i always pictured myself with you until the end
i put my whole life at risk ‘cause i tried to fit in
family taught me what i know, they taught me everything
i end up starving myself, breaking my fucking hands
they never taught me to stop being codependent

i put down the guitar
sing to myself in my bed as i’m sinking in
i never thought it’d be hard
and when he passed, i had tried to breathe it in
who knew that life would be like this?
my old friends told me i’m psycho, and i didn’t like it
and i try so hard, i’m always trying to fight it

are you glad that you met me now that we’re friends?
i always pictured myself with you until the end
i’d rather kill my best friend than take my fucking meds
family taught me what i know, they taught me everything
if only i would’ve told them i’m a fucking mess
i could’ve learned how to stop being codependent

Codependent

Justin Bieber - More Than A While (feat. Poo Bear)

Musically, the guitars can open up with brighter overdrive and room reverb to create that sunrise shimmer over the rhythm section, while the live drums stay tight and punchy to preserve danceable momentum. Vocally, the grit and swagger will remain but with slightly more melodic lift — less about struggle, more about revival. Think of standing proud at dawn, feeling the wild heartbeat of the woods.

pessimist original pitch

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