Name: song 2 myself by pierre spook in Sadboi_clock
Duration: 40 s
Description: wrote this 2 myself n anybody that needs it

Wow 3 years later I feel like I actually need this lol

Sadboi_clock

wrote this 2 myself n anybody that needs it

song 2 myself

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punk prod feardorian chlorinemist

five hours passed and i'm still here
i think my body's starting to change
sometimes it feels like your still near
hallucinating, see your face
i wasted all my time in bed today
and filled the cup with tears
come and watch me lose my sanity
yell it out and cheer

have you seen me at my lowest yet?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
i'd fix myself but i can't now
seen me at my lowest point?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
and i can't turn around

it's not about love it's about my life
i think i failed twice, last chance, my time
hide away from the dark standing in the light
no i can't even breathe when your in my sight
i'll spell it out for you
i messed it up i usually do
i got so mad hearing the news
but i'll go on to finally choose

do i need you?

have you seen me at my lowest yet?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
i'd fix myself but i can't now
seen me at my lowest point?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
i'd fix myself but i can't now
seen me at my lowest point?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
and i can't turn around

crown lake

prod me

like damn i hate myself
wish i was someone else 
the packy start to smell
i just need time to heal
but goddamn i love myself
i cant be no one else
i just need time to heal
i just need time to heal

i dont know whats real
i dont know what to feel
yea i just signed a deal
im off too many pills
too late sealed the deal
still dont know how to 
im still alive over here
man fuck yo life its what you hear
boy my vision crystal clear, i got diamonds on my ear
its the same thing every year
i just want to feel okay in my alone time
i disregard my self respect when im alone high

damn i hate myself wish i was some1 else
keep on saying to myself, am i lying to myself?
whos to say that someone else aint exactly like myself

chorus

boy my vision crystal clear, i got diamonds on my ear
its the same thing every year, i hate looking in the mirror
im avoiding all my peers, diamonds on my face they pierced
only gratitude is here, guess what i'm running from is fear
they told me the case is clear, and then i waste another year
all my fans are so sincere, blows my mind that yall are here <3
hard for me to be sincere, i might live another year
still all i've wanted is right here, so i don't need no more life

healing (1sloan)

thank you for listening ilu this will be up on plats in a few days for now hang out here 

i still love you i do
wont you come here to me 
i need you
whats a lie when its true
it hurt so bad to me
i cant breathe 
can somebody show me 
can somebody love me the way that you do 
imma lie, said im sober
theres no way i can feel with you
i wanna feel excited 
i dont wnna die yet
that would be prideless 
and i dont have pride left 
i cant even digest 
i dont like the process
living like i lost it
dont be sad if its over
wont be sad if its over
ill be so sad
dont be so sad
what are you waiting for 
are you waiting for   me
i still love you i do
wont you come here to me 
i need you
whats a lie when its true
it hurt so bad to me
i cant breathe 
can somebody show me 
can somebody love me the way that you do 
darling, darling
i want you to show me
i want you to know me
or love me at all
wont you love me god
all i ask is hold on
imma lie, said im sober
theres no way i can feel with you

feel

big help from @scrufff on this one, go show love to his art!

i love you thank you.


When it was cold outside 
The one thing that I told her
You better love me like 
You don’t know when its over
And you better hold me tight
Its the last time I come over
And you better treat me like 
Its the first time you don’t know
He told her it would be the same 
He told her
he told her
I try to stop you from the pain girl
Im not anybody to trust
You cant be one of my mistakes
My fault girl 
Im not aanybody to call
Im just not that person you saw
And you don’t think im working at all
You don’t think im working at all
You dont think im working
Did we fall in love the same way
Im just flipping through the script.
Like wheres the main page 
And you cant look me in the face without the language
Its like you want it brought up every conversation
Im so deflated 
Wanted better but you couldn’t say it
Im so
Frustrated
Wanna look at you and say I made it 
Im so 
So jaded 
Took a second I had to explain it
Im so 
Berated 
Youre the reason that im up the latest
He told her it would be the same 
He told her
I tried to stop you from the pain girl
Im not anybody to trust
I told her it would be the same
My fault
You cant be one of my mistakes
I knew you wouldn’t feel the same


https://open.spotify.com/album/3ihoHB6qFPgqGT0HDH3Sp6?si=I7MA8ZEXRSi8nhuhn4Jb7w

cold (prod. cmb)

on a monday, i am waiting 
for a drop to fall
in a moment 
i am with you there
in the hour
of our waking 
it is quiet 
like a present with the price still on 
i am with you there

(if I could tell you the truth 
then I might
Maybe you hold that against me 
I hold it against me 
But it’s all that I know 
And I heard 
It’s not how you always hear about it 
Don’t gotta hold it against me 
it’s just something i’m told 

(i don’t wanna know
i don’t wanna wait 
is it beautiful?
or does it always treat you the same 
is it wonderful?
Can you re-create?
or does it always treat you the same)

pieces of you

notes://
cover art is a painting i bought in Asheville
featuring @kurtains
he made the beat as well

lryics:
I feel like I been dumb so long
I feel like I been done so wrong
And I made my own mistakes so what
Cause even if I fall apart today
I know you’d be there all along the way
Yeah even if I lost it all today
I know you’d be the

Prettiest girl that I’ve ever seen
I find it quite unsettling
Really gotta get a grip
Uk bitches 
Ketamine
But I see you in everything
Pretty bitches let em in
Know that we with anything
SS03 veteran
Throwing up the set again
Im throwing up the
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left


I want to be honest
Because I know you’re on it
And I dont know how we got here
Dont know why you’re not here
Dont know why you’re not clear
I want to be honest
Uk bitches 
Ketamine
Na uk bitches let em in
Ah ah ah ah
I dont wanna feel this type of way
Ah ah ah ah
dont wanna feel this type of way
ah ah ah
I dont wanna feel this type of way
Ah ah ah ah

dont wanna feel this type of way
2 S 0 3 United way
2 S 0 3 the only way
It never happens if you wait
But if it happens then be safe
Ah ah ah ah
Try not to dwell on your mistakes
I want to tell you that you’re 

Prettiest girl that I’ve ever seen
I find it quite unsettling
Really gotta get a grip
Uk bitches 
Ketamine
But I see you in everything
Pretty bitches let em in
Know that we with anything
SS03 veteran
Throwing up the set again
Im throwing up the
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left


uk bitches w/ kurtains

ego death

Tender celebration of father-daughter relationship through wildflower imagery and unconditional love.


Wildflowers

all my tapes are here
https://new.vk.com/mixtapes_to

tracklist:

01 Shark Bait - Still Growing
02 Brave Bird - Scared Enough
03 Park Jefferson - Classy Milani
04 American Football - Never Meant
05 Penfold - Ill Take You Everywhere
06 Lovelettertypewriter - Beautiful Books With Ugly Content
07 The World is a Beautiful Place I am No Longer Afraid to Die - Heartbeat In The Brain
08 Paper Jymys - The Sinking Ship of Morphine
09 The December Drive - No Remembering
10 Pop Unknown - Half Of Ninety
11 Haverford - Flowers
12 Castevet - Between Berwyn and Bryn Mawr
13 Everyone Everywhere - I Feel Exhausted
14 Midwest Pen Pals - Movies Like Juno

midwest emo tape (part one)

++I'll be your anime girl hahaha kyun kyun (boy noises)++

hi it is me again
prod me 

lyrics:
last time
it was kinda different
im the talk of the town
cuz ima man on a mission
this time
ill make it apparent
that u waste all my time
and u never take interest

when i walk down the hallways
they love to talk bout me
somethings off
and im falling away from my keep
and you should know i got through
by the skin of my teeth
bro i cant take it
this aching on me

cuz when i walk down the hallways
they love to talk bout me
somethings off
and im falling away from my keep
and you should know i got through
by the skin of my teeth
bro i cant take it
this aching on me

but i think they might be rite 
this whole time
did i spend all my time in denial?
oh my god
i didnt mean it
thought too much bout false agreements
it comes with this, it comes with that
no one wana talk bout my achievements :/

when i walk down the hallways
they love to talk bout me
somethings off
and im falling away from my keep
and you should know i got through
by the skin of my teeth
bro i cant take it
this aching on me

cuz when i walk down the hallways
they love to talk bout me
somethings off
and im falling away from my keep
and you should know i got through
by the skin of my teeth
bro i cant take it
this aching on me

song 2 myself

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