Den Hawk

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Любовь Слепа

Den Hawk, Sava Lance, Young Bumer, LA

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N... [prod. StereoRYZE]

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A soundtrack for anyone who’s ever spiraled so hard they made it look like a party.
It’s the high-gloss version of falling apart: glitter on the bad decisions, disco lights on the dread, and just enough humor to pretend everything’s fine.
Shiitake Products proudly presents: emotional avoidance, but make it fabulous.


Intro
Yeah, uh
(What?)
Let’s get weird with it

Verse 1
Bought a jet ski on a Tuesday, don’t live near water
Spent my rent on crypto recommended by my barber
Got a tattoo of a QR code that links to nothing
Trying not to think about the stuff my brain keeps stuffing
Ordered forty tacos, ate like six of ’em
Signed up for a marathon, haven’t trained, I’m winging it
Hung a disco ball in my bathroom just to feel alive
Sometimes you chase the shine when you’re not doing fine

Pre-Chorus
They say “save for your future”
But the future feels far
They say “be responsible”
I’m just patching my heart

Chorus
I’m spending money I don’t have on things I don’t need
Trying to fill the little voids that won’t stop pulling at me
Yeah, I’ll regret this when I’m forty-three
But right now I need the glow sticks more than they need me
This is financial nihilism with a smile
Painting over every crack, at least for a while

Post-Chorus
(Bad decisions!) Yeah!
(But make it pretty!) Uh!
(Terrible!) So what!
(I’m coping!) Let’s go!

Verse 2
Started learning Portuguese on a whim at 2 AM
Quit by 2:07 when my thoughts came back again
Bought a vintage denim jacket just to feel like someone new
Sometimes you buy a costume ‘cause you’re not sure what’s true
Got a plant I’ll definitely kill, I’m trying though
Meal prepped one time, felt proud, ordered food to go
Joined a book club just to be around somebody else
Pretending I’m put-together so they don’t see the hell

Pre-Chorus
They say “think long-term”
I’m thinking ’bout now
They say “plan ahead”
I’m still figuring out how

Chorus
I’m spending money I don’t have on things I don’t need
Every little impulse is a bandage I can’t keep
Yeah, I’ll regret this when the bills arrive
But right now I’m clinging to whatever feels alive
This is economic self-sabotage as a vibe
But at least it’s something that reminds me I can try

Post-Chorus
(Consequences!) Later!
(But hope?) I’ll fake it!
(Logical?) Nope!
(But breathing?) I’ll take it!

Bridge
Look, I’m not saying this is healthy
I’m not saying this is wise
I’m just saying when you’re hurting
You get good at the disguise
In a “bought a sword online” way
In a “yeah I’ll show up anyway”
In a “cake on a Wednesday ‘cause I made it through the day”
’Cause one day we’ll all be dust
And nobody’s gonna measure
The months you held yourself together for all the wrong pressures
But they will remember
The little sparks you hunted
Trying to feel something real
In a world that feels haunted

Final Chorus
I’m spending money I don’t have on moments I can’t keep
Turning every breakdown into something bright and sweet
Yeah, I’ll regret this when I’m old and broke
But right now the sequined cloak is how I stay afloat
This is financial disaster with pizzazz
Laughing through the ache ’cause it’s all I have

Post-Chorus (Extended)
(Why though?) Don’t ask!
(Makes sense?) Not really!
(Smart?) God no!
(But healing?) …maybe.
(This is stupid!) I know!
(You’re spiraling!) Could be!
(Worth it?) Absolutely.
(Again?) I might actually need three.

Outro
Update: the jet ski’s in my living room
Feels ridiculous as hell
But at least it’s something bright and stupid
When I haven’t felt much else

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