cut off my hands
theyre only pain
im trying not
to mix our blood 
its not the same
to mix our blood 
its all the same
getting high never coming down

cut off my hands
theyre only pain
im trying not
to fix our lungs
theyre not the same
to fix our lungs
theyre all the same
getting high never coming down

feels right
to feel so wrong
never coming down again
feels wrong
to feel so right
never coming down again

cut off my hands
theyre only pain
im trying not
to mix our blood 
its not the same
im trying to mix our blood
its all the same
getting high never coming down again

Cump Dump

Worthless

demo for "murder me for my sins pt. 2"
engineered by megg

lying to you

a vacant wrist is a precious thing
cleansed of yr saviours guilt
perversion always finds a way
it will it always will

tying nooses on the christmas tree
christ child hang next to me
crying out for yr mother's warmth
yr parent's sin will be yr death
cleansed know of yr savior's guilt
fear trys to come back in
dont be afraid thats perversions way
it will it will it always will

bleed into dirt
all that love never killed
will never be anything at all
block out the sun
cling tight to no life
all that love never killed 
will never mean anything at all
youll never mean anything at all

bleed

when you leave my eyes grow darks
drowning in empty space
incessant thoughts dont subside
next to ugly angels that should have died
depression comforts me
in my favorite misery
jesus died here with you and me
hallelujah 
flowers grow in yr sin
light fills you from within
rats look nice tied around yr skin
rats look nice biting on yr skin
jesus christ will you make me numb
jesus christ will you shut up

Numb

pillspillspills

soulless blue eyes keep me from myself
for when you leave ill still be here
left to wander around the concrete farms
what do you after yr favorite harm
yr cigarettes taste like opiates
and still got nothing to show for it

ill be the ghost that cannot cry
ill be the sadness in yr eyes

lady made of gold ill do as i am told
pull my teeth out for the christmas wreath
i still dont care i never will
and i dont care why for how its been

unforgiven IIII

abortion ceremony
i dont care about you anymore
yr mom seems happy
so i guess yr happy too
going to watch you drink yr tears
bodies shaking incestuously
pictures take to be forgotten
we'll who even seems to care
smell like cigarettes
i love yr face
everyone eats their birthday cake

abortion ceremony inside a church
everyone is dead and i am too
smile to forget this shit
drink the poison of a witch
smell like cigarettes
i love yr face
everyone eats their birthday cake
 
abortion ceremony
i dont miss you anymore
yr mom seems happy
so i guess yr happy too
abortion ceremony
i dont miss you anymore
yr pain seems happy
so i guess yr happy too

abortion ceremony (shitty demo)

natural light
its alright
yr still here
take this from me
im not in need
let's be nice
it's alright
i love my mom

Let's be nice - I love my mom

xiu xiu we do not own the lyrics, but they are incred and beautiful that is why we chose to cover this song during the process of recording our next album "child sacrifice" which will be finished and released shortly. love to everyone <3

sad pony guerrilla girl (xiu xiu cover)

save me (jesus and mary chain)

updated version of abortion ceremony to be released on child sacrifice

abortion ceremony
i dont care about you anymore
your mom seems happy
so i guess your happy
i want to watch you drink your tears
bodies shaking incestuously 
pictures taken to be forgotten 
well who even seems to care
smell like cigarettes 
i love your face
everyone eats their birthday cake

abortion ceremony inside a church
everyone is dead and so am i
smile to foget this shit
drink the poison of a witch 
smell like cigarettes
i love your face
everyone eats their birthday cake

abortion ceremony
i dont care about you anymore
your mom seems happy
guess your happy too

06 Abortion Ceremony

spirit on the back of my neck
i long to hear you
looking in the mirror i cant see you
i know that your there
my neck aches everyday
spirit make it true
find another way
to become blind
whisper into my thoughts

ive lost the will again
to make all things new
crawl back to the cross
sarah to be holy like you

doctor theres no need
to check my heart
tell me what i already know
a plague of sin
has devoured it
and theres no reason to care
find another way
to become blind
whisper into my thoughts

holy like u (demo)

most beautiful widow (sparklehorse cover)

i want to forget this world
everyone is a sinner
sinners go to hell
everyone suffers
i am a sinner
i am already in hell
please murder me for my sins
so I can be nothing


please murder me for my sins

off the new ep "murder me for my sins"
https://www.facebook.com/pillspillspills

i want to kill or to be killed 
i pet my dog as i slit his throat 
i skin him whole and i wear his fur 
to school, for looks, now i feel good 
i want to kill or to be killed 
my dog licks me as he sinks into my meat 
good boy, he wears my tattered skin 
to church, for looks, now they all know 
i trust in hell

03 wearing my dead dog's skin

new demo:

goodbye hell
goodbye god
goodbye sun
and trailer home
goodbye mall
and step dad
goodbye flesh
goodbye drugs
im all done, im so gone
im all done, im so wrong
im all done, im so gone
im all done, playing mall goth

mall goth


you've been here a while stripped of happiness
in yr self made purgatory you say
if im right then ill fade into the light
and if i love anything i love nothing
i tried to come clean but you didn't understand
that ive been here too long but i get along
and if i love anything i love you here
inside my self-made purgatory

*~*purgatory*~*

growing up so slow
you bred yr hate here
for everyone you know
growing up so slow 
you learned to hate me
whenever i did anything at all

you feel old
yr only 19
you look old 
yr only 19
yr eyes still pass through me
yr eyes still peirce through me 

purgatory live 6/8/13

new hope, pa 
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