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cry 4 help (ss cover)

everythingbyme

lyrics:

Good morning, birdsong
I've got eight more hours of hiding my face
The things that I've done here
A thousand in one year
I'm sealing my fate

How much more sick can I get?
Before I go back to sleep
Always waking up in cold sweats
Pins and needles stabbing my feet
Nothing good was gonna come from this

Come on, do your worst
Nothing can top all the discontent
My train of thought has become derailed
How can you blame me for god's intent?

How much more sick can I get?
Before I go back to sleep
Always waking up in cold sweats
Pins and needles stabbing my feet
Nothing good was gonna come from this

sick

Bye "for now" it was really fun to be with you
So long now I won't be back to bother you
You won't be seeing me come out my door
You'll only see me lying dead on the floor
Bye "for now"

Fuck this shit everything's a fucking stretch
I loaded up my pistol I'm just waiting for your text
I'm gonna end it all
 it's too much work and too much stress
You won't miss me when I'm gone I just know that for a fact
Baby would you kiss me while I'm lying down and dead
You love me way too much 
I cannot pay you I'm in debt
I hope you'll be okay
Well I'm not and I won't stay
You won't miss me when I'm gone
YOU WON'T MISS ME WHEN I'M GONE

Her voice 
her whispers
her chatters
her laughter
They still fucking haunt me and it makes me sadder
this immature love life is just a disaster 
I'm down to my last straw can we please do this faster

No choice
No true love
No shit
No nothing
I put myself into this I'm so retarded
My thoughts keep pulling me back from where I started
I lost the love for you
I'll forever hate you

Bye "for now" it was really fun to be with you
So long now I won't be back to bother you
You won't be seeing me come out my door
You'll only see me lying dead on the floor
Bye "for now"

Bye "for now" it was really fun to be with you
So long now I won't be back to bother you
You won't be seeing me come out my door
You'll only see me lying dead on the floor
Bye "for now"

Bye "for now" it was really fun to be with you
So long now I won't be back to bother you
You won't be seeing me come out my door
You'll only see me lying dead on the floor
Bye "for now"



Amateur Slop

bye for now (OUT ON SPOTIFY!)

[Chorus]

If I feel alone again
I'm gonna bitch and moan and whine
And I'm probably gonna kill myself
I'll compensate with a 2D valentine

If I feel alone again
I'm gonna lose my fucking mind
Just be my 2D valentine, just be my 2D valentine

[Verse 1]

I bought a dakimura of you, your warmth makes me feel less lonely
I really hope that you don't find me creepy
And ignore those figures and jars
I wanna give you my honest feelings
Believing you're real is the best thing to happen to me

[Chorus]

If I feel alone again
I'm gonna bitch and moan and whine
And I'm probably gonna kill myself
Just be my 2D valentine

If I feel alone again
I'm gonna lose my fucking mind
Just be my 2D valentine, just be my 2D valentine

[Verse 2]
She doesn't really love me but she's cuter than a real girl
Could ever be
I wish I could find a way to be with her in my world
There's a monitor across the table with a JPEG of my darling
Even though she smiles there's a feeling inside that's oh so haunting

[Bridge]

(Mikah, Mikah, I'm falling deeper into the illusion)
(Listen close 'cause this is something you should know)

Sit around for a second and see my current state
Don't call me weird for having an escape
I really do love you, I don't care if you're not real
It's my heart that matters after all
Know that it's never going to shatter
You're the glue that holds it together
Promise to be mine forever

[Guitar solo]

Background:
(How I wish, how I wish, how I wish you were real)
(Mikah, oh Mikah, how I wish you were here how I wish you were real)
{How I wish, how I wish, how I wish you were real)
(Mikah, oh Mikah, how I wish you were here how I wish you were real)

[Chorus]

If I feel alone again
I'm gonna bitch and moan and whine
And I'm probably gonna kill myself
Just be my 2D valentine

If I feel alone again
I'm gonna lose my fucking mind
Just be my 2D valentine, just be my 2D valentine

2D Valentine

I promise I can sing okay without layered vocals guys, I swear


What a beautiful broken soul
Is that why you came after me
Hey can I come and hang myself at your place
My ceiling is far too weak
What an earnest attempt at grieving
I don't know what I'd do without your lead
My brain is so hung up on shit
They all scream no and I'm taking my leave

There's barely any life left to live
I'm always holding truths
I'm so fucking retarded
You think that it sucks and I think that it sucks too
But you're not the one who insists that
It's good to keep on loving you
Oh what a great old mistake
Living at nowhere there's nothing to do!

Do you ever feel like someone you shouldn't be
They bury your bones in your seat
And I think for it hurts my feeble brain
You've always been such a nobody!

can I come over and hang myself at your place

In February, I was inside one of the practice rooms at my university. It was my second semester of my Freshman year, and I felt like exploring the buildings I hadn't yet seen. The rooms were, by all accounts, imperfect. Each had different chairs, different levels of acoustic padding, varying levels of damage on the walls and pianos, occasional trash, and the slightly out of tune upright pianos, with, luckily, most of the keys and pedals working. None of the acoustic provisions mattered. Most rooms didn't have it, and the walls were thin enough to hear everyone else playing anyway. None of that mattered to me. I spent my first day in the room just playing piano for the first time in what felt like forever. After playing for a little under half an hour, I got a call from a family member. She was asking whether or not I could attend some event back home. I responded, not really thinking about it, and after some further small talk, we finished the call. Once I put down the phone, it hit me -- small and large changes in my life and family, even the ones that just happened recently, will impact how I go about parts of my life forever. That's when I asked the question: What do you do when you know that it's different forever?


I then went back to my dorm room and fit what I could in my backpack: a Shure SM58, an audio interface, my laptop, a desk mic stand, and some cables.

This was not perfect. I'll be posting behind the scenes on my social medias so you can see the process (probably Instagram, YouTube, and TikTok). My username is kevinkempt on all of those. There's a clear room reverb and very audible piano from other students practicing in the background. All this tied with the cheap gear I used are not ideal conditions for a """studio""" recording. I couldn't be more happy about it, though. The song would not exist any way other than how it was recorded. Figuring out the chords and melody on the piano and practicing my lines for hours in that room honestly made me attached to it. The song was recorded in two sessions, one being in February and one being in April (mainly for adding more background vocals and figuring out ideas for the bridge and final chorus). When I went in April, I went into one of the practice rooms without really thinking about it. This one had slight acoustic padding. I recorded for around an hour, and kept experimenting, but when I listened back, I kept hating the result. It took me so long to realize that I wanted the sound of the other room. Before that, I never really considered how these similar spaces could have such different sounds, let alone how I could like one of them more than the others.


I wouldn't trade the process of this song for anything, and I hope it connects with you in the music. Maybe you can answer what to do when you know that it's different forever.

Lyrics:
What do you do when you know that it's different forever?
What do you do when you see someone else's family portrait?
When do you say you're beyond a lost cause?

Maybe I was a ghost in the frame
Reaching out while you lost my name
Maybe I was the last to know
Everything leaves. I should've let go
(I called but the number changed)

What do you do when you know that it's different forever?
What do you do when it feels like a blur in the rear view mirror?
Where do you go when the road never rotates back to home?

Maybe I was a ghost in the frame
Reaching out while you lost my name
Maybe I was the last to know
Everything leaves. I should've let go

I called but the number changed
I knocked but the house was estranged
I walked past the place we stayed
Until my reflection gave way

Maybe I was a ghost in the frame
Fading out while you learned my name
Maybe I was the last to know

Everything leaves. I should've let go (You should've let go)
Everything leaves. I should've let go (You should've let go)

Everything leaves. I should've let go

What do you do when you know that it's different forever?

Different Forever

I'm pretty sure that you hated me
Ever since we met in the beginning 

I was nothing to you now or then
But you said that we could still be friends

We could still be friends...

I was praying for you every night
Hoping that for once I could do something right

But ever since you went away
I get so mad when I see your face

When I see your face...

And every time that you go outside
you never think of me, you're glad I died

I bet you're laughing to yourself right now
laughing as I burn in hell anyhow

Anyhow...

I hope the blood washes out of your clothes
I hope you think about what you chose

I was nothing to you and you made that clear
If you're reading this, I'm no longer here

No longer here...

No longer here...

No Longer Here

Incestcore vol. 1 6/2/25

I thought i only took a few
Now there's shadows in my room 
And i want them gone
Why are there whispers too
What the hell did i consume
I think i hear my mom

I think the shadow people bite
The end is nowhere in sight
They're really fucking up my night
Think i'm losing my mind

I can't stop nodding off
At least i don't have a cough
My fucking stomach hurts
When will this nightmare stop
Why do i hear the cops
There's vomit on my shirt

I think the shadow people bite
They're really giving me a fright
Why are they fucking up my night
Think i'm losing my mind

I think i might have died
But god makes me feel alright

produced by me

i can never shake the feeling that i'm wasting my life,
i never cared but now i realize you've been feeding me lies
i let you reach inside and pull out every part you don't like
i can never have a heart if i keep giving you mine

so, what's the point in going home when i know nobody's there
don't know how i have never noticed, but it's never been fair
i hear a voice calling from heaven, i'm not sure if it's yours
i wanna leave this vessel if i'm not meant for more

you beat the light out of me, and swallowed all as needed

if i knew that this life wasn't free, then i wouldn't have lived it

i cannot remember my dreams, but all of them were ruined

something in the machine has been broken, don't know how to fix it

this body is ruined

pink lighter

Lyrics:

Within my room I was confined 
The outside world isn't so fine
Normies are all pesky and gay
If they all suddenly died I'd say yay

Society wasn't made for people like me
So naturally my life is just crappy
I hate a lot of things that people like
I want them to all get impaled by a pike
No girlfriend no friends nothing in my life
I feel nothing in myself except strife 
The screen comforts me in my times of need
But soon enough I'll want to cut and bleed

I have no real friends and I will die alone

If somehow I don't deicide suicide
I'm just gonna die old and alone
If I'll ever be happy is unknown 
The little hope I have is slowly fading

Oh I'm gonna die alone either way
Yeah, one day I'll forever be away
I never felt like I belonged here
That day I'll kill myself is near
Not one tear will fall at my funeral
Cause no one's gonna be there
I'm obnoxious, lonely, a retard loser
When I die, everyone will be a snoozer

I have no real friends and I will die alone

You Have No Real Friends And Will Die Alone

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loser/stupid...

Don't tell me lies
Just tell me why
You hate me so

Don't lead me on
It's bad enough
I wanna know

What do you think of me
when am not not around?
Now all my hopes and dreams
Are scattered on the ground

I realize
That you have lied
To keep me down 

It's so insane
That in your brain
I'm just a clown

Without you babe
I make mistakes 
And I will drown 
I've been so good to you
But you never come around

★ lyrics co-written by @miguel-morales-634781591 (aka PILK)

McNutting Myself

w/ my friend @roadkill777

shes always online
cause shes so fucking stupid
says she likes anime
but she cant fucking prove it
i dont wanna know 
what youve got going for you
cause you got nothing
you are nothing
and i hope you die

you buy some new clothes
and think youre beautiful 
but you are not
you will always be a fucking troll

but its alright
just lay down
chug down the whole bottle
and take some pills now

shes a jirai
nothing behind her eyes
shes a jirai
fucked over a hundred guys
she always cuts herself
and posts that shit on twitter
but no one fucking cares
i love to watch her wither

(roadkill)

twisted perversions
of something 
once beautiful
i dont know
what the hell is
wrong with your soul

its in your eyes
you cant hide the lies
your a washed up whore
who cant have fun no more
seeking validation from losers
piece of shit, abuser

You Have No Real Friends And Will Die Alone

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