yi wu 2510

this song gives me a migraine to listen to

got a bad attitude its my brain
i dont have fun and i always complain
about everyone and everything around

i got a bad mind its in my soul
i lose my mind and i lose control
and i dont know much of anything else

i cant believe my own existence
with a life like this
Tuesday and i feel so finished
when the fuck will the week end?

i hear the words
i hear them leave your mouth
but i just stand and stare
my brains been hollowed out

i waste everyday i waste my nights
i hate everything and i hate my life
and i cant do a thing to turn it around

i got a bad mind its in my soul
i got a bad attitude and ive got no pull
i just push everyone and everything around

i dread the thought of the weekend ending
im scared of all this time im spending

i never do nothing
and i dont mean shit
and nothing that i do to make up for it
will ever hold significance at all

got a bad attitude
what can i do?
i got a bad attitude
what can i do?

i got a bad attitude
and im always so rude
got a bad attitude
im not in the mood

bad attitude

fuck my Life im such a fucking loser
oh dear god
please strike me down
fuck my Life i look at girls on my computer
theres poison in my mind
i will never be alright again

my mom said i need something to do
but i dont wanna do anything

i am such a Virgin
every day im hurtin
everybodys sucks
i see from behind the curtain

your black hair
and your slit Eyes
i wanna be yours
i fucking hating my Life

i get drunnk every day in my room on my own
i just wanna drown out the silence coming from the phone
(?)
nobody cares about how much i lose

fuck my Life im such a fucking loser
oh dear god
please strike me down
fuck my Life i look at girls on my computer
theres poison in my mind
i will never be alright again

my mom said i need something to do
but i dont wanna do anything

i am such a Virgin
every day im hurtin
everybodys sucks
i see from behind the curtain

your black hair
and your slit Eyes
i wanna be yours
i fucking hating my Life

Fuck My Life

The fisrt song I've ever felt proud about

[chorus]
I feel bad!
I feel bad all the time!
I feel bad!
I feel bad all the time!
I feel bad!
I feel bad all the time!
I feel bad!
I feel bad all the time!

[verse]
I don’t really know why
(i feel bad all the time!)
I need to lay down for the rest of the day
I feel really bad right now
(i feel bad all the time!)
When I don’t want to feel anything 

[chorus]

[verse]
I can’t be my best self
(i feel bad all the time)
My health isn’t doing all that well
And I really don’t want to
(feel bad all the time!)
Revel in the fact but I can’t avoid that

[chorus]

[bridge]
I don't care about the blood loss
I need to stop the painfullness
With a fast way to repress my emotions
I don't care about the memory loss
I need to stop the painfullness
With a fast way to repress my emotions
I don't care about the friends lost
I need to stop the painfullness
With a fast way to repress my emotions
I don't care about the stuff lost
I need to stop the painfullness
With a fast way to repress my emotions

[outro]
Inject me with needles and overload
Woah, woah, wo-o-oah
Cut up and shred me to the bone
Woah, woah, wo-o-oah
Floor the gas on a gravel road
Woah, woah, wo-o-oah
Do all these things 'till my name's on a gravestone
Woah, woah, wo-o-oah

i feel bad!

everythingbyme

lyrics:

Good morning, birdsong
I've got eight more hours of hiding my face
The things that I've done here
A thousand in one year
I'm sealing my fate

How much more sick can I get?
Before I go back to sleep
Always waking up in cold sweats
Pins and needles stabbing my feet
Nothing good was gonna come from this

Come on, do your worst
Nothing can top all the discontent
My train of thought has become derailed
How can you blame me for god's intent?

How much more sick can I get?
Before I go back to sleep
Always waking up in cold sweats
Pins and needles stabbing my feet
Nothing good was gonna come from this

sick

I will find you
One way or another
I will get you
And some day we'll be lovers

I have stalked you
Yeah I stalk you online
Wishing that that you were mine
I do it all the time

And you don't seem to understand
But I just wanna be your man
I'm so crazy
Crazy for you, baby
Wish you didn't hate me
Why can't you see that we were meant to be

I just want you to unblock me
That is all I ask of you
I am asking if you love me
Cuz you should know I still love you

I know you got a restraining order
with a picture of my face
Just don't be too surprised
When I show up at your place

And you don't seem to understand
But I just wanna be your man
I'm so crazy
Crazy for you, baby
Wish you didn't hate me
Why can't you see that we were meant to be

We Were Meant To Be

I'm not tryna ruin your fun
You're just a little bit late
I guess you're already done
There's this feeling I can't shake 'cause I'm too dumb
I'm never doing the right thing so I'm so stuck
If you see me in America I might say hi
But if you meet me out in Europe I'm a talkative guy
Maybe we'll talk over scones around lunch some time
And I've never met a fan so it might be nice
But I can't take this paparazzi, geez
It's like the camera's always out and always starin' at me
And if I say the wrong thing, they'll cut my tongue 'til it bleeds
Always whippin' out their pitchforks when you try to speak
But that couldn't be me

Next day I'm walkin' the road, kickin' rocks, it's my fauuuult
My life's the worst story told, I'll be this way 'til I'm old
I rip a page out the book, I'm just so misunderstooood
I always think about her and when my life felt gooood
I smoked a cig on the porch
It doesn't help me at aaall, I wonder what's it all for?
Is this the girl I adooored and I know I can't afford
Watchin' her walk out the dooooor
So I keep it to myself and keep my feet on the flooo

nope your too late i already died (wifiskeleton cover)

In February, I was inside one of the practice rooms at my university. It was my second semester of my Freshman year, and I felt like exploring the buildings I hadn't yet seen. The rooms were, by all accounts, imperfect. Each had different chairs, different levels of acoustic padding, varying levels of damage on the walls and pianos, occasional trash, and the slightly out of tune upright pianos, with, luckily, most of the keys and pedals working. None of the acoustic provisions mattered. Most rooms didn't have it, and the walls were thin enough to hear everyone else playing anyway. None of that mattered to me. I spent my first day in the room just playing piano for the first time in what felt like forever. After playing for a little under half an hour, I got a call from a family member. She was asking whether or not I could attend some event back home. I responded, not really thinking about it, and after some further small talk, we finished the call. Once I put down the phone, it hit me -- small and large changes in my life and family, even the ones that just happened recently, will impact how I go about parts of my life forever. That's when I asked the question: What do you do when you know that it's different forever?


I then went back to my dorm room and fit what I could in my backpack: a Shure SM58, an audio interface, my laptop, a desk mic stand, and some cables.

This was not perfect. I'll be posting behind the scenes on my social medias so you can see the process (probably Instagram, YouTube, and TikTok). My username is kevinkempt on all of those. There's a clear room reverb and very audible piano from other students practicing in the background. All this tied with the cheap gear I used are not ideal conditions for a """studio""" recording. I couldn't be more happy about it, though. The song would not exist any way other than how it was recorded. Figuring out the chords and melody on the piano and practicing my lines for hours in that room honestly made me attached to it. The song was recorded in two sessions, one being in February and one being in April (mainly for adding more background vocals and figuring out ideas for the bridge and final chorus). When I went in April, I went into one of the practice rooms without really thinking about it. This one had slight acoustic padding. I recorded for around an hour, and kept experimenting, but when I listened back, I kept hating the result. It took me so long to realize that I wanted the sound of the other room. Before that, I never really considered how these similar spaces could have such different sounds, let alone how I could like one of them more than the others.


I wouldn't trade the process of this song for anything, and I hope it connects with you in the music. Maybe you can answer what to do when you know that it's different forever.

Lyrics:
What do you do when you know that it's different forever?
What do you do when you see someone else's family portrait?
When do you say you're beyond a lost cause?

Maybe I was a ghost in the frame
Reaching out while you lost my name
Maybe I was the last to know
Everything leaves. I should've let go
(I called but the number changed)

What do you do when you know that it's different forever?
What do you do when it feels like a blur in the rear view mirror?
Where do you go when the road never rotates back to home?

Maybe I was a ghost in the frame
Reaching out while you lost my name
Maybe I was the last to know
Everything leaves. I should've let go

I called but the number changed
I knocked but the house was estranged
I walked past the place we stayed
Until my reflection gave way

Maybe I was a ghost in the frame
Fading out while you learned my name
Maybe I was the last to know

Everything leaves. I should've let go (You should've let go)
Everything leaves. I should've let go (You should've let go)

Everything leaves. I should've let go

What do you do when you know that it's different forever?

Different Forever

INCESTCORE VOL 1

i think your cute
but you would be hotter if you were my sister
she keeps calling me big bro 
and it makes me wanna kiss her

at first sight hard as a rock
pat her head when she sucks my cock
at first sight hard as a rock
ima teach her to hawk
tuahhhhhhh

your from another place
but thats okay we can just play pretend
your familiar face
makes the throbbin start when you call me onii chan

at first sight hard as a rock
pat her head when she sucks my cock
at first sight hard as a rock
ima teach her to hawk

incest

tab: https://www.songsterr.com/a/wsa/nameforgetter-nocturnal-tab-s1157241

im drinking zero ultra
it makes me feel alive
i drink till i throw up
all throughout the night
clop off to twilight sparkle
then hop on counter strike
i write another song
then i hop on fortnite

wake up at night everyday
sunrise when i hit the hay
it drives me fucking insane
but ill never change my ways
ill stay awake forever
i take 3am showers
it makes me feel much better
than being up at the day

my mom just thinks im lazy
but musics fucking hard
she couldnt a mix song
or even play guitar
but still love her though
because she is my mom
i never see her though
because im playing cod

nocturnal

I know I said no more covers for a bit, but I had to make an exception.

Both songs by the goat @genericsongs6

my own moon (Generic cover)

produced by me

i can never shake the feeling that i'm wasting my life,
i never cared but now i realize you've been feeding me lies
i let you reach inside and pull out every part you don't like
i can never have a heart if i keep giving you mine

so, what's the point in going home when i know nobody's there
don't know how i have never noticed, but it's never been fair
i hear a voice calling from heaven, i'm not sure if it's yours
i wanna leave this vessel if i'm not meant for more

you beat the light out of me, and swallowed all as needed

if i knew that this life wasn't free, then i wouldn't have lived it

i cannot remember my dreams, but all of them were ruined

something in the machine has been broken, don't know how to fix it

this body is ruined

pink lighter

Lyrics:

Within my room I was confined 
The outside world isn't so fine
Normies are all pesky and gay
If they all suddenly died I'd say yay

Society wasn't made for people like me
So naturally my life is just crappy
I hate a lot of things that people like
I want them to all get impaled by a pike
No girlfriend no friends nothing in my life
I feel nothing in myself except strife 
The screen comforts me in my times of need
But soon enough I'll want to cut and bleed

I have no real friends and I will die alone

If somehow I don't deicide suicide
I'm just gonna die old and alone
If I'll ever be happy is unknown 
The little hope I have is slowly fading

Oh I'm gonna die alone either way
Yeah, one day I'll forever be away
I never felt like I belonged here
That day I'll kill myself is near
Not one tear will fall at my funeral
Cause no one's gonna be there
I'm obnoxious, lonely, a retard loser
When I die, everyone will be a snoozer

I have no real friends and I will die alone

You Have No Real Friends And Will Die Alone

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everything's turning fake
so i just lie here awake
can't understand what is wrong
i understand it's my fault

and now I'm such a drag
I wanna smile but I can't
i think the circuitry slipped
and now I feel like a bitch

i cant seem to get out of bed anymore
life sucks and its way worse than it was before
no friends, no life, nothing matters to me
is there something else that i can not see

and now i'm going insane
there's something wrong with my brain
there is no reason to try
so take me back to the sky

my life began way too late
the end is near so i'll wait
and there's nothing left to do
nothing will ever be new

i cant seem to get out of bed anymore
life sucks and its way worse than it was before
no friends, no life, nothing matters to me
is there something else that i can not see

i cant seem to get out of bed anymore
life sucks and its way worse than it was before
no friends, no life, nothing matters to me
is there something else that i can not see

LAL (Loser At Life)

Stained If I Bleed

Its over for me, might as well make shit music about it!

You Have No Real Friends And Will Die Alone

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