i checked and im the top listener on spotify, I spent a whole week laying on the floor listening to this on repeat nearly everyday 😅

queen, marry me, idk if soundcload has dms but please msg me I want to love you

everytime i see 8485 pop up im like why it so special

But I’ll be right here when you’re leaving

SOURBRAIX YOUTUBE PLAYLIST

Hating Type (prod. OKRA)

produced by and featuring @oakscreen
outro by @blackwinterwells

purgatory
it's not easy for me either here
but i'll be right here
purgatory
it's not easy for me either here
but i'll be right here when you're leaving

i wanna run away too
we're from the same cave
wanna hang out in graveyards
fake little ravestar
dance in the basement
everything changes and goes away

ur angry now and i get it
i get it
do u wish u had never met me
i'm just hoping u say goodbye

[leave me in the nether 
so i can finally be alone
choking on the weather 
never visit our gravestone
never had any ties here
disappear in my bed
keeping all of my friends close 
as i run away in my head

compartmentalize everything
every soul in your attic
they stole your happiness
and i promise i didn't have it
and i swear i did my best
and i never talk about you
but i write songs about this
and i feel fine without you]

purgatory

purgatory +oakscreen (oakscreen)

production, mixing and backing vocals by @blackwinterwells

come pick me up i'll pay for gas
there's nowhere that i want to be
and you'll drive fast and i won't ask
to pick the music or the street
and we can talk about whatever and pretend that we won't tell
even pretending to ourselves

u think it's easy where it's darker 
and i like to feel my heart
speed up with my eyes shut
and feel we're doing something we should not
so for a time i spend my life just trying to find out when to stop
just trying to guess when we'll get caught

this place is suffocating
i'll still be here in five years
like i promise i won't through the wind in your ears
but nothing feels as urgent
and these nights are still important
and there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

every time i feel alive it will feel just like this
i'll get the things u did 
forget the boy i kissed
by the hangar and you'll both be strangers to me

tonight it matters how i'm not a person who u want to see
cause i like to talk about the hospital and go when i don't need it
just to show the world i feel it
i only ever did it once
and it was selfish it was dumb
but i can't bring myself to

hate me for wanting a break
i'll still be here in five years
where i made every mistake
sixteen trying to disappear
for one week and a half
you know it's all an act
cause there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

hangar

hangar (blackwinterwells)

https://genius.com/Omu-save-me-lyrics

i cannot put it on spotify sry

produced by number48
with @novagarden @kamakirii

save me w/ nova garden & kamakirii

blxty + emotionals - on god (waifu yugen)

https://youtu.be/ZFl9kO4co2M

(A) module 2: The protocol re: feedback loops.

Produced by @sshinju and @kojowav.
Mixed and mastered by @blackwinterwells.
Developed, written and performed by 8485.

COOL_DNB_SONG [shinju + kojo]

"The theme of a tense and dangerous boss fight taking place within the "true world" made using FL Studio 21 using a corrupted classical-style melody paired with some breakcore-style drums.

It was so fun to revisit the "true world," and I learned so much about mixing and sound design while completing this song! Not only that, but I feel I've made some massive progress with my amen break chopping skills since "boss fight," which was one of my first songs on this channel.

I put a special amount of effort into this one, and I really hope you enjoy it as much as I am proud of it! :)"

EVE'S ALTER EGO - AZALI

"A LOUD song made in FL Studio 21 using piano, cello, drums, and actual noise.

This is the last song in the true world series for now, and I hope you like it!

In general, this song series has helped me improve as a musician so much! Not only that, but these songs were hands down the most fun to make out of all the songs I've ever composed :)"

CHAOS KING - AZALI

software gore 1of3

written + performed by 8485
production + ambient sound design by @baojiaxiang [包家巷]
production by @glasear
mixed & mastered by @blackwinterwells
photography by oliver leone w/ editing by blackwinterwells + 8485

goreblog [feat. bod [包家巷] + Glasear]

This is the time
I get to speak to you
Help you heal
Help you
Be real

I've always been
By your side
You just didn't know
That I was
A request
Inside

Your worries shall be gone
No more
It's only fair
Your worries shall be gone
No more
It's only fair

Give me your stresses
Give me your hurt
Give me your dreams
I'll let you prefer

What you want
What you need
Free will
Is what I'll feed

Your worries shall be gone
No more
It's only fair

To him

Your worries shall be gone
No more
It's only fair

To you
And everyone else
Know that I love you
Know that I care

The days are busy
But, I will
Always
Be near

To him

Your worries shall be gone
No more
It's only fair
Your worries shall be gone
No more
It's only fair

It's Only Fair

produced by yours truly
w @blxty @mental
art by @ihateshota
<3

doll feat. blxty, mental

@winter

art by @carssererere <3

i cnt stand when ur closeby 
i dont want u in my eyesight 
u make me sickk but its alright 
try to avoid u like sunlight
pls dont talk2me 
pls dont bother me
i know u envy me 
u r my enemy
i hate to say it
i think im crazy :(
go out when its rainy
this darkness gives me safety

enemy「prod. winter」

cool video
https://youtu.be/2eD8q28Kmrg

i did not write thsi song

https://limeboiler.bandcamp.com/album/covered-up

that song we sang walking back from the park [video in description] [ ALBUM OUT ]

ON SPOTIFY / EVERYWHERE ELSE NOW: https://twzzl.fanlink.tv/ncrmx

"this entire comment section is just having a fucking mental crisis and i thing half of them are also mentally ill and suicidal" - meriako

first on TikTok, now in full HD. thank you to everyone who's ever listened to this song, you guys all mean the world to me!

Nimbasa CORE (twzzl Remix)

[SPOTIFY IN DESCRIPTION] nimbasa core (twzzl remix / brainrot edition)

@emotionals @winter
art: @n3tgear47

wanted to be someone I couldn’t be 
i see the hatred when they look at me
guess theres smth wrong w me 
i cant recover from these injuries
look in the mirror i see misery 
its not as easy as it seems

Whatever I’ll just keep walking til I find someone 
together we could be so much more let’s merge to one 
I know I’m nothing but maybe I’ll get second chance 
I know I could make it out all I need is your support

u took my heart ina second 
u took my all it dont matter 
falling apart like always 
im on my own but its ok
never thought id b so lonely 
its my own fault, thats on me
falling apart like always 
im on my own but its ok

try so hard to make it thru to u
but i everytime i feel so blue
see ur colors shining thru
and i dont know what 2 do
so i lay it all on myself
i can ask for help
and i think u got the best of me
but ur sending me thru hell
just talk to a bit
or say it wasnt meant
just know its for the best of us

purgatory +oakscreen (oakscreen)

8485

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