black and white diaries

i know that it's awful that you think
that you're not enough when you're with me
let's go on a trip out to the sea
while i take a sip out of your drink
your fruit punch

hop in my Toyota, when can you come over?
i can't wait till you're over here
let's watch all the leaves fall
i know it's really tall
to ask but think it's time to face your fears
i know you're afraid to be alone
i know, i know, i know
but i can't be here all the time
and i know September flew away
but i am here to stay
i hope you'll be my valentine

i know that it's awful that you think
that you're not enough when you're with me
let's go on a trip out to the sea
while i take a sip out of your drink
your fruit punch

cuz you're so, so sweet (yeah)
loving touch when you talkin' to me
when we ride to the store down the street
conversations you kickin' your feet
ain't no rush, we got nowhere to be
summer time we just chill in the V
know this lovin' don't come with a fee
spread your wings now you're finally free

ahh, oow, watch the flowers bloom
while i get lost in you
let's have fun while we have it
fun while we have it

i know that it's awful that you think
that you're not enough when you're with me
let's go on a trip out to the sea
while i take a sip out of your drink
your fruit punch

fruit punch (prod.wetgropes)

yeah, yeah!
ion even know right
do i stay or go? right
need control of my life
i been trynna blow right
trynna stack my dough right
everyday i gotta fight
im not livin' right x7

yeah no lie, no lie, no lie, yea
i been stuck in space with these stars and satellites, yea
do you ever feel like you're second place in life? yea
stuck behind the pain and the scars and trife' yeah
yeah, talkin' to my fear, like the end is near
i been the cavalier
what in the fuck is you doing here?
trynna escape these walls
the left and the right and the front and the rear
it's been a hell of a year
hopefully ain't no more tears

oh, this road that i've been lead upon
living wrong, living wrong, living wrong

yeah, yeah!
ion even know right
do i stay or go? right
need control of my life
i been trynna blow right
trynna stack my dough right
everyday i gotta fight
im not livin' right x7

who the fuck am i? now i play pretend
told me rate the pain, know that shit a ten
i lose everytime, even when i win
i can't tell my friends, they won't comprehend yeah
what it's really been yeah
1,2,3,4,5,6,7, counting all my sins yeah
staring at my fucking ceiling trynna make it end yeah
talkin- talking to myself trynna make amends
here we- here go again

oh, this road that i've been lead upon
living wrong, living wrong, living wrong

yeah, yeah!
ion even know right
do i stay or go? right
need control of my life
i been trynna blow right
trynna stack my dough right
everyday i gotta fight
im not livin' right x7
(right)

not livin' right (prod. Noerlabeuher)

oh who do i live for? i don't know
sitting pondering for
years it seems, oh
everywhere i go
through the dark mystique and
lonely weekends
i've been on my own
oh who do i live for? i don't know
(i don't know)

who do i live for? (interlude) (prod. SHVRS)

call from the void im destroyed (thoughts told me)
i'm not on your side anymore (not homies)
ay, it's been hard to hide, im annoyed
now i hate the other side of the door
i can't do this shit here anymore 
spill all my emotions on the floor 
devil trynna drag me to the morgue 
like am i really even better than before? 

walking through my brain let's take a tour
i got all the shame and the pain you explore
always been the same, guess it's written in the lore
if this pain was money there'd be nothing i couldn't afford
i can try and try and try again
i know hate will never ever win
if i lie i'll lie, i'll lie again
that's happens when you ask me how i been

lifeless, die
righteous, high
ring ring, why, why, why

call from the void im destroyed (thoughts told me)
i'm not on your side anymore (not homies)
ay, it's been hard to hide, im annoyed
now i hate the other side of the door
i can't do this shit here anymore 
spill all my emotions on the floor 
devil trynna drag me to the morgue 
like am i really even better than before? 

fight all my demons, no they ain't leavin'
i've been alone so, no i'm not teamin'
fell from the sky i, guess i was dreamin'
fuck all the heathens, no we're not even
yeah! i gotta get it together
brand new coat, new leather
these niggas softer than feather
knock a nigga out mayweather
can't pick up the phone, that shit'll snap my tether
told em leave me lone', trynna get my chedder

lifeless, die
righteous, high
ring ring, why, why, why

call from the void im destroyed (thoughts told me)
i'm not on your side anymore (not homies)
ay, it's been hard to hide, im annoyed
now i hate the other side of the door
i can't do this shit here anymore 
spill all my emotions on the floor 
devil trynna drag me to the morgue 
like am i really even better than before?

call from the void (prod. jean parker)

i'm so numb
so numb
so numb uh-uhhm

where has my serotonin gone?
i'm so lost, alone, i'll say it in this song
i'm so tangled up in all the right or wrong
with me, with me, with me
paralyzed, trying to be perfect
sacrifice, i know it isn't worth it
paid the price, to numb to feel the hurtin', hurtin'

so numb
so numb
so numb uh-uhhm

so numb
(fucked it up, i blew it)
so numb
(fucked it up, i knew it)
so numb uh-uhhm
(i'm too stuck to do it, too stuck to do it)
(when it's all said and done)

numb (prod. meutry)

it's okay, don't cry
we'll be alright
our thoughts, arigh
you closed your eyes
on this starry night
your arms and mine
look towards the sky
our hearts align

i know it's hard to shake the feeling
you burn alive, consult your ceiling
cuz i know this happens often
i know the road you're walkin'
you misplaced all your cautions
it leaves you feelin' rotten

i got your back, you're not alone
you're strong, you're strong, you're not alone
i got your back, you're not alone
i got your back, you're not alone

alone (prod. wetgropes)

i lied to myself, it's my pride
that's in the way of our stride
you leaned left, i leaned right
those nights, the passenger in my ride
i'd look you dead in your eyes
i was yours in your mind
i wasn't all there, know it's not fair
expectations left my heart bear
chasing true love like i knew what love is

and we don't align, we go two ways (two ways)
and you showed me love in a new way (new way)
"tell me what you need", wish i knew bae (knew bae)
cuz we don't align, we go two ways, two ways

we hoped the lovish words that we spoke
would take a root and regrow
now they're leaving me broke
this cloak, i masked myself in your folks
they knew it well, and oh no
it's so hard to let go, oh

and we don't align, we go two ways (two ways)
and you showed me love in a new way (new way)
"tell me what you need", wish i knew bae (knew bae)
cuz we don't align, we go two ways, two ways

two ways (prod. SHVRS)

okay, okay am i committed?
life is like soup you gotta sprinkle spice up in it
i crossed the line like every time but am i finished?
this heart of mine been through alot and it diminished, it diminished
everyday i wake up winnin' 
sike bitch i lied, I'm weak as fuck, i skipped the spinch
i keep it real, don't give a fuck about no image
if this rap shit is just a game, am i in it? am i in it?

it feel like my head keep on spinnin'
heaven knows i've been better with the sinnin'
i arose to the devil, he was grinnin' 
talkin' in my ear trynna turn me to a villain
but i'm not scared, i've seen demons in that layer
in the depths of my dispare, put that shit up in the air
creepy crawlin' up the stairs but i couldn't give a care
i was thinkin' bout the game, was i really playing fair?

these sick mind games
they're distracting me
i get migraines
the other half of me is trapped in chains
alone, alone, alone

okay, okay am i committed?
life is like soup you gotta sprinkle spice up in it
i crossed the line like every time but am i finished?
this heart of mine been through alot and it diminished, it diminished
everyday i wake up winnin' 
sike bitch i lied, I'm weak as fuck, i skipped the spinch
i keep it real, don't give a fuck about no image
if this rap shit is just a game, am i in it? am i in it?

yeah, come on
up, down, left, right, in this bitch I need a cheat code
nowadays' i been singin' like the glee show
with summer through my window, feel the heat tho
I walk down my streat, just to clear my mind
shawty been talkin' on me, please don't waste my time
trynna protect my peace, it's been on a decline
my brain's in my head but is it really mine?

these sick mind games
they're distracting me
i get migraines
the other half of me is trapped in chains
alone, alone, alone

okay, okay am i committed?
life is like soup you gotta sprinkle spice up in it
i crossed the line like every time but am i finished?
this heart of mine been through alot and it diminished, it diminished
everyday i wake up winnin' 
sike bitch i lied, I'm weak as fuck, i skipped the spinch
i keep it real, don't give a fuck about no image
if this rap shit is just a game, am i in it? am i in it?

black and white diaries

pinexo