feeling rude [+tenoji]

@prodmichael

https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM 
https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM 
https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM

I just spent a bag cuz im sick of feeling sad 
when I pop this pill I hope I forget who I am 
it’s because every time you talk to me I wanna go back 
it’s because I just keep fucking up, can’t go thru  this again 
and I just keep telling myself that nothing of this is real 
I just keep telling myself that someone cares bout how I feel 
and I struggle a lot feel like I’m not enough 
I don’t wanna give up but I keep nodding off 

do me dirty like my pradas 
I’m breathing in the stardust 
I don’t wanna feel like this 
that’s why I keep spending dollars ￼￼￼￼
that’s why I keep spending Benjis 
and maybe it’s not healthy 
falling back into bad habits 
I cannot undo the damage 
and even if it’s over 
I hope you wont forget me 
I just want you to know that 
I’ll keep you in my memories 
don’t like it when I’m sober 
because that’s when it hurts the most 
I think this is going nowhere 
I wish we would still be close

nodding off (michaelwarren) vid in desc

art by @snarge <3 prod. artemys

staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will
staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will

seeing all these things they only exist in my dreams
i love it when you smile you're the only one i see
i'd hold you above me if the darkness underneath
i don't wanna hurt you you're the one that's meant for me
i know somethings don't play out the way we want em 
i got racks up in my jeans you know i'll spend it on you
only time i see my future when i'm standing next to you
girl you're my forever no we don't play by the rules
staring at you i get lost inside your eyes
you say i'm bluffing but i tell you all the time
i've been searching for you like all of my life
now i'll never let you outside of my sight

girl it's just how i feel 
(yea it's just how i feel, yea it's just how i feel)
girl it's just how i feel 
(yea it's just how i feel, yea it's just how i feel)

staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will
staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will

(but for you know i will)
(but for you know i will)
(but for you know i will)
(but for you know i will)

For U (artemys)

@heyyitsbenji
@troiner

hold up
wait a minute 
yeah i started living but i couldnt even finish 
o e e o o e 
i been getting stronger eating spinach
and i aint got a doubt i know for sure that imma win it

shawty i just want it back
everybody kno i need it bad 
fuck it imma go and get a bag 
i aint worry bout that
she say whats the problem why u mad 
i just hate it when u talk like that 

hold up
wait a minute 
yeah i started living but i couldnt even finish 
o e e o o e 
i been getting stronger eating spinach
and i aint got a doubt i know for sure that imma win it

and i aint got a doubt i know for sure i got my brothers by my side
free fridvy (bro is alrdy free) yea u kno its synthetic for life
i want it my way
i been having thoughts bout how ill end up in a coffin
im sorry, yeah i think about it often 

(benji)
Start slow pick it up then Put that shit in auto,
 dont wanna c me yea i fuckin thought so, 
run it up its spenny but that sht was worth the price tho,
standing jn tbe rain feeling like i hit a new low
So its like that, i just want my motherfuckng life back,
i just want to get up on a new path, 
i just wanna look up at your face as you hold me, ill tell u that im sorry

I BEEN WAITING FOR YOU JUST TO MAKE UP YOUR MIND, TELLING ME THA YOUR FINE, YEAH IM RUNNING OUT OF OPTIONS
HAVENT BEEN AROUND MUCH COZ IM ON THE DECLINE, IVE REACHED THE END OF MY LINE,AND ITS BURNING UP MY CONSCIENCE
N IM OUT HERE FORGETTING EVERYTHING DONY HAVE A PRICE TAG I JUST WANT MY MOTHEFUCKIN LIFE BACK
I just want my mf life bacm



<3 <3 <3 

yea i started living but i cudnt even finish

Wait a Minute +heyyitsbenji [troiner x safe]

art by ami4evr

tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me
i guess its safe 2 say i got what i wanted
hate the feeling like being lonely ion want it
tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me
i guess its safe 2 say i got what i wanted
hate the feeling like being lonely ion want it
i know im a joke 2 u
hurts so bad
could jus say fuck it all
im used 2 that

I get what i want, yeah.. when i want it
i get what i want, yeah.. when i want it
i get what i want, yeah.. when i want it
i get what i want, yeah.. when i want it
i feel like the breeze cuz idk where i'm headed
north south east west every direction
when i close my eyes
i imagine u right there, right by my side
i can still never decide
what's wrong & what's right 
when u leave me every night

tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me
i guess its safe 2 say i got what i wanted
hate the feeling like being lonely ion want it
tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me
i guess its safe 2 say i got what i wanted
hate the feeling like being lonely ion want it

I got what I wanted, but then I didn't want it w/ m0thlab [+snorkatje]

Official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AIC7jFfePUU
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5G9Nf7CX2fkoduZaIqxDwi?si=0d99359b694f40de 

its so dark its okay i will find you
(i gotchu)
its so odd this place is my home
(where im from)
u laugh at the things that i cry to
(im see thru)
when i think about it that is so wrong

wake up crashing and crash it with me
fake love
match it matching my speed ur tough
bleeding im think im at ease ur stuck
ur taking so much here from me ur fault

i can see what u dont see
thats the line i wont cross
i can bleed what u dont bleed
thats a thing i cant stop
on my own i cannot breath
i love u and thats ur loss
thinking bout the things
u would say in my spot

i just took a pill took me straight to the top
i rly hate every song that i drop
falling to pieces pls make it stop


its so dark its okay i will find you
its so odd this place is my home
u laugh at the things that i cry to
when i think about it that is so wrong


wake up crashing and crash it with me
fake love
match it matching my speed ur tough
bleeding im think im at ease ur stuck
ur taking so much here from me ur fault

SPOTIFY

odd (utaqq)

addy bender w/ d1v (michaelwarren x taher)

prada where we find uuuu

@pradaaslife
@benjithemachine
@yuki-pons
@synthetickids

Hella +pradaaslife [benjithemachine x shyburial]

prod m2k + @sshinju

I’ve been off a x pill just so I can forget things 
yea I  want u next2me but u give me these headaches 
I’ve been off the extacy with codeine in my backpack 
ballin out in foreign city’s I still can’t get my heart back 
and bby yea  it’s too bad 
I’ve been acting ruthless 
I’ve been acting stupid 
I’ve never planned to do that 
I hope u can forgive me 
just wantu 2b happii
I just hope I won’t regret this 
I’m helpless 

whatever, I’m scared of falling apart 
just don’t leave me in the dark, just don’t leave in the dark 
I’m scared of loosing my heart, I wanna b wheee u are I wanna b where you are 
& we can shine like stars
we could walk on mars 
only if that’s what you want

it's too bad (m2k shinju)

synthetickids x moderndaymusic
lyrics
perc
me and my bestfriend and her best friend
we fucked up till the night ends
do u wanna kno what i did?
(and we all dance dance)
i rolled up in the black benz
hopped out w like 10 banz 
im in the club w all my friends
and we all dance dance

absolute out the bottle
cop the swag w no problem
synthetic kids till im dead uhhh
i say that shit w my chest!
i kno synthetic up next!
shits 2 easy no test
why ur girl in my bed?
she say i'm the best!

i kno u lie 2 me all the time
say u gon leave but i kno ur mine
sent 20 text and u don't reply
im going crazy i love it!

it's me and my bestfriend and her best friend
we fucked up till the night ends
do u wanna kno what i did?
(and we all dance dance)
i rolled up in the black benz
hopped out w like 10 banz 
im in the club w all my friends
and we all dance dance

freddie
Is it weird in the club if we dance slow?
Can't lie you'd probably think so
I don't wanna be here, I wanna be home
With you in my bed and the weed smoke 
It don't matter. You're happy in here tho 🙂
And I'll play along cuz I don't know
I don't know how to move to u
Try shoot my shot like a free throw
Darling back it up on me
Turn u round, lift ur chin, then our eyes gon meet
I won't buy u a drink I'm cheap
If u wanna spend the night at mine it's free
Only go clubbing when I am with you
I'm holding ur hair when ur sick off the booze
Say I don't mind when u spew on my shoes
Please don't feel bad but these shoes cost a few

perc
it's me and my bestfriend and her best friend
we fucked up till the night ends
do u wanna kno what i did?
(and we all dance dance)
i rolled up in the black benz
hopped out w like 10 banz 
im in the club w all my friends
and we all dance dance

ilove u

dance dance

dance dance +freddieskinz [silver]

@222quiet

// Lyrics //
Everytime I c u I jus wanna hold u close
I’ll hol u in my arms, and I wnt let go
Ur tha 1st in my thoughts, I cnt help but boast
Bby Imma love u till I’m a ghost
Everytime I c u I jus wanna hold u close
I’ll hol u in my arms, and I wnt let go
Ur tha 1st in my thoughts, I cnt help but boast
Bby Imma love u till I’m a ghost

Emmy have u thought about me lately
Since the day we met, I’ve been on the same thing
I cnt help it bby u drive me crazy
U make every day feel just like a daydream
The thought I get 2 call u bby is so crazy 2 me
I know its been some yrs but it don’t change anything
Even though the crown’s gone, ur still my queen
High on dopamine, bby u make me scream

Bby do u feel that? It’s how much I like u!
I want u so bad I cld write a haiku
Anything u need I will walk 1k miles
Jus 2 see I smile, Jus 2 see u smile 😊
Bby do u feel that? It’s how much I like u!
I want u so bad I cld write a haiku
Anything u need I will walk 1k miles
Jus 2 see I smile, Jus 2 see u smile 😊

Everytime I c u I jus wanna hold u close
I’ll hol u in my arms, and I wnt let go
Ur tha 1st in my thoughts, I cnt help but boast
Bby Imma love u till I’m a ghost
Everytime I c u I jus wanna hold u close
I’ll hol u in my arms, and I wnt let go
Ur tha 1st in my thoughts, I cnt help but boast
Bby Imma love u till I’m a ghost

dance dance +freddieskinz [silver]

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