@prodmichael

https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM 
https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM 
https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM

I just spent a bag cuz im sick of feeling sad 
when I pop this pill I hope I forget who I am 
it’s because every time you talk to me I wanna go back 
it’s because I just keep fucking up, can’t go thru  this again 
and I just keep telling myself that nothing of this is real 
I just keep telling myself that someone cares bout how I feel 
and I struggle a lot feel like I’m not enough 
I don’t wanna give up but I keep nodding off 

do me dirty like my pradas 
I’m breathing in the stardust 
I don’t wanna feel like this 
that’s why I keep spending dollars ￼￼￼￼
that’s why I keep spending Benjis 
and maybe it’s not healthy 
falling back into bad habits 
I cannot undo the damage 
and even if it’s over 
I hope you wont forget me 
I just want you to know that 
I’ll keep you in my memories 
don’t like it when I’m sober 
because that’s when it hurts the most 
I think this is going nowhere 
I wish we would still be close

nodding off (michaelwarren) vid in desc

art by ami4evr

tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me
i guess its safe 2 say i got what i wanted
hate the feeling like being lonely ion want it
tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me
i guess its safe 2 say i got what i wanted
hate the feeling like being lonely ion want it
i know im a joke 2 u
hurts so bad
could jus say fuck it all
im used 2 that

I get what i want, yeah.. when i want it
i get what i want, yeah.. when i want it
i get what i want, yeah.. when i want it
i get what i want, yeah.. when i want it
i feel like the breeze cuz idk where i'm headed
north south east west every direction
when i close my eyes
i imagine u right there, right by my side
i can still never decide
what's wrong & what's right 
when u leave me every night

tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me
i guess its safe 2 say i got what i wanted
hate the feeling like being lonely ion want it
tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me
i guess its safe 2 say i got what i wanted
hate the feeling like being lonely ion want it

I got what I wanted, but then I didn't want it w/ m0thlab [+snorkatje]

I Can't Tell

i can't tell (prod. snorkatje)

prod. @recyclexbin

i think i woke up in the wrong place
cause right here, they dont understand me
i fear ill never find me
i miss how it used to be
and i wish she would notice me
im sick she's my lotus leaf

i dont mind hiding
i said im fine, but im lying
when i inhale, thats me trying
they all doubt me til im dying

i wish i had the courage to call you
and tell you how i feel
im not that good at pretending
tell me, can you sense this tension?
locked up in an intervention
how i really feel, i cant mention
in my dreams im next to you
please dont wake me up, even though it may not be true
why did i have to fall in love with you?

why was my heart made for 2?
now that we're apart what do i do?
isnt it crazy how fast time flew?
i never knew, i'd fall this hard for you

Lotus Leaf [recyclexbin]

prada where we find uuuu

@pradaaslife
@benjithemachine
@yuki-pons
@synthetickids

Hella +pradaaslife [benjithemachine x shyburial]

selfish ft. braxton knight (+crybabycam)

wit anes:)) @1anesthesia
beat by @waystalkerr n @fum1ko

cr3dence! +anesthesia (waystalker x fumiko)

#bettercallsaul

#bettercallsaul (prod wayza)

@9s0uls
@lileddy8
@benjithemachine
@prodsouls1
@love3244

synthetic kids <3 modern day music

U don't tell me w/9souls & Edwrd [benjithemachine x Souls1 x Lov3ly]

Going Out Sad (augury)

prod https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine
and https://soundcloud.com/heyyitsbenji
fijimar: https://soundcloud.com/fijimar

lyrics

benjithemachine
driving slow dont go not rush
baby show me who you love
sippin wock all in my cup
how i lean back slow
i cant get you out my mind
baby please dont kill the vibe
leather seats up in my ride so i gotta go
youre just another face in the crowd
so go down
oh woah
i cant see right im offa the drugs
who do you love
baby lets go

pinkperc
synthetic kids all on my team
player of the year 19
im tryna get lit im up in this bitch
no reason to quit we tryna get rich
synthetic kids like a k-pop army (shouts out the kpop heads)
and we got groupies they look like barbies
sanguine paradise ya
dilated in my eyes ya

get the energy and hold it
ill sell my soul i sold it
backwood an then unroll it
pack the gas an then we smokin
smokin on afghanistan
swag gon last 4evr man
ima synthetic kids veteran
ima count the cash do u wanna dance w me?

fijimar
do u wanna dance w me?
im in chicago w synthetic smokin gas it smells like pee lol
lifes a movie on the screen come and catch me in 3d
now u catch me in 3d
i dont wanna b temporary
this life i live is scary
pray to god to mother mary
dont let the devil tear me
i kno ur bf hate me
got his dumb ass goin crazy
pray to god to mother mary
dont let the devil tear me

benjithemachine
driving slow dont go not rush
baby show me who you love
sippin wock all in my cup
how i lean back slow
i cant get you out my mind
baby please dont kill the vibe
leather seats up in my ride so i gotta go
youre just another face in the crowd
so go down
oh woah
i cant see right im offa the drugs
who do you love
baby lets go

i luv u
synthetic forever

leather seats +benjithemachine +fijimar

pinkperc

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