#3 - soft serenades

materialistic, but i love the way that you look in that lipstick
but lets keep it realistic, you wouldnt wanna be with me im way too autistic
self admitted
i feel like shit i know that somethings missing
i tried to fill the void but nothing's working
and look at the people that i end up hurting, yeah
they don't deserve it
people acting like they know me but they just know the surface
i didn't do it on purpose
rehabilitation is the only thing worth it

materialistic

know you're looking at me, wishing I was a different guy
i see you on my feed, it makes me wanna fucken die
think it's what I deserve, cause I'm a pretty sleazy guy
only sins no good deeds, and they'll be haunting me for life

estella:
you say that you love me, realize my love is do or die
the way that you look at me, i swear that you just wanna cry
is something wrong with my face, your glare just punched me in my eye
did i just make it up, is all that you said just a lie?

wont you die already? (rip racky 🖤🙏) w/ estella

Getting better, I'm not getting better at this

It's now or never, I should say whatever to this

My favorite sweater, write the perfect letter in it

Cause I killed Heather and he doesn't know I did it


Crawl in your body, I can feel you, feel you

Thank God you're mine, won't let him steal you, steal you

I hate myself because I'm not you, not you

You can see that in me so I almost lost you


No one asked me how I'm feeling today

They only ask me if I'm free, don't care what I gotta say

I spent all of last night throwing up cause I feel so ashamed

It's not a really good feeling when you throw your life away


I'll live the rest of my damned life wearing this mask on my face

Cause they won't know who killed that girl, it's one complicated case

I wanna kill myself so I can make it all go away

I'll take the pill myself, I promise that you don't gotta lace me


Peel off your skin and I won't use a blade

rather use my nails the scratch is satisfying

Oh it just takes it all away, takes it all away

loser aka incel aka disgusting freak aka murderer aka suicide is the only cure

prod. @1sickboi (@user-187067315)

Just one last time
I don't wanna be away from your smile
The way your lips graze gently across mine
Makes it all worthwhile

So much going on in my mind
I'm sad but you still caught my vibe
You know we shouldn't be doing this, right?
But we're young, tryna have a good time

Tell me "lose your number" when it's all said and done
We're under the influence of some vodka and drugs

I saw your boyfriend last week
I got a feeling that he already knows
He was looking at me kinda funny
But we'll be strangers once you put on your clothes

yk we shouldnt be doing this right

Lost my reason, you want to check my phone for closure, but I got secrets
Havent introduced you to my second world, cause if I take you there, you would never leave it
I'm so dumb, why would I string you on? Knowing that I got so much going on
I'm sick, this little game I play has so much risk but little to no reward

Hello, hello, I'm not there, I'd have to cast a spell to feel a little pinch of remorse
I know, I know, I'm not fair, I really wish I was better and pray to God you still care

og song - hello juliet by clarion

juliet was a whore anyway

lyrics:

[Intro]
(You have no heart!)
Huh
Woah (You have no—)
Yuh
Yuh
Yuh
Yen baby, yuh, yen baby, yuh

[Verse]
All my niggas Z'd up
You want smoke wimme, T up
You want smoke wimme, say sum
Gun you down wit a Nina
Yen cult, y'all believers
She said is that Yen? Yes ma’am
She see me all on her Instagram
She suck my dick like a fuckin fan
Can't fuc- can't fuck wit a yesman
I can't fuck wit a yesman
All my niggas know I'm stressed man
Teachi- Teachin' these lil niggas lessons
.45 and we menacing
Made a nigga cap off investing
Pussy boy too depressing
I'ma put his style where his nuts ha-
All black, too menacing
Got my face mask, all menacing
Real face scar, real veteran
Ran up this shit, who you better than
Oh, I think I need her
Oh, I think I need her
I think that I need her
[?]

YESMEN

music vid - https://youtu.be/9md_sKgdnVc?si=dUVy0HfrXfTefs_C

#5 - what a pathetic story
prod. casper’s pishogue

Loved to be in your arms
Well too bad I'm so fucking annoying
I would take care of your heart
So sad everything I did soiled it
Gave me so much reason to avoid it
But I can't read the signs that you're pointing
Look me in the eyes and say it's
Not my fault

(I wanna say I love you but I just can't prove it, I wanna run away from you but I can't do it)
(I wanna say I love you but I just can't prove it, I wanna run away from you but I can't do it)

a delusional nuisance

snippet, source: https://www.reddit.com/r/jaydes/s/wxwMV1WKs3
lyrics:

[Pre-Chorus]
Hop off my dick
You won't be shit
I'm drunk as shit
I need somewhere to spit

[Chorus]
I, I like murder porn
And I, I like getting high
I'd like to be a girl
While I put all my lust aside

[Pre-Chorus]
Hop off my dick
You won't be shit
I'm drunk as shit
And I need somewhere to spit
I—

murder porn

thx for listening <3

I really wish I was dead
I hope someone comes to find me and points a gun to my head
It's hard to defend myself when I'm under duress
I'm so excited to kill myself put this cursed life to rest
I can't hurt you ever again
I fucking wish I was dead
I really need to get some help, but I just lie here instead
Can almost drink, but I'm still feeling twelve years old in my head
I know I'll die or get locked up by 21 at best
Either way, I'm rotting flesh

Stab wounds all on my chest
Bite marks all on your neck
We're fighting over again
You're feeling all of the stress
I wanted you to feel safe
I'm feeling all of the shame
How much do I gotta pay
To make this all go away?

rotten flesh

i hate myself for being born :c

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