Name: Never Let Me Down Again by Pagan Spark
Duration: 4 min 48 s
Description: Completely self-made debut album. I wanted it to be as emotional and raw as possible.

For sure my most ambitious song and also the production level is way beyond anything I did before. Hope you'll enjoy it!

Lyrics:

Warm and tempting is the sleep
The sleep that promises a dream … so deep
There are no issues, there's no pain
No hate, no anger, no guilt and no shame

What you need, you’ve got it there
Friends and fun, feeling all the love and care
Just laughter, joy and dance and dance
No drama, happy place, some nice romance

Why not just stay a little longer?
Why not just stay a little longer?
Why not just stay a little longer?
Why not just stay a little longer?

“Well, well” the Sandman says
“We can easily prolong your stay”
“You can even stay through endless years”
“Go ahead and eat your pills”
“Meet my sister”
“Meet my sister - Death”
“Death”
“Everyone will meet her anyway”
“Everyone will meet her anyway”
“We can easily prolong your stay”
“Your stay is just some pills away”
“We can easily prolong your stay”
“Your stay is just a few pills away”
“We can easily prolong your stay”
“Your stay is just some pills away”
“Because why not?”
“Because what’s outside?”
“C’mon take a look, see what’s outside!"

All the pain, all the mundane livin’
No one cares, just lying and deceiving
I cannot do that any longer
Why would I do that any longer

And warm and tempting is the sleep
All the smiles, I got all I need
We can dance, we can laugh
And outside…
oh damn, outside

Outside!

Yes, outside it’s pretty awful
The reality is overrated
But is the easy way out…
Is the easy way out
For me?
For me?

As I have fought the toughest battles
As I’ve defeated life for now
As I have stood against the shadows
As I have always stood my ground

I know I’ll have my day to die
But shall I go in my fucking sleep?
As I enjoy some good fights
So I prefer the battlefield

You give a choice to stay in the warm
To someone who really knows the strife,
So, fuck your sister, mister Sandman
As I have chosen to stay for now!
Alive!

A Dream

Funny little song I created from nothing in just few hours. 
I don't believe that individuals mentioned in the lyrics deserve more... an yes, I know the irony of posting such message here, on IG etc.
Anyway, after a pop-song cover, experimening with synths I'm back to the pure, blackened death metal motherfuckery.

Lyrics:
Make them pay    
Filthy, immoral, fucking disease
Gather and gather, no matter the needs
The cancer of a planet, hoarding all that is
Let’s bury them fuckers, those useless shits
Let them be useful and bury them deep
The manure is precious, heals this disease    

The guillotines will stand
We will fucking rise
We are a legion
We’ll get to your fucking house

Cut their heads off
Let the blood flow
Cut their fucking heads off
Kill them, kill them, kill them, kill
Cut their heads off
Let the blood flow
Make them fucking pay
Kill them, kill them, kill them kill

Kick their heads around, let the kids play
Score now some goals with Bezos’ bald head 
Use the fucking Tesla, fix the pointed pole
Impale nazi Elon, make him scream more
We’ll find Zuck with meta and we make him pay
Fuck him with a knife,make him feel some real pain

The guillotines will stand
We will fucking rise
We are a legion
We’ll get to your house 

Cut their heads off
Let the blood flow
Cut their fucking heads off
Kill them, kill them, kill
Cut their heads off
Let the blood flow
Make them fucking pay
Kill them, kill them, kill them


Kill them, kill them, kill them, kill them
Kill them all

Cut their heads off
Let the blood flow
Cut their fucking heads off
Kill them, kill them, kill
Cut their heads off
Let the blood flow
Make them fucking pay
Kill them, kill them, kill them

Make Them Pay

A darker reimagining of Lady Gaga’s Disease 🤘
I first heard it at my friend’s place (she’s a huge Gaga fan), and thought: “This is already dark for pop… but it could go even darker.” So here’s my take.
🎶 I’m proud of the outcome and excited to share it with the world.

Disease

Completely self-made debut album. I wanted it to be as emotional and raw as possible.

Never Let Me Down Again

🤘Completely new single, and I'm trying some new style. I wanted it to be something like Depeche Mode‬ meets ‪Nine Inch Nails‬ in a Berlin sex-club. Hope I... nailed it 🤘
🎶 And as I'm pretty proud of the outcome I'd like to share it with the world.

Lyrics:
I’ll tie you up
You’ll be my slave
I’m in control
And you’re just a pet

Now do me good
Or I’ll get mad
I’ll slap you there
You’ll know the pain

Ropes are so tight
They keeping you still
The gag makes you sexy
While hands slowly bleed

When I say a word
You have to obey
Enough of this
Get on your knees

And stay there darling
And look in my eyes
It makes us both happy
Tears fill our eyes

As time flies by
I am getting bored
Now let me be active
Now it’s time for my turn

I’ll fuck you till
You cannot stand
I’ll fuck you till
I say to stop

And you can scream
And you can cry
It’s all up to me
No safe words here


You kneel on the floor
With big, wet eyes
You still want more
Yet bruised from the ties

You asked for this
And I am not tired
I got new ideas
I will make you quiet

But before unleashing
The power of whip
Get your face to the floor
Get ready for a trip

I smack you with
Full strength of my arms
Yet you cannot scream
Just drool through a gag


And stay like that darling
Don’t look in my eyes
There’s just guilt and shame
Tears fill my eyes

Yet time passes by
And I am getting bored
Now let me be active
Now it’s time for my turn

I’ll fuck you till
You cannot stand
I’ll fuck you till
I say to stop

And you can scream
And you can cry
It’s all up to me
No safe words here


Submission

Pagan Spark is the sonic brainchild of Piotr Pilakowski, a Polish musician who channels raw, unfiltered emotions through extreme metal. Based in Berlin, the project began in 2023 as a cathartic exploration of personal struggle and artistic rediscovery. Blending Black and Death metal's intense soundscapes with experimental undertones, Pagan Spark's self-titled debut album is a visceral journey through darkness, inspired by literature, visual art, and the complex landscape of human emotion. Beyond music, Pilakowski uses photography to create an immersive visual narrative that complements the project's sonic intensity.

Never Let Me Down Again

Pagan Spark

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