Vanitine - 2

beat by @six-days-after-christmas
@menthol100s
marry me a rose
let my vessel decompose
need a fucking stop sign i cant ever tell her no
when she looked at me and cried didnt really give a fuck
put her tears in a mug man im so fucked up
how is she with me for life when i didnt want one
couldnt see the mirror cause i wasnt what i was
spilled my fucking ash tray need a new rug
when i was a kid all i needed was a hug

@keepsecrets
pullin back my hair while im pukin up my guts
im a pretty white bitch but my wrists pourin blood
lookin at my teeth all she see is gold slugs
ask me if im on a pill i looked at her and i shrugged
i was on my ass i was sleeping on the rug
all i ever really wanted was for you to be the one
i was so embarrassed when you saw me fucked up
i dont wanna think but my brain still does

why is she always fucking talking

@jayxxl

we stuck together like glue
you took my eyes away
and now you cant see me
what made you feel that way
i see my name up on that mirror and its fading away
the way you treat me too
show me everything i hate

the sirens are fading away
the evil when i look in your face
the sirens are fading away
the evil when i look in your face

glue 2

@blurxy onnat guitar

u dont have to tell me dat u want me i alr know
i been tryna find a way to hold u never let u go
u stay haunting my dreams i wont tell nobody
ur too much js say ur sorry
shut ur mouth find ur way back home to me
i wont tell nobody
ur too much js say ur sorry
shut ur mouth find ur way back home to me

you probably just cant say it yet

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WH11_lxkwh0

could u see me
if not maybe
i could leave u dead in a second
if you wanted to i could make a move
baby im a fucking coward u guessed it

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coward

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

felt ur love sorround me
thought i couldnt lose
put ur arms around me 
it left me confused
took too long for me to understand
i'll always fall for you until i cant
put ur arms around me
dancing in my room

i met you around this time of year
i dont want u in my head i want u with me here
we fell in love that summer
fell out at the same time
i dont wanna trust her
im way too dependent i'll leave it to you
the knife's in my chest but i'll leave it through
i spent all my sunny days believing u

arms around me

AND SHE KNOWS IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i hope that one day 
it'll come around for me again
bet she told u something
like how i never let anyone in 
or maybe i go unmentioned
like how i think  its been for the past 9 months
have we all forgotten
did i never really mean that much

this time its all about u
your tired eyes tell me something new

it's all about you

@requiem-for-you @bonfirehoes

im sorry i dont know what your name is
ive been thinking a lot my brain is full of rot
i just dont want you to think I forgot
but i kinda did
yeah i kinda did
im just a fucking kid
leave me alone
theres not a thought left in my dome

requiem for you - not a thought left in my empty head

blehh - save me (prod me)

i'll stay awake
can't stop the thoughts
that's in my head
i can't fall asleep

i can't sleep because of you
everything you said
is stuck to me like glue
my brain is rot
and everything's forgotten
but you're kept like clothes in a closet

you're in my head
too much, i said
one wish in debt
you owe me death
i can't get past those memories
had all these steps ahead of me

you owe me death
you're stuck in my head
leave a bloody mess
you're such a regret
and i'm sick of you
you run my life
you run my fucking life

i can't believe it's meant to be
for you to leave
for you to leave
now i
now i
now i
can't sleep
now i
now i
now i
can't sleep

my neighbor's a cannibal - can't sleep

please don't look away
i know that i look strange to you
hands across my face
i'll glide away with you
cross your heart, don't cross out words
i'll dilate my eyes to hers
in this life i don't deserve
with someone else who's just as hurt

i call for help
i hope the line reaches you
my pity life is such a cesspool
please don't walk away again
i know that you're hurt too
i'm all over the place again
i don't care 
i don't care

i'll kill myself and everything will be okay
i'll be gone then everything is great
please don't look away
i know that i look strange to you
hands across my face
i'll run away

my neighbor's a cannibal - don't look away

@interwebaddiction @yukisasayaki

prod @1zakuro

magician9000 + yuki - haunt u

@deadcouple

shes so fucking based
wanna text her everyday
hope she wont waste my time
cause shes always on my mind

im always stalking her ig
its in my tabs the entire week
i just wanna make her bleed
im throwing up this ecstacy (pwnd)

4chan girl 4chan girl
always rocking my whole world
4chan girl 4chan girl
im gonna rip open ur eyes
4chan girl 4chan girl
i just want you to be mine
4chan girl 4chan girl
ill keep your body next to mine

shes so pretty
i wanna see blood spilling down her throat
make her my kitty
put her on a collar and make her fucking choke

shes on 4chan everyday
post on ig always her face
shes getting seen by other guys
ill have to go rip out their eyes

deadcouple - 4chan girl

hating gays 
hitting vapes
pastor rape
desacrate
schools today
get shot hey!
thats the american way
shooting schools
football rules
"i hate you" 
"love you too"
scooby doo!
“trump is cool!”
thats what americans do

"lets send some money there"
"how about we bomb them"
i like seeing despair
amongst our americans!
lets make a car guy in charge
then argue then drop him
put innocent behind bars
with a felon president!!

fuck u and ur politics it doesnt really matter
we all suffer, depression, this world wont make it better
fuck u and ur politics

hating gays 
hitting vapes
pastor rape
desacrate
schools today
get shot hey!
thats the american way
shooting schools
football rules
"i hate you" 
"love you too"
scooby doo!
“trump is cool!”
thats what americans do

fuck you and your politics (american way)

Delusions

@bloodsekai

hi my name is riamu yumemi and i am 7 apples tall, apple emoji 🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎

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when i wake up
i get a call
oh who is it?
it's just my mom
i wanted it to just be you
i wanted it to just be you

to just be you
to just be you

tomorrow starts
i'm feeling blue
do i have plans?
well yeah, i do
you couldn't come
that afternoon
you should've come
that afternoon

can you reach out
and call me soon?
did you forget
or did you move?
i really wanna see u dude
cuz i'm so scared and so confused

can you reach out
and call me soon?
did you forget
or did you move?
i really wanna see u dude
i feel betrayed, so sad and blue

when i wake up
i get a call
oh who is it?
it's just my mom
i wanted it to just be you
i wanted it to just be you

to just be you
to just be you

bloodsekai - but you should be here too...

@yukisasayaki

08/04/24

my eyes turned square
at my screen i stare
at pictures of u
and ur ginger hair

i havent slept in 5 whole days
ive been up all night
playing videogames

(up all night
playing videogames)

my skins so white
i havent seen any daylight
im wasting away at night
im wasting my fucking life

im a loser
im a reject
and i cant accept the fact
that ill never feel ur touch
and im not okay with that
anorexic unathletic
and im allergic to cats
so i know that ill never
have a single fucking chance
with u
baby
i know
its true

my eyes turned square
at my screen i stare
at pictures of u
and ur ginger hair

requiem for you - not a thought left in my empty head

mari

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