EVIL Miku can fart on the mic and make it sound good mans brings tears to my eyes😪😪

been looking for this song for like a year

painful song about mother (bond. x dez x swazy*)

cover, prod and vocals by yonklolz.

lyrics:

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

You misuse your influence
Talk down on everything
Desire to not exist
One like and everything flips
And I can't tell you why
My existence is a lie
Bitch, I'm talking
Please don't try to speak
I've been on the low
For the past few weeks
I've been struggling
And I'm sick of it
Make me feel like shit
What's the point of it

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

And I can't seem to find what's real
My mind is a painting but every day it peels
And I wrote so many songs about you
The pictures on my wall all lost their value
And maybe one day, I'll get around you
But this time, I'll just fall

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

spotify

don't test me!

oh my god no i did it again
now u dont fuck wit me and i hate all ur friends 
guess i fell in the cycle again
i knew it was the end
but it felt so perfect in your bed
now ur just a past acquaintance in my head 
bitch dont talk to me im not ur friend 
but for u id do it all agaiiiinnnn

we’re just some fucked up kids fuckin up 
like what the fuck is love 
i wanna smoke till i cant feel my lungs
i roll another blunt 
i wanna drink till i cant fuckin talk 
i pour another cup
i wanna bleed till i cant fuckin walk
i add another cut x2

it was just a matter of time before u fell back into his arms

do u feel any sort of sorrow for the man u left with scars? 

but i dont care anymore 
atleast ur not in my hair anymore 
atleast ur not in my bed anymore 
cuz the thought of u makes me drop to the floor 
i feel it down to my core

no i dont care anymore 
atleast that dumb bitch not in my head
anymore 
at least ur not in my bed anymore 
with every thought of u i fall down to the floooor

and imma get the bag imma do what i do
imma do it on my own bitch i dont need u
fuck me over again and again till my thoughts are all blue
if i ignore ur dumbass bitch ill never lose

we’re just some fucked up kids fuckin up 
like what the fuck is love 
i wanna smoke till i cant feel my lungs
i roll another blunt 
i wanna drink till i cant fuckin talk 
i pour another cup
i wanna bleed till i cant fuckin walk
i add another cut x2

bleed

222

Lryics:
I aint been loved in a minute 
I miss your touch but I hate you now
Feel too fucked up but I love it
I dont wanna stay so now im runnin

But you wont bat an eye
I know I made you cry
Im in this pain tonight
And now im so fucking high

I been writing feelings down in a book
I burning pages that I ripped
Im takin pills off the hook
(yeah-ah-ah)

Stuck in this mindset
Digest everything my mind gets
I been watching how you move
You pick him know that im best

Tight chest disect
Everything you said back
Girl I know youre fucking lying 
I can hear it in your dialect

Girl whatchu said to me
Youre talking blasphemy
Im watching centipedes 
Crawl over everything
(yeah-yuh)

shh

Girl I can hear in how you talk
I wish that I was him 
(awww)

fuck

I still remember whatchu said

Cause you were everything I wanted without love
Im so sick and tired girl I know I was never enough
Im slowly drowning put a 40 in my cup
Mixin vodka with my sprite im still drunk when I wake up

But you wont bat an eye
I know I made you cry
Im in this pain tonight
And now im so fucking high

I been writing feelings down in a book
I burning pages that I ripped
Im takin pills off the hook
(yeah-ah-ah)
2x

s/o @indi_tky + @dethwshh

SPOTIFY

centipedes (slicky)

part 1
prod  (tonycomputerlove + elxnce + nomu + kuriosity)

but u cant see past it
empty carts empty bottles on the mattress 

its like my whole world blackened
i hit that shit and feel my fingers turn to static

cuz imma fuck up i get it
im constantly beggin 
for all ur attention 
its not my intention x2

yea all ur words cut 
deep and down to my soul
yea thats some shit that you wont ever know

you left a bullet
flyin right to my skull
when i saw you and him tho

cuz i been running it up and i do not care bout your opinion 
no i dont give a fuck cuz i did it
walk in the bank and im walking out counting up digits 
take a look at my stats girl im winnin
you are not me no you cannot be in my position 
bitch im reppin the M like a piston
if a bag on the mf table lil bitch imma get it
but, i know

you cant see past it
the empty carts and empty bottles on the mattress 
the empty BO- oh…

its like my whole world blackened
(i think i blacked out!)
i hit that shit and feel my fingers turn to static
(no…NO! LIKE OH MY GOOOOD)

cuz imma fuck up i get it
im constantly beggin 
for all ur attention 
its not my intention:( x3

cuz imma fuck up i get it
im constantly beggin 
but its not my intention 
no its not my intention 


and i try, to stay inside your mind 
and i tried, but i ran out of time 
and i know, i might’ve crossed the line 
but its not my intention 
no its not my intention x2

intention

@funeral

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produced by @/soontobegus on instagram
orchestral production by @iamkeeve
mixed & mastered by me

special thanks to @f0rdis

selfish (feat. funeral)

all instrumentation by me!
JUST STAY!!

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

so you think you'll waste your time?
well let me prove you right
i still need a reason why i think i should be alive
sent a message to myself, read it when im 35
the only question that i asked, if im gonna be alright
will this music shit survive, am i really living life?
i just turned 19 i just did my first show
im still debating on quittin this shits got me feeling low
but it still make me happy thats what im doin it for

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too quick someone should stop him

(awesome epic lead solo)

so how am i supposed to tell you you're wrong
how do you get so worked up over some little song?
and now that I am older, I'm still the same sloan
enjoy what you have right now, cuz you know it'll be gone

someone tell me where the time is at cuz im really tryna hit the sack
someone tell me where the moneys at, im tryna give it right back to mac
im really tryna this shit out of my system
you sayin that you love him you might as well kiss himmm
dont ask me for a reason why, i'm gon list em
don't ask me if i'm doin fine, there's no wisdom

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

what's the point if it all means nothing?

life is like an automation clip

@01kon @prod_pk

lyrics:

I saw your face come up in my mind
Ain't been at home it's been a long time
In San Francisco, all I'm seeing is Connecticut plates
I had to call you just to tell you I want you at my place
I saw your face come up in my mind
Ain't been at home it's been a long time
In San Francisco, all I'm seeing is Connecticut plates
I had to call you just to tell you I want you at my place, Yeah

I really want to punch my ticket
I've been low girl, I admit it
I don't think I'd pass emissions
Heart's been going a mile a minute
I saw your face come up in my mind
I hope we in it for the long ride
Said 'this is done' girl I won't let it
Not gonna live and I can't find a medic
And I know if you leave then you're gonna regret it
But if you're gone know I'll never forget it
Oh
Bet you never thought about it 'till this song
Think about you often girl don't get me wrong
Fucked up!
You need a clover girl, go get your luck up
Said put it on me girl, so why you acting stuck up
You need to quit that talking girl so shut the fuck up
Ain't seen a girl like you that's why I'm feeling lovestruck

I saw your face come up in my mind
Ain't been at home it's been a long time
In San Francisco, all I'm seeing is Connecticut plates
I had to call you just to tell you I want you at my place

I had to call you just to tell you I want you to pull up on me
I want you to tell me now, have you been faking or you want me?
Know I said it from the start, I know that I'm life of the party
I've been wasted every day replacing water with Bacardi
I know I said it from the start if I hurt you then girl I'm sorry
I'll give you anything you want, if it's just love or you want Marni
And you know I don't play these games, this ain't no PS4 Atari
I had to call you just to tell you I want you to pull up on me

(@1sloan)
Y'all still saying Connecticut you confusing me
This is @1sloan shoutout Connecticut
(Shoutout Connecticut!)
Shoutout Connecticut

I saw your face come up in my mind
Ain't been at home it's been a long time
In San Francisco, all I'm seeing is Connecticut plates
I had to call you just to tell you I want you at my place
(Call you just to tell you 'bout Connecticut plates)
(Yeah)
(Bout Connecticut plates)
(Call you just to tell you 'bout Connecticut plates)
(Yeah)
(Bout Connecticut plates)
(Yeah)

connecticut plates (01kon + pk)

theworst w/ evilmiku & swazy* (prod. swazy* x jxck0 x mistakeboi x fry)

uh oh (bipxlar)

turn your heart into stone.

Lyrics:
every time that I try too much it dont work
and how come im the only one getting hurt
i need someone that can help
i need someone to come save me
dont know how ive been feelin lately

everytime i try ask for change
shes always got a problem girl im tryna give u the same
oh im feelin lost in my mind 
lost in the games that you play
how come im the only one thats in pain? 

girl i know i shouldnt lose my temper trying real hard
girl i miss when you would sit and show your favorite scars
im tryna let you go i feel like ive been losin control
im tryna let you go intrusive thoughts are taking their toll

ahh i fuckin hate the fact im livin each day
i smoke my weed and never sleep i only wish you would stay
ahh im fuckin scared to close my eyes before bed
cause i dont wanna see you there youre stuck up inside my head

every time that I try too much it dont work
and how come im the only one getting hurt
i need someone that can help
i need someone to come save me
dont know how ive been feelin lately

everytime i try ask for change
shes always got a problem girl im tryna give u the same
oh im feelin lost in my mind 
lost in the games that you play
how come im the only one thats in pain? 

i need someone else that feels this way
i just know that you cannot relate 

every time that i try to hard it dont work
you know that im the only one getting hurt
she put a spell on my mind 
shes always stuck up inside
shes never gettin her sleep 
nor the day light

night time night life
drugs im takin feel right
wishin you were still mine 
were caught up under night lights

im hopin you wont forget me now
my love for you was more than you could ever give back

i turn my heart into stone
i watched that bitch move along
dont tend to pick up my phone

you know i dont 
unless its you thatll call
layin down on the floor 
im puttin pills on my tongue

were gettin dizzy feelin harder to run
conflicted feelins that im gettin 
i wish that we could restart
i'll over dose x5
for you girl

theworst w/ evilmiku & swazy* (prod. swazy* x jxck0 x mistakeboi x fry)

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