Would you pick me up
When it's all set and done?
Would you care for me when you're done, when you're done?
And I swear I try to make you feel better
And I'm still with you, no matter the weather
And if I try keepin' this up 
Without you life feels so rough
And I try
And I try
And I try
Tell me why
Tell me why
Tell me why
Why do I gotta live like this?
And I feel so dizzy don't know what it is
And you try to 
To make me feel strong
Yeah you try
You make me feel dumber
Doesn't it hurt to feel so much different?
Gon' be ok
It's gon' be ok from now on
It's gon be ok
It's gon be ok
It's gon be ok

wtvritsuitsUuu

The raindrops cover my face
I wish (I wish) I wish that I was in your place after all
The many things I wrote in my journal....
But I'm over it 
But I'm over it
Tell me the reason why you stay away hiding in the bush that makes u sway 
In the end, I'm just another you seen on tv
All of my crushed dreams get free in the wind
Why'd you cry Why'd you cry if everything is fine? 
Why'd you cry 
Why'd you cry
Why

Why do I always 
Can't control myself
Don't feel real anymore
Will just stay the same as before

(Break me) 1st of july
(What you livin for?) the sun hitting the grass 
and the sound of your mouth (You said I gotta go) coming from across the street
You're calling my name
(You said I gotta go) but my ears don't wanna work, my body doesn't wanna move
(Your arms are my cocoon) I don't wanna go 
I'm afraid
(I can never leave my room) I'm afraid that she's gonna hate me

thefleetingyouthisneverwastedonlyyouare

I'll get it if I have the time
I swear 
Tonight, I said
"and if I had a wish you'd be the only option"
And why do I sing so much more
Your broken words are squirming on the floor
Oh is that a feeling that I can't ignore? 
Oh is that a feeling that I can't ignore? 
That i can't ignore
ignore... 

Next time we go crazy in the backyard
Next time we go crazy in the backyard
Next time we go crazy, we go crazy uh
we go crazy, we go crazy in the backyard

Next time we go crazy in the backyard
(Tell me now, if you want me to -) 
Next time we go crazy in the backyard
(Figure out by myself) 
Next time we go crazy, we go crazy uh
we go crazy, we go crazy in the backyard
(How do you do it so well) 

I'll get it if I have the time
I swear 
Tonight, I said
"and if I had a wish you'd be the only option"
And why do I sing so much more
Your broken words are squirming on the floor
Oh is that a feeling that I can't ignore? 
Oh is that a feeling that I can't ignore? 
That I can't ignore
ignore...

jealouseyeskilldaisysouls

See, through your eyes... I can't fantasize
Touch me, Touch me softly
Tudo o que eu
Tudo o que eu fiz
Faz-me querer voltar 
Quando era feliz sem eu notar
Why don't you listen?
Sinto, my words... 
Yea you're a blessing to my world
Where is it right now?
I'm scared of my mind right now
Can't feel your arms around me 
Can't feel your breath beside me
My voice
Is something, something... 
Something that I wish to breathe
Something that I wish to speak

Listen
Feel it to die
How far can you get?
How far can you get? 

Listen

ojardimdasminhasmemórias

https://li.sten.to/mindsoldier

(u be stuck up in a drought, attention seeking for some clout …)
(dont know what that shits about cuz i done took a different route …)
(fly 2 the uk, turn pln into some pounds …)
(this blick like will.i.am cuz it making them scream n shout …)

4 walls, by myself, im a reject
outcast, i was born with a defect
too much pressure on my mind, i need a reset
they get mad at me but i aint even mean it
yeah they hate, but i couldnt care less
speeding in that subaru yeah im so careless
made a couple bands n spent it on a necklace
pull up to ur betty crib and leave her breathless
pull up to ur brodie function and air it out
best in the game, say that without any doubt
i was making bread even before i knew how to count
flex up on these hoes, n u be stuck up in a drought
u be stuck up in a drought, attention seeking for some clout
dont know what that shits about cuz i done took a different route
fly 2 the uk, turn pln into some pounds
this blick like will.i.am cuz it making them scream n shout

(4 walls, by myself, im a reject …)
(4 walls, by myself, im a reject …)
(4 walls, by myself, im a reject …)
(4 walls, by myself, im a reject …)
(yeah they hate, but i couldnt care less …)
(speeding in that subaru yeah im so careless …)
(made a couple bands n spent it on a necklace …)
(pull up to ur betty crib and leave her breathless …)

reject

https://li.sten.to/mindsoldier

inner voice of reason tells me stop doing this shit
but i cant let it go man i been sad as a bitch
in a loop, i been tryna scratch an unscratchable itch
thankfully i got my crew i know they got me if im in a pinch
do this shit because its fun they think i do it to get rich
im an addict to these feelings, ive been tryna get my fix 
forever me, regardless of the brand name on my kicks
forever me, dont matter if hoes in the mall ask me for pics

everyday like this, i stay inside bc i feel depressed
but weirdly i find solace in this yh im feeling blessed
lonely, cuz all my bros are in the west
im the one and only, u know i do it the best
like what else did you expect?
memories up in my head that ive been trying to forget
remedies for my pain, something i havent found yet
ima keep working thats until i find it

inner voice of reason tells me stop doing this shit
but i cant let it go man i been sad as a bitch
in a loop, i been tryna scratch an unscratchable itch
thankfully i got my crew i know they got me if im in a pinch
do this shit because its fun they think i do it to get rich
im an addict to these feelings, ive been tryna get my fix 
forever me, regardless of the brand name on my kicks
forever me, dont matter if hoes in the mall ask me for pics

voice of reason

https://li.sten.to/mindsoldier

wallet so full that i cant fold it
hold it, how can i stop feeling fucking worthless
purpose, i stay tryna find it but its far
watch me from afar, soon ill be a fucking star
do it for the art, really dont care bout the fame
want me there? man it’s a shame cuz i cant hang around no lames
try n correct mistakes, but its no use, cant turn back time
used to talk like all the time, but now ur gone, i dont feel fine

i was made to do this, it was really by design
they keep talking on my name but i dont pay no mind
by myself like everyday, im really left behind
war inside my brain, i know that we cant reconcile
get treated like shit, even though im really kind
get treated like shit, even though i fucking tried
fight myself, mind soldier, im with noone by my side
mind soldier, i keep my feelings inside

your function dead man its a corpse party
ima keep it going u cant ever fucking stop me
my bro posted up with blicks like he in the army
sick n tired of these bitches always tryna mock me
i do it my own way, then the others copy
i write full songs, i dont punch like rocky
stay hidden, i rock undercover, takahashi
and i be posted in the mall, yeah im fucking balling

i was made to do this, it was really by design
they keep talking on my name but i dont pay no mind
by myself like everyday, im really left behind
war inside my brain, i know that we cant reconcile
get treated like shit, even though im really kind
get treated like shit, even though i fucking tried
fight myself, mind soldier, im with noone by my side
mind soldier, i keep my feelings inside

mind soldier

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