prod. violet x taylor morgan x meta

this seems like the end but its just the start 
and i dont know whos trapped in my heart
i wanna be who i know i cant
fuck who owns this land
and i will never rationalize;
that life isnt what it is online
i say its fine and its a lie to myself
in perfect shape and compatible
but it wont happen in memory or sadness
but dont get too fed up, cause nothing fucking matters
everybody's always gonna be better
i hate everyone and the weather
im tired of pain and im sick of nothing
i dont think that ill end up someone
im climbing, and theres the summit
lifes care, thats all im wanting

sick of nothing

Absinthe & Benadryl (roxa x tgwog)

prod @bloodcryy x @radkoun

im w the gang im getting high right now
im in the, im in the sky right now
you make me feel something inside right now
but i cant tell you imma lie right now

all i do is lie to you
all i do is hide the truth
baby only if you knew

all i do is lie to you
all i do is hide the truth
baby only if you knew

all i do is lie to you
if you knew the way i felt you'd have all the power too
she's been running through my head buzzing like a power tool
i cant say nothing, i cant say nothing play it cool

picking flowers, do she love me, do she love me not
big body in the paint, baby im a juggernaut
in my, in my heart got the top spot
everybody trying to be you but they know they not

im w the gang im getting high right now
im in the, im in the sky right now
you make me feel something inside right now
but i cant tell you imma lie right now

all i do is lie to you
all i do is hide the truth
baby only if you knew

all i do is lie to you
all i do is hide the truth
baby only if you knew

all i do is lie to you
all i do is hide the truth
baby only if you knew

only if you knew

if you knew

lie2u (bloodcryy x radkoun)

a.w x nitro - ( go online )

Our Unwritten Lovestory w/ Blxde.

(prod. afterlife)

devin's hook:
call me up again
when you get home safe
never know whats going on
in my own brain
but youre the reason im alive today
yeah youre the reason i survive my days

sevenfeet:
Your head on my shoulder
keeps me warm even when I’m acting colder
and you’ve been patient when I’m struggling staying sober
I just hope you stay in to my arms as we get older

You’ve been chipping at the layers of my heart tryna
Make a difference to the way I hold my guard im
Kind of learning what I think it means to love again
I’m feeling things I’ve never felt do you understand?

That I’ll answer when you call, I mean it
You said you’ve been betrayed, my dear I know the feeling
Long black sleeves and I can tell you’re freezing
Let me make repairs cause I know we’re both healing

scorpio:
when i look into your eyes
i see a new life
shining in a dazling light
a future with you, so bright
i know
im dreaming of a place called home

majoraeclipse:
When I'm wasting away 
Alone in my bedroom and light up a strain 
I fight with the sentiment to be what you wanted 
I think I know that I can't be that, if I'm being honest 
I'm growing tired of you 
If things had been different, I might've been cool to have around
I guess I'm kind of a fool 
For thinking I could make it from the start 
Now the consequences tearing me apart

kiddamo:
dont tell me that you love me
i can see it in your eyes
if its till death do us part
then girl lets die tonight
i know it dont feel right sometimes
im walking on thin ice sometimes

theres more to your story beneath the cover
ill turn the pages until im your lover
ill put them in a bodybag if you find another one
up all night long so

heyzbee:
Hold me dear
I need you here
Surrounded by things 
That cause me tears 

While I’m falling apart you’re always there for me
Ive been failing back to back for centuries 
But when you’re with everything becomes a harmony 
All alone, you’re the only thing that I could see

augustin:
call me up im wide awake
it would be a dream to hear your voice again, im lonely
i wish i could run away
run into the past and live my life as the old me

and you know i still try baby 
i still try, still try baby
and you know i still try baby 
i still try, still try baby

home safe

Gone (ft. Leavevlxne)

instagram: @pixurthat :P

home away home
take it to go
it don't feel the same you know
like i'm still a step below
with nothing to show
they left me there ages ago
i hate that it happened to be
something that i couldn't foresee
i couldn't believe
like how does this foreign tragedy
feel like it's coming after me

might not be her father
but u still robbed her
and that shit bothers me
know the pain too well
god can't u tell
i beg for mercy please
victimized
sold the greed and breathed the lies
you make a hell grow hotter
what more you need imposter

home away home
take it to go
it don't feel the same you know
like i'm still a step below
with nothing to show
they left me there ages ago
i hate that it happened to be
something that i couldn't foresee
i couldn't believe
like how does this foreign tragedy
feel like it's coming after me

i got a message for you
whether it's false or it's true
why do you do what you do
i'm taking her over you
listen closely
got it together mostly
if u got something show me
after all this u owe me

FOREIGN TRAGEDY

neverforever
mix, master, lyrics by me
(lyrics)
i could lay on top ur chest
n i would be right here to rest
n u would leave a thought on top of my head
whats it take to rid of doubt
i been gone for long, it dont count
what you did for me, how i couldnt leave
n it just wont be forever
if you dont let me be there
i could give u all i had
if you didnt leave oh
i just wish you were the one for me
but as this time moves on its looking bleak
n i just didnt know how long i had in this life
oh

10/21/2024

A Future With You (neverforever)

nostalgic

Originally released as a bonus track off "The Ladies Only Playlist" back last year, here now on Soundcloud!

FOREIGN TRAGEDY

PIXURTHAT

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