ericdoa - mascot *unreleased*

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im stuck inside of it, wont get out
xanax fill a cup with it, im barred out
ur fake when u fuck with it, no trust now
tonight im done with it, im safe now

we sip blue not mud
everfresh in my cup
hella snakes in cut
off the k now im up

spend a check just for fun
oh my god
chems in my blood
make it stop
fall asleep on her keyboard
good enough
i got blood on my sneakers
still i walk

everfresh ft. raithes

@owtiss
prod @owtiss again lmao

dawg like idk what happened but shit man something happened
like i went nuts DO YOU HEAR THESE 808s?????

i dont wna wake up
idk why ;/
everything is hurting
why am i alive??
care ab my feelings
did i get that right?
i dont wna see u anymore
im fine

barely tell me anything ive had enough!
its just one thing, then the next..
think im done with love :)
dont have to remind me
im not enough
im just tired of fighting
im giving up!

an apology?
i dont rly want it
now i rly cant breathe
on the ground
think im dying ;-;
did u even rly love me at all?
when u said i love u did u rly mean it?

why am i alive?? (me)

lyrics:

goin thru the cycles
yeah my life is such a burnout
this bitch will say she love me
then she'll turn around and blur out
feel so unimportant
like im livin in a blur now
if it wasnt for my music
i dont think id ever turn out

living with anxiety
i think youve had enough of me
send shivers down my spine
please dont act like you relate to me
i dont know why im tweakin out
just get the fuck away from me
im runnin out of energy
i feel like i can barely breathe

anxiety

This Is Not A Song Its A Cry For Help

attachments (cover)

notes://
cover art is a painting i bought in Asheville
featuring @kurtains
he made the beat as well

lryics:
I feel like I been dumb so long
I feel like I been done so wrong
And I made my own mistakes so what
Cause even if I fall apart today
I know you’d be there all along the way
Yeah even if I lost it all today
I know you’d be the

Prettiest girl that I’ve ever seen
I find it quite unsettling
Really gotta get a grip
Uk bitches 
Ketamine
But I see you in everything
Pretty bitches let em in
Know that we with anything
SS03 veteran
Throwing up the set again
Im throwing up the
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left


I want to be honest
Because I know you’re on it
And I dont know how we got here
Dont know why you’re not here
Dont know why you’re not clear
I want to be honest
Uk bitches 
Ketamine
Na uk bitches let em in
Ah ah ah ah
I dont wanna feel this type of way
Ah ah ah ah
dont wanna feel this type of way
ah ah ah
I dont wanna feel this type of way
Ah ah ah ah

dont wanna feel this type of way
2 S 0 3 United way
2 S 0 3 the only way
It never happens if you wait
But if it happens then be safe
Ah ah ah ah
Try not to dwell on your mistakes
I want to tell you that you’re 

Prettiest girl that I’ve ever seen
I find it quite unsettling
Really gotta get a grip
Uk bitches 
Ketamine
But I see you in everything
Pretty bitches let em in
Know that we with anything
SS03 veteran
Throwing up the set again
Im throwing up the
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left


uk bitches w/ kurtains

hey, bytez!!! i'm doing an open verse contest for my song "thoughts" as it has received a lot of positive feedback!! all entries will get reposted by me and shown on my insta story!!
my favourite will get released officially on all platforms (if you want that at least!)
and i'll like all ur tracks! <3
track key and BPM: Bb Major
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how to enter: 
• finish your part
• upload your track publicly to soundcloud (no other plats unless u win and get permission to do so from me!!)
• tag me in it and send it to me (must include your lyrics as well as mine in the description)
• july 1st is the latest you can submit it on!
• i'll pick the winner on april 2nd <3 (you will get a DM from me on soundcloud if you win <3)
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tips:
• it's best to come in at around 2:15 as you'll have a good verse time, however it's fine to start earlier! ur verse ends at 2:42, however you can sing the chorus or over it if u want <3
• i'm focusing more on lyrics than performance so don't worry too much about how ur vocals sound!!
• put sn8kebytez as a hashtag on your song as the main tag! i'll see it easier
• title it something along the lines of "thoughts ^ _ ^ (open verse) as it'll be easier for me to find ur entry!
• you can share a verse or have backing vocals from others, but you have to credit them!! <3

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lyrics:
I said I love you
But I'm really not sure now
I said I want you but I don’t think I'm pure now
Could say I hate you but it really won't work out
So I’ll keep quiet, shout it out through this song now

Lyin' through my teeth
Been trippin' over my feet
Been so stressed that all I focus on’s weed
You say a lot of shit, and it’s never adding up
Tryna get shit through to you’s like taking adderall
I'm sorry, did I say something mean again?
Did I split my tongue and overthink my sentences?
Should I cut myself to apologize to them?
Should I keep my wrists covered up in bandages?

Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me

My phone never lights up, they never wan’ text
All the people around me say I'm a pain in the ass
I cover my face because they hate me in class
I don’t think I belong here, I'm a talentless mess
Tryna focus on my studies so I graduate
I don’t listen to the gossip cause it’s extra weight
I can’t let bullshit get in my way
I really hate my life but I'll push through it today

Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me
Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me

[interlude]
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh
Ahh-ahh

[your verse here!!]
(...)

Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me
Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me

Oh, right
Hmm?
Who was this someone you said I reminded you of?
Hmm, myself of course
Tell me, Dazai
Why is it you wish to die?
Let's turn that question around
Is there really any value to this thing we call living?

believe

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