this is me trying x look at me (jaël instrumental edit)

Tonight (prod. mayboybeats)

counting the hours
counting mistakes
while you devour everything in my way
oh no words can speak my pain
baby i'm gonna set you ablaze
we been running in place
nothing ‘bout us is normal in any fucking way
girl stay out of my brain and stay out my veins
think i'm fucking honor roll in staying in your cage
you're the one been holding my chain
looking round for protocols you made and then you change
remembering your late calls that never meant a thing
darling am i really wrong for wishing you would stay?
we knew we would face up
still reality's a taser
if my love to you's a razor
i hope you choose whichever's is safest
karma fallen over on my table
only way i know to erase you
we know now you can't fucking play dumb
cause this time i won’t be your savior
made this song when you were alive but girl now you’re gone
got me watching time go by
got you engraved in my skull
deep up in the smoke but you already know
pouring up just downed a cup
need more alcohol 
need my pay in rubber band lil bitch 
or else don’t call
i know what they on
yeah i know what they want
they want me living on some bullshit till a fucka living long
so fuck it till we goats bitch we running all the motion
smoking all the pain away till we meet in the coffin
girl you know me well yeah
i hope that you’re watching
can’t do this myself still you know i still see you often
baby if you’re there then why’d you leave me like this
counting the hours
counting mistakes
while you devour
everything in my way
oh no words can speak my pain
baby i'm gonna set you ablaze
we been running in place
nothing ‘bout us is normal in any fucking way
girl stay out of my brain and stay out my veins
think i'm fucking honor roll in staying in your cage
you're the one been holding my chain
looking round for protocols you made and then you change
remembering your late calls that never meant a thing
darling am i really wrong for wishing you would stay?

this is me trying x look at me (jaël instrumental edit)

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