The motherfucking car collided into traffic
Didn’t have my seatbelt on
I was thrown out of the backseat
On the street I’m bleeding
What the fuck is going on 
As I was reaching for my head
I was about to black out
Wasn’t supposed to be breathing
I was never the same, the fucking head trauma changed me
It’s not that I’m insane
But I’m close to be crazy
‘Cause I got alienated I’m faded everyday
See I was raised to be hated
I wasn’t meant to be great
Man I got family issues you fuckers can’t fathom
Seven conflicted individuals having
A rather vindictive mindstate
And I happen to be in the right place
See I’m the only one rapping

Everytime I fall down I get back up and go
I’ll never let my guard down
I won’t let my demons fuck it all up
I’m sorry
Everytime I fall down I get back up and go
I’ll never let my guard down
I won’t let my demons fuck it all up
I’m sorry

I’ve seen drunk parents fight eachother
Stoned family light up the weed 
And blow the smoke in the face of their seed
I’ve seen lines of coke disappear with vigorous speed
I figure it’s greed, the consequences never seem clear
I must’ve been ‘bout thirteen when I had my first beer
And since then I never been able to steer clear
My biggest fear is growing up down and depressed
I’ve seen my brothers on a lifeline crying all the time in the past
It’s never just us, it’s never one demon
We drag around trash from the past for some reason 
Grandson - you’ll never be free
Lamb to the slaughter
We should at least protect our sons and daughters

Everytime I fall down I get back up and go
I’ll never let my guard down
I won’t let my demons fuck it all up
I’m sorry
Everytime I fall down I get back up and go
I’ll never let my guard down
I won’t let my demons fuck it all up
I’m sorry

The first time I held a mic, I was blown, I felt like
Nothing else on this cursed land will have the might 
to move me spiritually, mental and physically
I felt like I was chosen by the gods to visit me
Been doing this shit all my life
The kind of fuckery that makes a fucking wrong turns right
These motherfuckers are mocking me
I kill ‘em at sight
That’s why when I’m passed the mic I be holding it tight
And never let go

Everytime I fall down I get back up and go
I’ll never let my guard down
I won’t let my demons fuck it all up
I’m sorry
Everytime I fall down I get back up and go
I’ll never let my guard down
I won’t let my demons fuck it all up
I’m sorry

And even if I fall
I won’t lose it all 
‘Cause even when I fall 
I know that I’ll come home to you.

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