I could see it in your eye , I knew you would leave me high and dry
to you it didn't matter If i was dead or alive
Think I'm about to wind down? 
Fuck around and  find out 
about to put it all on the line now

But I bet  you never learned, 
that that bitch will get you burned
Should have known all along that
you would do me wrong

Should have known full well 
you would drag me through hell
we didnt rise as fast as we fell
Nothing good ever ends well

I could hear it in your every word
Everything was so absurd
so we moved in silence too afraid to make  a sound
we still move in silence when no is left around

Feeling like I'm Blind, Couldnt see the signs
lost track of the time, maybe its all by design

Should have seen it in your eye, 
should have known you'd leave me high and dry
should have known it from the start
You would only break my heart

Said you would  be there for me
but it was only temporary 
and as time rolled on it was too hard to hold on
nights full of fire gave way to a cold dawn

When It All Fails

I hope maybe someday you could drop back by
   You said you would if you could
There was something in the way that you said goodbye
    I knew that it was for good

The door closed and struck like thunder 
    Rattling me to the bone 
The tide rose and sucked me under
    Left me battling alone

I try to see the sun shine but yesterday echoes in my mind  
like a storm that wont relent
I Guess then I'd be a rich man and doing fine
If memories could be spent.

I hope maybe someday you could drop back by
   You said you would if you could
There was something in the way that you said goodbye
    I knew that it was for good

Just another day where darkness fell
Just another shadow in this heartless shell
Tomorrow seem so blatantly ominous and cold
Today is what I will miss I'm told

Just another lie to be told
Just another heart to grow cold
Just another soul left forgotten
Amidst all this chaos I am lost in

I hope maybe someday you could drop back by
   You said you would if you could
There was something in the way that you said goodbye
    I knew that it was for good

For Good

sometimes I  dream 
of a place where we say what we mean
sublteties that are seldom seen
and all the confusion that comes between

everything that we ever said
misunderstood misheard or misread
ever time i start to have a heart
thats when is seem to fall apart

all the worries and all the woes
visions blurry and then it goes
always flurries before it snows
world on fire as my heart froze

for every rain drop i see fall
never enough to wash away it all
as the days bleed into dusk
their wicked ways feed my distrust

remembering what i had forgot
trying to mend these broken thoughts
my shadows like to whisper my name 
in the end its all the same

all the worries and all the woes
visions blurry and then it goes
always flurries before it snows
world on fire as my heart froze

Froze

and with a heart grown cold im shattering the molds
Watch it all unfold with every lie they told

watch them slowly rise then watch them plummet
Hypocritical lies make me sick to my stomach
Things they once despise then they slowly become it
climb the mountain  only to quit at the summit

and with a heart grown cold im shattering the molds
Watch it all unfold with every lie they sold

But first lets discuss the disgust and distrust 
when everything starts to seem like it must be sus
and I aspire to set fire to the empires and the spires 
built up even higher  because of desires of the liars and- frauds

and with a heart grown cold im shattering the molds
Watch it all unfold with every lie they told

and they always seem like they took it too far
yet theyre the first to point fingers you know who you are
standing perpindicular instead of raising the bar 
should take a closer look like who th'fuck you think you are

You must be out your mind, lost touch with reality
thinking you can keep up with my mentality 
if you dont want the truth then dont ask it, if you cant get past it
latent animosity they mask it, they try to make me back step,  but I lasted

and with a heart grown cold im shattering the molds
Watch it all unfold with every lie they told

and they always seem like they took it too far
and yet theyre the first to point fingers you know who you are
standing perpindicular instead of raising the bar 
should take a closer look like who th'fuck you think you are

Too Far

You're losing your hold, your life is growing cold, its' heard in every word you say.
And when the chips are down, and you're no where to be found. Your always running away.
Well I can't be the answer to, everything that's wrong with you, I would not survive.
And I can't do the math to see, past your malignant apathy. This is killing me.

So consumed by shit so petty and it always brings me down
When life starts to get heavy, you are nowhere to be found.
And the only thing that I can think or dream of , would seem to bring me to the brink
of............Breaking down

I'm looking for a Rhyme or Reason, Cohesion that will not find me.
Everyday I try to see, the beauty in my Entropy.
Nothing ever really makes sense to me, nothing ever becomes clear
What the hell is going on, what the fuck am I doing here.
In this disaster that is me, my life, my catastrophe.
Where the hell did I go wrong, what the fuck is wrong with me.?
Will Entropy be the end of me, will it only bring harm on me?
Or will it bring some Rhyme to Reason, And become my harmony

You're losing your grip. Your world begins to slip. It falls right through your grasp.
And when shit hits the fan, and you lack a helping hand. I won't bother to ask.
Because I don't have the time to be the answer to, every little thing that goes wrong with you, 
I would not Survive
All your malignant apathy, I swear to god it'll be the death of me. If I don't get away.

So consumed by shit so petty and it always brings me down
When life starts to get heavy, you are nowhere to be found.
And the only thing that I can think or dream of , would seem to bring me to the brink
of....................Breaking down

I'm looking for a Rhyme or Reason, Cohesion that will not find me.
Everyday I try to see, the beauty in my Entropy.
Nothing ever really makes sense to me, nothing ever becomes clear
What the hell is going on, what the fuck am I doing here.
In this disaster that is me, my life, my catastrophe.
Where the hell did I go wrong, what the fuck is wrong with me.?
Will Entropy be the end of me, will it only bring harm on me?
Or will it bring some Rhyme to Reason, And become my harmony




Rhyme or Reason

Some times it seems everything is goin wrong in your life
And nothin you try seems to work out right
Self fulfilling prophecies of Doom and dark days ahead
All the while last night is still swimming through  your head
A needle in a haystack and you're hangin on by a thread
And it’s a goddamnd miracle you aint been found dead
With a gun in you hand and a bullet in your head   

Just passing through and high as a kite
but I'm full of regrets because I'm scared of heights
Everything I say is taken as a slight
maybe its because they just want to pick a fight

It was too much to read and too much to type
recollection of another life,
brush it off time for a clean wipe
chalk it up as another blight

A reflection from some other light
A refraction made outa spite
another subtraction out of sight
Yet another interaction that became another plight

just a fraction of what I might
take as an action to make it all right
another distraction from another Night
allergic reaction to a sun too bright

no I aint acting this just my life
so who you askin about the hype
Time is passing its getting tight
I hear em laughin but its outa fright

Sippin on acid we be aight 
White knuckles graspin while in flight
tongue got tied from an overbite
things fell by the way due to oversight

Just passing through and high as a kite
but I'm full of regrets because I'm scared of heights
Everything I say is taken as a slight
maybe its because they just want to pick a fight


Self Fulfilling Prophecy

Cause I'm off the chart, I'm lost again,
          Breaking apart from the outside in
Nothin left but this shell you see
          A shadow of the man that i used to be

The world is what we make it,
         Secretly Hated.
So who's to blame when we break it
         completely jaded 
       
Taking time away from me, 
close your eyes so you dont see
Ripping me apart, Starting at the seams
Sipping Mercury;...........Again. 

Cause I'm off the chart, I'm lost again,
          Breaking apart from the outside in
Nothin left but this shell you see
          A shadow of the man that i used to be

Watched as it all faded
       offhandedly set aside
Our demise orchestrated
        there is no winning side        

Taking time away from me, 
close your eyes so you dont see
Ripping me apart, Starting at the seams
Sipping Mercury;...........Again. 

Cause I'm off the chart, I'm lost again,
          Breaking apart from the outside in
Nothin left but this shell you see
          A shadow of the man that i used to be

It couldn't be any clearer
         Difference is like day and night
Lookin back through this mirror 
          And nothing is looking right

Your not Taking any more time away from me, 
Opened my  eyes and now I can see
Gripping at my heart, like parting of the seas
Slipping further from me

Until I am lost.Again. 

Cause I'm off the chart, I'm lost again,
          Breaking apart from the outside in
Nothin left but this shell you see
          A shadow of the man that i used to be

Shadows

 Fuck the liars fuck the fake all they wanna do is take 
Fuck the phonies and the frauds I put that shit on God
Fuck all the ones that tried to come between me and my dreams

Through these eyes no compromise I can see through your disguise
Runnin blind cant seem to find anything but chains that bind
and with your heart made of stone you will be all alone 

I dont despair cuz I dont care in love and war no one is spared
the ground will shake the walls will break reality we annihalate
from the ashes we will rise again again and again

From the darkest black hole,to the void thats in my soul
Grabbin me like gravity holdin on it had to be
until it takes control and wont let go

So while we search for shade from the sun, the shadows have us on the run.
the darkness from which we begun, is what we will become

I close my eyes and hold my breath and brace myself for what might come next 
fuck anything that tries to come between me and my dreams


Limbo

Here I am without a fear at all
what goes around comes around
world is spherical
as the danger becomes critical
while you sit and wait for a fuckin miracle

And everything around me seems to all fall apart
Looking back I guess it was all doomed from the start
from the moment we begin right down to the bitter end

pickin up the pieces of a shattered soul
what goes around comes around 
this world will take its toll
and as the danger becomes critical
your still waiting for a fuckin miracle

And everything around me seems to all fall apart
Looking back I guess it was all doomed from the start
from the moment we begin right down to the bitter end

The bitter end, 
The bitter end
The bitter end 
Its the bitter end

And everything around me seems to all fall apart
Looking back I guess it was all doomed from the start
from the moment we begin right down to the bitter end


Miracle


Lookin for somewhere in the middle
Something I cant find
maybe its to far away 
or maybe im just blind

lookin for somewhere in the middle
left and rights too far
up and down gets me nowhere except
right back here at the start

lookin for somewhere in the middle
somewhere in between
somewhere far away from here
where things really are as they seem

Lookin for somewhere in the middle
Something I cant find
maybe its to far away 
or maybe im just blind

lookin for somewhere in the middle
but nothin ever seems to show
overkilled and overdealed 
and overfilled in my soul

Lookin for somewhere in the middle
but nothing ever comes my way
nothin left to do nothin left to say
no games left to play 


Looking for somewhere in the middle
An answer to this riddle weighing on my mind
someway to take these scars away
like the past I want to leave behind

Troubles come and go as we wander life's path
and I can feel the years on my heels
Undeniable Ive come to know as I ponder the math
and conceal the fears that I Feel

Because every step forward is two steps back
and I know they would love to see me fall
But before long I'll be back on track
Back in the middle of it all

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