EIGHTY! Beat #4

__schizo[monez] (feat. vaste)

music video: https://youtu.be/T60fvfrXa3g
OLD song from october 29, 2022.
lyrics:
you're a mystery to me, to me
the way you see right thru me
two of you, and one of me..
my head is so so so empty
two of you, and one of me..
who am i suppose to be?

i couldn't not kiss you if tried,
im your "one and only"
acknowledge me please, im RIGHT here..
its just.. me...

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mystery

Never been the type to rush in, dive in
Will I float or cascade down?
Only the future tense can figure it out

Sink or swim
Sink or swim
I’m so tired of waiting

Sink or swim
Sink or swim
I’m so tired of wading

There’s nothing I can do, nothing I can say
I’m gonna love you

Sink or swim
Sink or swim
I’m so tired of waiting

Sink or swim
Sink or swim
I’m so tired of wading

I’m so tired of waiting

sink or swim

easier, is not always better.

thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my playlist here
soundcloud: soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
spotify version: open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy

its just easier to be alone

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I knew you then
Running streets
Trained accident
That we would meet
& roll the stone together

For a moment softness plodded
And milled about the yard
We watched her through that gray October
Til she sighed, “I must depart”
Well, losing faith’s an art

Looking back who can be sure —
What was it for?
When the feeling’s oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-over

Looking back who can be sure —
What was it for?
When the feeling’s oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-over

Looking, looking back
Looking, looking back
Looking

feeling's over

with minimal avant-pop production, "not so bad" layers melodic intimate vocals with industrial textures & distorted samples, blending introspection with  experimental sound design fit for the contemplative warehouse.

Sounds like: smerz, sevdaliza, SOPHIE, björk, fka twigs.

Lyrics:

Swear I lose my head too easily
Can you put it back?
Track it foot by foot
This reddened path
I find the wrath

At the bottom of every bottle’s a spiral
And I wake up
Draped in my worst thoughts

And you love me
It’s not so bad
I should be glad
And you love me
It’s not so bad
I should be glad

Swear I bear my pride too easily
Can’t you find me out?
Drag it foot by foot
This leadened weight
I stay awake

At the bottom of every bottle’s a spiral
And I wake up
Draped in my worst thoughts

And you love me
It’s not so bad
I should be glad
And you love me
It’s not so bad
I should be glad

not so bad

"AUDREY" is an electronic avant-pop half-ballad featuring gritty distorted textures & a melodic topline.

Lyrics:
Give me grace
Give me patience
Give me everything I’m not

If I go, then I want you
And I want you — close

[Audrey]

I want your love
I hate your love, love

[Audrey]

Nine times a criminal in my arms
Don’t you make me wonder who I really harm 
I really harm, I really harm
[Audrey, Audrey]

(Wonder who I really harm)
(Really harm)
(Harm)

Nine times a criminal in my arms
Don’t you make me wonder who I really harm 
I really harm, I really harm
[Audrey, Audrey]

(Wonder who I really harm)
(Really harm)

[Whoa, Audrey, whoa, Audrey, yeah
Whoa whoa, Audrey, whoa, Audrey, yeah
Whoa whoa, Audrey, whoa, Audrey, yeah
Whoa whoa, Audrey, whoa, Audrey, yeah
Whoa, whoa, whoa, Audrey, yeah
Whoa, whoa, whoa, Audrey, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah]

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