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Should Have Known Better

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"Reoccurring Dream" by Ethan Gruska. 
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Reoccurring Dream Lyrics : 
Heaven help me, I don’t understand
Heaven help, I’m having trouble reading you
You keep on showing up in my dream
A reoccurring one where you don’t want me

And it’s no surprise if you don’t understand
If you’re blindsided I’d have trouble blaming you
I’m good at hiding how I feel
Always worried what you’re thinking of me

Reading your mind is never going to yield an answer
Why don’t I learn my lesson
Most of the time it’s just uneducated guessing
That just leads to depression

Heaven help, I want to understand
I don’t know where to start getting close to you
But maybe you’re not running from me
I’m always pushing people away unknowingly

Reading your mind is never going to yield an answer
Why don’t I learn my lesson
Most of the time it’s just uneducated guessing
That just leads to depression

Heaven help me, I don’t understand
Heaven help, I’m having trouble reading you
You keep on showing up in my dream
A reoccurring one where you don’t want me

Reoccurring Dream

written/prod. by gabriel black
additional prod. by @imadroyal

listen on spotify: http://spoti.fi/2vxnqnH

lyrics:

See I'm locked
In a box
In my head
And the pine trees
Are taller than they ever been
See I'm locked
In a box
In my head
And the pine trees
Are taller than they ever been

been a year I since fucked
Hour since I came
Only fuck wit myself 
Idc I'm fuckin lame
Maybe that's why I been down
Always feelin so depressed
Ion feel sad no more
The emotion left my chest
Burning like the cigs
I put out on my skin
Throats closing up
I think I might just vomit again
Dry heave (uhhh)
I ain't ate all day
But I killed another pack
My lungs black like a cave

I hit you always on that late night
Swerving thru the hills on a dirt bike
Mask on baby Ima dark knight
Never needed no one keep my circle on that skin tight
Smoking hella boags I make rivers with the spit
Never needed hoes I got you 
And all your shit
Always down to go 
I keep the dagger on my hip
if we never make it out
They'll write about us when we're dead

(Bridge)

See I'm locked
In a box
In my head
And the pine trees
Are taller than they ever been
See I'm locked
In a box
In my head
And the pine trees
Are taller than they ever been

lyric video

pine trees

i’d fuck up my life if you told me to
but i don’t need your help
i do it by myself

maybe a lie is a second truth
but i can never tell
so we can’t do this my way

suck up all my time for the moment
drowning in my fault and I know it isn’t healthy
but can anybody sell me for this art

i don’t wanna spend time with you
naw you don’t fucking know me bro just tell me what you got
before i claim your spot
still you’re stuck in my favor
it’s all the same
you got my attention but I won’t listen
can’t walk with conviction
been out of state
so how come i’m burning out
tryna make it out of here alive
 
i want more from men and women
if we take it slow then i won’t hesitate
we could do it thirty minutes
and you can ask me any second of the day
i’m gonna miss you but I’ll never hit the brakes
cos i’m fucking or i’m fucked up
and if I ain’t gonna sing that shit you better see me
work a nine to five to fill my plate

so you best watch me pop
when people get the jist they be like oh my god
i got more time off
still tryna figure out who you are
can’t put my thoughts to speech unless i steal your magic and i put you on my sleeve
all i really know is i should punch the snare in when i’m feeling beat

and i’d fuck up my life if you told me to
but i don’t need your help
i do it by myself

maybe a lie is a second truth
but that shit don’t go well
that shit don’t go well

i suck up all my time for the moment
drowning in my fault and I know it isn’t healthy
but can anybody sell me for this art
nah i don’t wanna leave home
i can’t free smoke and it’s all my fault baby
but it’s alright just know i feel you
i feel you

this ain’t all my love
i got way more love

sunder

Shygirl - BB

punisher (with phem)

how will i rest in peace if i'm buried by a highway?//

[VERSE I: Romeo da Black Rose]

Take me home
take me home
it's the one place I can rest in peace
turn off my phone
so many messages I wish I could just delete
questioning my existence
questioning my decisions
burning down all the bridges
dig a moat
now I'm finished
sorry don't want you to visit, no
one last pic and I'll be gone
make it count
put the flash on
never really felt like I belonged
so I'll be on my way
and I won't be long
I'll be dead by dawn
I'll be dead by dawn
I'll be dead by dawn

[VERSE II: Lil' Dark]

Scrolling through my texts
shit I left unread
never trying to deal with it
there's bliss up in my ignorance
10 dope dealers
ex want me to see her
can't trust her
don't believe her
reply turn into a needle
don't wanna do it again
got shit I'm not trying to relive
head fucked up and I'm sick
these old habits will kill me quick
quicker than I can blink
quicker than I can think
lift me up
don't want to sink
pour me up
I need a drink
what the fuck do I do when sabotage is all I know?
I done dug myself my own grave in this hole
Kill me slow, slow
curtains close low
fuck
I don't see what's the point of going on
no

...And to Those I Love, Thanks for Sticking Around

...AND TO THOSE I LOVE, THANKS FOR STICKING AROUND

Stranger in the Alps

Scott Street

plastic door//

Starz

Outta My Head

Little Did I Know

Pretty Boy

Starface*

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Dive (feat. Akacia)

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I Got You (Ft. Busta Rhymes)

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title track

stfu

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