everything is different
produced irby
love u all, thanks for everything

lyrics:
its been a long time

i dont know how i can get better
i hate when the times just change the weather
i lied, liked it better in december
i wish, that i could just forget her :(

but it never happens, never, no
and things start to change and i lose hope :/
and people refrain from helping me cope
from all the mental abuse from all the people i kno

i ask myself, when will things start changing?
you say that, you liked it but, you hate it
amazing, complicated, never basic
life will never b good unless you make it (true)

i wanna make it right
but you dont really want me to win
i hate it when we fight
i have to go repent for that sin
my future is not bright
all the blame just seems to be pinned
on myself, me and I
and that is why i cant win

wanna impress my idols but no one pays attention
i try my hardest but i dont even get follows or mentions
they like my song, say im good, but they dont even listen
im an outlier, on my own, never seem to fit in

maybe one day ill be good enough
think that someday things will not be rough
maybe i wont get excluded by everyone
i wanna call it quits, i really wanna be done

but it never happens, never, no
and things start to change and i lose hope :/
and people refrain from helping me cope
from all the mental abuse from all the people i kno

i ask myself, when will things start changing?
you say that, you liked it but, you hate it
amazing, complicated, never basic
life will never b good unless you make it (true)

but will it ever be good?
yeah idk
inches away from the top
yeah im so close...
ever since this yr its been so damn different
everybody shuts me out and disregards my feelings

but i shouldnt care about that oh no
i got many friends, dont have many foes
and all of the people that doubted are low
this is where i belong, this is truly my home!

but it never happens, never, no
and things start to change and i lose hope :/
and people refrain from helping me cope
from all the mental abuse from all the people i kno

i ask myself, when will things start changing?
you say that, you liked it but, you hate it
amazing, complicated, never basic
life will never b good unless you make it (true)

grateful for everything
thank u all
project soon

different prod irby

stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/politely

everything by me

words

1, 2- uh,
i'm gonna interrupt
let u know i have all this medicine
n i'm not afraid to use it (woah)
yeah, doing all of this for fun
my patience is wearing thin
oh how was i so foolish

i see it now
i see it so clearly
sticky to the touch, ur hatred is deadly
battle w my mind 
we fight sincerely
polite but i win, what's next for me?

take a gander
see me for what i truly am
kiss me harder
it's the worst week i've ever had
running out from the hotel lobby
at my wit's end don't know what went thru me
repeat!

gotta realise
the extent that we’ve reached 
the windows were shattered but the door was unlocked
it’s not overnight
just don't say a word please
left it this long, now i'm singing this song

i see it now
i see it so clearly
sticky to the touch, ur hatred is deadly
battle w my mind 
we fight sincerely
polite but i win, what's next for me?

take a gander
see me for what i truly am
kiss me harder
it's the worst week i've ever had
running out from the hotel lobby
at my wit's end don't know what went thru me
repeat as usual

outro (fav part tbh)
stop calling my name
you feel so strange now
i'm going insane
you look so fake
how will i be okay
when all else fails
polite prevails
and i'll see myself out

politely

https://share.amuse.io/track/vil-synth-machina
Featuring @seenyona
Produced by @prod-oc
Mixed by @vilsynth @prod-oc , Mastered by @prod-oc

My baby asked if I was scared, just a little bit
It’s hard to tell that I could care, well I submit to it
I think the bars too high
I need affection, yeah, something to shape the scars of mine
You beat the bones out my body, baby I couldn’t say
I lose control in the party, maybe I should’ve waited
A single cell trapped in the basement
Just waiting for the roof to cave in

I say I’ve changed, I played the game, I’m hated
You say I’m fake, I say I’m not, I’m jaded
You paid to play, I paid to stay out of your head
Stay out of your bed, out of your head, yeah, yeah

I’m pulling strings, I’m not being blunt
That pussy talking, turn him to the blunt
No face, no case, uh
I pray my days’ up

Babe I can feel the void
Theres a light shinning through the cracks of my door
Babe I can feel the void
Theres a light shinning through the cracks of my door

Suns beating down and I'm feeling it love
Wiping off the sweat and I'll drink some more
Blistering my skin, I'll sow it all up
I don't really think we'll keep in touch

Cause' all that talk is sounding too cheap
I'll get schorhed by the sun, chuck a blanket, and shelter me
And the source of the sun are coming in high seas
With a sandstorm coming, locking me knee deep

I say I’ve changed, I played the game, I’m hated
You say I’m fake, I say I’m not, I’m jaded
You paid to play, I paid to stay out of your head
Stay out of your bed, out of your head, yeah, yeah

Because, when I'm walking that valley below
The caverns echo, drawing me close
With the canyon collapsing around me, no
I'll fight the Machina and bring this to a close

Oh, what I could’ve said
The blood I would’ve shed
Oh, what I’d do to be healthy, cause maybe I would’ve cared
Oh, maybe I would’ve cared, to cut you out my hair

I say I’ve changed, I played the game, I’m hated

Wrap up my arms, I'll take the stage and face it
Roam around the cage heated, I'm blistering
With all you know, I could have came and killed me
Play with the strings of fate, with the guided light and change them

You say I’m fake, I say I’m not, I’m jaded
Oh, maybe I should’ve said
Maybe I should’ve cared
Maybe I should’ve said

Stream

Machina (ft. alyona, oc)

roadkill (demo)

Text

prod. drmabeats

through the well
i fell into a portal
hard to cry
when you’re so unremorseful  
etch it in my skin 
i love the torture 
leave me thin
ready for the vultures 

what does it take just to do this?
i couldn’t imagine a human
so devoid of emotions you’re clueless
making this shit therapeutic 
you’re stupid thinking i won’t milk this shit 
so i can write these songs 
hoping that the way i talk about you
makes you cry along

the fire has burned your tongue 
spreading all the way down your lungs 
don’t look 
don’t scream
don’t run 
you won’t get past the sun

how does it feel to be self aware 
the pain that you caused
yeah it’s going no where
i don’t like the way you talk to me
i think you should get some therapy

and i’m setting the scene for fucking failure
always go for the girls that love to tear you
in a second your wrecking your every day ooh
never get too close 
when they love you

through the well
i fell into a portal
hard to cry
when you’re so unremorseful  
etch it in my skin 
i love the torture 
leave me thin
ready for the vultures 

the fire has burned your tongue 
spreading all the way down your lungs 
don’t look 
don’t scream
don’t run 
you won’t get past the sun
(x2)

spotify

portal

At least check up on me once a while, will you?

lyrics:
I don't want to live like this anymore
I'll put myself on red
Thinking you'll come back running to my door
But you left me on read

Feeling all nauseous on the floor
she put me in the shed

Didn't you say "I love you too" so
I couldn't bend

lost in all of the words you say
cause I know you don't care in the slightest of ways
So I wipe off the tears
when I'm running from home
Wishing you all the best
But I can't seem to let go

I don't want to live like this anymore
I'll put myself on red
Thinking you'll come back running to my door
But you left me on read

Feeling all nauseous on the floor
she put me in the shed

Didn't you say "I love you too" so
Why did it end?


shed

Why/Alone (Bonus)

leave it behind

standing in your overcoat and lying on your bed

Redone.
(Prod. erra)
Do you remember, anything? anything that we did.

My words are falling in spite of
us laughing through the night
Didn't we have a good time?
Will I see you when I cry?

And I hope you are all right
Pretend there's nothing to fight
maybe you'll call me tonight?
Before I try to fly away

So many times
I cried, felt dying in spite of
how you told me you like
the way I talk and I fight

Maybe you'll come here one day
say sorry, start our next page
lay on the grass and decay
Before I try to fly away

Maybe you don't seem to understand
How much love I felt so so fast

Maybe you'll come home one day
leave me here to decay

in spite of (prod. erra)

Violet Projekt

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