if this is heaven [irby x recyclebin]

death wish (feat. kenny orlando)

youve commited yourself a bit of violence 
i can see that youre angry from your iris
dont hold back, i kinda like it
ive got a reason, to come out of hiding
youve commited yourself alot of violence
dont hold back, i kinda like it

all i see is red lights
running down to my eyes
put yourself in my position, no one wants me alive
if you need a hand to hold, oh i would offer you mine
i put myself in isolation, now im crucifed

ive been waiting a good part of my life
you dont get it, its not something i could describe
tryna run from a decline

im so spiteful and wonder why im hated
you wont like this, youll probably still play it
in your playlist, and wonder why you even care
i know you hate it
i know you hate it
youre getting mad over words on a screen
ill call you really bad words, just to see what you think
cause youre a ***** and a **** and you mean nothing to me
id rather eat my own SHIT than write an apology

black tar round my body weight, its awful
losing track of my time and its horrible
i thought we where friends
i thought we where friends
now im exactly what you hate
do not talk to me again
its adding up
i found a group of people that i love and it combust
it feels like im made to be left by myself
i just do not fit in with anyone else

black tar

Are we okay
It always feels like the last day
Ill see your face
Tonight im plastered 
Walking home 
hope it dont rain
even on a good day 
It feels the same
Itll never change
Are we okay?
Are we okay? 


Uggghhh i was pissed you needed space again
I twist your words you twist mine and then we play pretend
I break down you bend and say it’s all okay
But deep down I know you start to rlly hate my face 
boohoo 
sad story 
We both got blood on our hands
A little gorey 
But I think that’s jus apart of the plan
And I get high with you I don’t ever wanna land
Watchu mean it’s not true im doing all that I can


ARE WE OKAY?
ARE ARE ARE ARE 
ARE ARE ARE WE OKAY?
ARE ARE ARE ARE 
ARE ARE ARE WE OKAY?

ARE WE OKAYYYYYYYYY?

are we okay [p. cian]

at least he wanted something 

prod: @vito2300
 
you know i like it when you speak to me soft 
most nights i spend with you alone
feels like we don’t even talk 
know you don’t need me at all 
i’m just taking up this space 
know i’m just here by default

don’t want another 
staying here is gon make me suffer 
n my body shudder 
another night i spent playing lover 
so over summer 
sunlight poking right thru the shutter 
laid under covers
every time i just let him under 

n it’s not hard to see 
but i still don’t get it 
and i bet crying here 
would make me pathetic 
i just type it up 
but don’t send the message 
and god it’s killing me 
but i think i’ll let it 

facing the repercussions 
it’s just what happens 
i can’t help that i'm no good at loving 
i’m just so unbecoming 
he only want me in passing 
at least he wanted something 

yeah is it too much 
promise i’ll be good enough 
be what you want 
even if i can’t feel your touch 
i'm leaking blood 
just waiting till i'm getting crushed 
and when we’re tongue to tongue 
i almost feel like there’s an us 

i’m just a body 
take it off 
and come put it on me 
no need for talking 
when it’s done 
you don’t need to call me 
this shit gon haunt me 
coming round it gets so disheartening 
i guess he caught me
every touch it just leave me starving 

but i’m still there 
right under you
every time 
you call my name 
in the way that i like 
don’t make me feel like 
i am more than a night 
god i tried 
god i tried 

n it’s not hard to see 
but i still don’t get it 
and i bet crying here 
would make me pathetic 
i just type it up 
but don’t send the message 
and god it’s killing me 
but i think i’ll let it 

i know i do this to myself 
i know what’s going on here 
i know i could avoid it, well
i know you’ve put it so clear
and it’s so stupid that i’m wiping my tears 
yeah it’s so stupid that i hold you this dear

unbecoming

i did it all for nothing i guess

lyrics


when i woke up 
i saw ur body in that box
uve made ur decision 
while i sit here and rot
i keep tryna push off these blessings that i got
tell me would you still be there when the frost forms
im so damn greedy oh we couldve got more
i reject the meaning should i sit and watch more
i was never real so i bought more 
oh i bleed in bad forms

not what i want
disbelief in what i saw
is it all good now
as it all burns down

bullshit on my phone
i had to cut it off
tell me am i prone
to losing what i got
sometimes u jus have
to let it run its course
i pour up this liquor 
and my fate restored

when i woke up 
i saw ur body in that box
uve made ur decision 
while i sit here and rot
i keep tryna push off these blessings that i got
tell me wuld you still be there when the frost forms
im so damn greedy oh we couldve got more
i reject the meaning should i sit and watch more
i was never real so i bought more 
oh i bleed in bad forms

made of ice (sorrowbringer)

yuhhhh

lyrics
- - - - -
Wraith
- - - - -
I think I’m losing all emotion
Hit a stride and now I’m coastin
I’m just double dipping potions
Bitch it’s hard to stay in motion

Baby I wish we were closer
es mīlu kad esam kopā
Couldn’t count for when it’s over
tagad paliku kā loser

In my asics
Lines make it a rave fit
I just say shit
Active like its J 6th
I just make shit
It don’t even pay yet
Tryna keep me sane I
Take it by the day 

What have I become
I’ve been here so long

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dawple
- - - - -
viss ko es saku paliek vējā
esmu lūzers, viņa saka man sejā
kur manas emocijas? kur mana zāle?
dūms aiz dūma, kur ir manas domas??
viss ko viņa teica mani vālē

aye
no baby i cannot wait
have to see u cannot wait for another day
take these pills but imma die another way
"vai es tev patīk" man liekas, ka tas ir bait

aye
es domāj esmu slims
man nepatīk viņš
domās es slīkst
es pis
viss, kas man acīs
es zin, man nesanāk tevi lasīt
viņa ir vampīrs

asics w/ dawple (anaviluxx)

breathe

i can’t help but blank stare
when in your crosshairs
cus “life ain’t fair”
and she didn’t want me there 
when we’re on facetime 
she’s rolls her hazel eyes
cus she don’t care 
she didn’t wanna be there 
in the first place 

don’t promise me - i know you’ll break it
on my knees im begging 
cus i want you there
but you’re somewhere else 
she said “boy that praying won’t save this
when you fall don’t blame the pavement”
okay well fuck you then 
cus i’m good right here 

did you hear that?
she said don’t blame the pavement 
when i fall like that’s hilarious !!!!!!!
baby tell me all your favourites
i’ll put em in a playlist and keep it there with us
you want crazy? i’ll show you crazy
i’ll pull up on your friends and i’ll fucking bury em
i’ll lock you in this plain white room and when we go out they can’t help but stare at us 

i can’t help but blank stare
when in your crosshairs
cus “life ain’t fair”
and she didn’t want me there 
when we’re on face time 
she’s rolls her hazel eyes
cus she don’t care 
she didn’t wanna be there 
in the first place 
x2

are we okay [p. cian]

love jai

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