sorry for the late upload out on spotify now

https://open.spotify.com/album/4igXLiY4esguSrOa2WHLMx?si=37FLOWh9SQWWTnm7_zRtNg

recorded by me
mixed by @everettlatte

lyrics:
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Mom Jaidens making hyperpop again

Our memories are fading
I don't wanna wait and
You tell me you love but I know you don't
I wake up sick and shaking
Sometimes I cry from breaking
I think i'm the only one ill let in real close
And girl I take the blame
Girl I take the blame

Don't regret a single thing that I said that night
We'll move onto better things when the time feels right
I heard you got a new man
Don't wanna know what he's like
I hope he's making you smile
I guess ill never know
Yeah and honestly it kills me
That you wont know the real me
Its why I put my pain and heart inside the songs
But go ahead girl put the blame on me
I don't understand why they hate on me
I show love more than I get it that shit puts a toll on me
Im so tired of feeling weak
I wake up sick its killing me
I know I said its all for you but now I do this shit for me

I'm so tired of feeling weak
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of feeling weak
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of feeling weak
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of feeling weak
I'm so tired of
I'm i'm i'm i'm

BLAME

spotify

BLAME (p. lilbiscuit)

I'll waste my time if it's wasted on you
I don't wanna sink alone
And your not mine but you're so damn fine
Why does it feel right when it's so wrong
I'm stuck inside my head again
Think I need my medicine
Ashing on your windowsill
I'm hardly making any sense
Saying things I never meant
And you're so filled up with regret
Tell me what the fuck is next
Cause your someone I can't forget

Ooo
Ooo
Guess I gotta let you go
But tell me why the fuck is it always my fault
They always break my heart
And I never know the cause
I can't handle new scars
So I'm always running far

I'm always running from
Those things you say you want
Picking up again
I got a brand new scar
Got a brand new heart
Come and take it all
Leave me hurt again its probably all my fault
It's always all my fault
I fucking hate those songs
I'm losing everything i'm breaking
I don't want you gone
Tell me anything that I can do to make it stop
I been waiting here alone for fucking way too long
So tell me all about how you been waiting for it
I wanted innocent love you wanna leave me damaged
So tell me all about how you been waiting for it
I wanted innocent love you wanna leave me damaged

Ooo
Ooo
Guess I gotta let you go
But tell me why the fuck is it always my fault
They always break my heart
And I never know the cause
I cant handle new scars
So i'm always running far
Don't know what I need but I know what I want yeah yeah
Still feel empty nothings enough gotta get it all I know

ALWAYS MY FAULT

ALWAYS MY FAULT w/ ghoul_001 [lilbiscuit]

(: <3 lyrics below

I know you see me
You check up on me now and then we're stuck in repeat
One week we're fine the next we're not you love to break me
I don't feel good right now ooo
Right now right now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Right now right now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Oh right now right now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Oh right now right now
Don't feel good right now now now now

I can't take back what I did to you
Girl its the same for you
Don't lie yeah we both know it's true
Yeah we both know it's true
Ooo
It's you I needed
Ooo
My hearts always bleeding
Right now right now now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Right now right now now
Right right right right now now now now
Ugh
Right now right now now
Now now now now
I don't feel good now now
I I I don't feel good now

I don't feel good now
But baby ill put it behind me
She just pulled up to the party and i'm in the corner where no one can find me
I'd rather would keep to myself
I'm not the type to be following blindly
I don't need anyones help
Fuck it I lied man i'm practically dying
And I know she never cared
She just wants a couple dollars
I don't know why the fuck I bother
And to be honest girl i'm scared
If I keep going down this path then ill end up just like my father
And I know she never cared
She just wants a couple dollars
I don't know why the fuck I bother
And to be honest girl i'm scared
If I keep going down this path then ill end up just like my father

I can't take back what I did to you
Girl its the same for you
Don't lie yeah we both know it's true
Yeah we both know it's true
Ooo
It's you I needed
Ooo
My hearts always bleeding
Right now right now now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Right now right now now
Right right right right now now now now
Ugh
Right now right now now
Now now now now
I don't feel good now now
I I I don't feel good now

I don't feel good now I hate it by myself
And my mom is telling me that I should get some help
Couple pills to start I learned to play the part
And lately I been thinking I might break apart
And I know he never cared
He was all that I needed and i'm just taking the bleeding and I
Wanted to tell you it ain't fair
I hope it hurts when you see me
I won't be there when you need me and I

I can't take back what I did to you
Girl its the same for you
Don't lie yeah we both know it's true
Yeah we both know it's true
Ooo
It's you I needed
Ooo
My hearts always bleeding
Right now right now now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Right now right now now
Right right right right now now now now
Ugh
Right now right now now
Now now now now
I don't feel good now now
I I I don't feel good now

i dont feel good

i dont feel good (feat. kennedyxoxo & skele) [p. irby]

And
You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

Moral of the story everyday I'm on the same shit
I don't wanna talk about a thing it aint gone fix it
Oh no
Tell me what the fuck is going on cause I don't know bro
I keep holding on just by a thread this shit a tight rope
The voices in my head said ima be dead no matter where I go
So that's why I get high it help me balance out my lows
But if you ask me why ima tell you I don't know
I don't know yeah yeah

You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

I'm just doing me
Could give a fuck what they think
Paranoid in public
Dropping E in my drink
Yeah I'm rolling now
Rolling round not coming down
I don't fuck with people
Always falling out
I can see your see through
Oh you think I need you
You must be confused
I just need the chemicals
Tweaking in the restroom
I hope that it ends soon
Stacking money staying true
That's like all I can do

You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

highs & lows

spoitfy

highs & lows w/ hamilton (p. methboiswag+frevel+roxa)

rec mixed & mastered by me
produced by ragedrugg

Tell lil mama come n slide on me
Yeah I'm rolling off the x I jus want some company
I could use your help but I don't think that ill take it
Bitch I love your body I jus wanna see you naked
We was high as hell fucking in the bathroom

Is it worth yet baby I don't know
Take a Percocet jus so I could float
Uh huh
I know ima have my back until I go
Put your money where your mouth is pussy boy you cheap is fuck yeah
I stay in my bedroom and I stay in my head too
I talk to this microphone each time jus like its me and you
Oh yeah
Keep my cool
You know I keep my cool
She keep telling me that she in love and that she coming thru
Hold on
Tell lil mama come n slide on me
Yeah I'm rolling off the x I jus want some company
I could use your help but I don't think that ill take it
Bitch I love your body I jus wanna see you naked
We was high as hell fucking in the bathroom
Hold up lemme roll up quick before I get a bad mood
Who who
Who the fuck are you
Get the fuck up out my face don't care what you do

keep my cool

keep my cool [p. ragedrugg+negative.creeper]

if we died, would our ghosts fw each other?

this city is a monster

this city is a monster (feat. hamilton) [p. stay woozy]

recorded by @hammy & I 
mixed by @hammy
produced by @remghost & @irby314

in my sleep i toss n turn
pressure what i burn
i stay on the edge but i dont like to wait my turn
all the lessons that i learned dont really mean a fucking thing
& no matter where im at i always seem to come around to you
to you
bae lemme take a lil more im not having fun yet
i always say some shit i didnt mean to get you upset
if thats the way it is im sorry that im such a mess

was it something that i said
or was it just me
try to play me like im dumb you might end up six feet
cause i dont play nice you cant walk all over me
now im stepping out the door you gonna miss me when i live
but i wont miss you burning bridges fall through
mixing medicine inside my cup its who i talk to
cause i know that i aint perfect i got plenty lose screws
plenty trust issues i dont know whats true

in my sleep i toss n turn
pressure what i burn
i stay on the edge but i dont like to wait my turn
all the lessons that i learned dont really mean a fucking thing
& no matter where im at i always seem to come around to you
to you
bae lemme take a lil more im not having fun yet
i always say some shit i didnt mean to get you upset
if thats the way it is im sorry that im such a mess

toss n turn

toss n turn (feat. hamilton) [p. remghost+irby]

<3 

tilting over like the pictures on your wall
i didnt wanna meet your mom and dad they didnt like me at all
somehow they liked me oh
down the line its you and me now that dont get along and
somethings arent always better than nothing
your love is like the ocean and i just wanna jump in
relationships and me they hardly ever work
im tryna keep my balance i just keep slipping first

so is it annoying i keep falling
no i dont wanna say goodbye
and it keeps slipping in my conscious
youre better off not being alive
oh im disgusted
i wanna end it all and watch the world turn to dust bitch
im tired of seeing everybody get what they want 
when i cant get what i need
im on the fucking edge of everything i just wanna leave

oh oh oh
so is it important to you cause god knows this shits important to me
and i lost every part of me trynna be what they want me to be
theres a war inside my head lately i just want peace
so is it annoying i keep falling cant stand on my two damn feet
i tried a thousand of times im at a thousand and one
i wanna blow my fucking brains but i dont own a gun
none of this is fun

so is it annoying i keep falling
no i dont wanna say goodbye
and it keeps slipping in my conscious
youre better off not being alive
oh im disgusted
i wanna end it all and watch the world turn to dust bitch
im tired of seeing everybody get what they want 
when i cant get what i need
im on the fucking edge of everything i just wanna leave

<3

disgusted with myself

DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF [p. king theta]

feat @kennedysucks lyrics below<3

Oh yeah
I can be alone if i want
It'll only take a second i can tell you when i'm done
Shawty too conceited oh hell yeah i mean it
Can i get my heart back really i don't need it
Swear she drive me crazy til my tank on E 
Take what you want from me
Fuck it
Focused on the bigger picture large amounts
Soon as i get that bitch i swear to god i'm cashing out
Hop in that whip i start that shit and throw the key yea
I need a spliff i'm rolling straight up out the bowl
Boutta dive inside the water head first
Geronimo 
They cant tell which one is harder
This or the last idk oh oh
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
I race to the money and i break down every obstacle
Bitch ill make you next to go
Don't play with me go play with bro
You can cross the line but after that 
The shits a tight rope 
Tight rope tight rope
You can cross the line but after that 
The shits a tight rope 
Yeah yeah oh
You can cross the line but after that 
The shits a tight rope 

She can cross the line i swear to god there aint no happy ending
Does she love me does she love me not you really had me guessing
Was it worth it
That shit hurt a lot before i learned my lesson
No ones perfect but i'm working hard to not lose your attention
What is love
I'm just sick of always feeling broken hearted
I need to toughen up
She asked me whats wrong don't even get me started 
Suck it up
One day ill have everything i ever wanted
Run it up
For every single time i was disregarded
Cause honestly if i was superman you'd be my Lois lane
I'm constantly writing love letters to you this is so insane
A sign of Kennedy hugs and kisses
Swear one day they gonna know his name
I'll make it better we'll be together
I don't want you to go away

I can be alone if i want
It'll only take a second i can tell you when i'm done
Shawty too conceited oh hell yeah i mean it
Can i get my heart back really i don't need it
Swear she drive me crazy til my tank on E 
Take what you want from me
Fuck it
Focused on the bigger picture large amount
Soon as i get that bitch i swear to god i'm cashing out
Hop in that whip i start that shit and throw the key yea
I need a spliff i'm rolling straight up out the bowl
Boutta dive inside the water head first
Geronimo 
They cant tell which one is harder
This or the last idk oh oh
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
Bitch i'm bitch i'm bitch i'm sick as fuck I feel like oh oh oh
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
Oh oh oh
Hop in that whip i start that shit and throw the key yea
I need a spliff i'm rolling straight up out the bowl
Boutta dive inside the water head first
Geronimo 
They cant tell which one is harder
This or the last idk oh oh
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
I race to the money and i break down every obstacle

KIM POSSIBLE (feat. kennedyxoxo) [p. ayeitsnate]

i think she the baddest bitch
get her what she wants
im tired of leaving my heart out
all on my sleeve
i told lil mama to call out i want her all to me
yeah i wanna put in that work
jump in that whip counting money like the first
shawty tried to do me bad
lucky i dont do yo ass a lil worse
im the type to let karma do her work
baby who ya call on when youre feeling all alone
i know now that im gone i was right and you were wrong

she caught herself a lil vibe yea
im tryna get a lil high
no you dont gotta ask me twice or why
im stacking money watch it multiple
yea im fucked up she fucked up
we dont know who to trust
im for the win yeah its never them its always us
tell em talk nicely or dont talk at all
when she piss me off i get mad and walk it off
and we all know that i cant let her go
i dont know what it is but she special tho
hold up wait

i think she the baddest bitch
get her what she wants
im tired of leaving my heart out
all on my sleeve
i told lil mama to call out i want her all to me
yeah i wanna put in that work
jump in that whip counting money like the first
shawty tried to do me bad
lucky i dont do yo ass a lil worse
im the type to let karma do her work
baby who ya call on when youre feeling all alone
i know now that im gone i was right and you were wrong

i was right and you were wrong
i knew it all along
i thiught you where on my side
you left me all alone
i want you to love me now dont love me when im gone
baby tell me are you down
are you on what im on
are you on what im on
are you on what im on
cause i dont gotta lie
you got my heart racing every single night

karma (feat. hamilton) [p. methboiswag+1trcy]

some of my most emotional songs out everywhere<3 love u

Runaway

runaway (feat. jomie & spookybands)

THINK

SPOTIFY

and i tell her like
cant change what ya dont notice
i been grippin on my balls on my cojones
and yk tht ima loner
bae i want it all ima buy not a loaner
ima grower n a shower
oh u hit me with a low blow i hit ya lower
i been thinkin bout a new gun new blower
why u stuck up in the past needa look forward

and i need a break
idrk hm my heart could take
oh u tryna save face
bae ill cut u off faster than u run away 
oh im tired of the games tht u always wanna play
cliche n its lame all the things tht u saying 
rip my heart out of the hoodie im hulk hogan
wen im deep in the city yk that i got motion
idgaf ab a nigga hating on me
idgaf ab a bitch hating on me
ill play dead wit ya jus like a zombie
u can put the world inside my bag its a robbery
tints on the prius but i swear i wanna rari 
wen i take it srs jus know that its for my mommy 
hard to trust a soul wen i think they gonna line me
bae ill treat u like ya father spank u on ya hiney🤣

im at the spot edamame 
if u lookin for me bae yk where to find me
oh u think ill go far i dont even think im gonna make it to the car 
oh you mad oh whoa baby can you tell me wtf is the cause 
say you want this life but can you tell me everything that it cost
i sacrificed everything that i love for this life
but it dont fit right like a glove
OJ baby i feel like a dumbass 
i should give it all up
i should give it all up huh
OK baby i jus wanna call ya 
tell me can i call ya
call ya wen i wanna oh
you the only one that i probably would go to war for
i could have the world in my hands ill always want more 

and i need a break
idrk hm my heart could take
oh u tryna save face
bae ill cut u off faster than u run away 
oh im tired of the games tht u always wanna play
cliche n its lame all the things tht u saying 
rip my heart out of the hoodie im hulk hogan
wen im deep in the city yk that i got motion
idgaf ab a nigga hating on me
idgaf ab a bitch hating on me
ill play dead wit ya jus like a zombie
u can put the world inside my bag its a robbery
tints on the prius but i swear i wanna rari 
wen i take it srs jus know that its for my mommy 
hard to trust a soul wen i think they gonna line me
bae ill treat u like ya father spank u on ya hiney🤣

hulk hogan [p. silver+methboiswag]

two things i wish i never lost are myself and you
i push as far as i can waiting on my sky turns blue
but its never that easy no
its not like when you leave me yea
but this time i dont really even blame you
this time i been feeling like the same too

i wanna text two things 
ones i miss and i love you
and maybe one more
ill put nothing above you
the day you waked away
i could tell it was trouble
and i wont be the same
til next december 
and all my plans blowing up inside of my own hand again
i fucked up once i admit that
theres just some things i cant take back 
no i dont think you know what love is
and i dont think you know what this is
i get a pit inside my stomach
the second you say you want distance
and ima always speak my heart
even if some pieces missing
baby you and i always collide
but youre the only asking if im alright

and im tired of it jus like you
im not proud of the shit i do
but dont let me go
hold on tight ill be ur snaggle tooth
theyre saying love finds you its not sum you choose
but what the hell does it matter its sum i always lose
im always climbing the ladder i never cared if it moved
why im always pushing the limit i got a few loose screws
i fkn hate doing these typa songs now 
dont gimme shit cuz ill burn the fucking world down
how the fuck im sposed to know thats sum that you worried bout
you not tryna let me fix it you jus walking out
how many times i fucked up its a large amount
how many drinks did i down bae i lost count
id have your back til the world end
i jus wish it felt the same you dont even bend

cuz i live n learn i toss n turn
i do it all for you
and when our bridges burn and our ship (relationship) burnt down 
i wanna fix it up for you 
oh ill do it all for you
oh ill do it all for you
do it all for you 

i wanna text two things 
ones i miss and i love you
and maybe one more
ill put nothing above you
the day you waked away
i could tell it was trouble
and i wont be the same
til next december 
and all my plans blowing up inside of my own hand again
i fucked up once i admit that
theres just some things i cant take back

snaggle tooth [p. king theta]

someone call dj khalid and tell em we got anotha1

how many songs i gotta make that say i love you
how many times we gone break before we come thru
we stay together baby uhuh jus like 1 & 2 
yea im tryna be better baby uhuh at everything i do
you stuck in my mind baby you jus like elmers glue
and you save my life baby yeah you know its true
you can ask my ex im jus like allstate
yo ass in good hands wit me thats what they all say
wooo

dont leave me high
cause its the last thing i want uhuh
dont leave me or hang me out to dry like im not shit baby
i know i said it a thousand times i want this
and im trying im trying im trying
oh baby yeah im trying im trying im trying
yeah baby im trying im trying im trying 
dont leave me high
oh baby im trying im trying im trying
yeah baby  im trying im trying im trying do ya see it

you the only one i want i mean it
i show the whole damn world do u believe
im not tryna keep u in private ur not a secret
every time u walk away from me i feel anemic 
trying im trying im trying
oh baby im not selling whatever ya buying
ya putting up a thick wall and im no good at climbing
ya hot and cold pissed off i keep changing the climate
so dont leave me hi fuck that

im trying [p. sowhat]

wake up
im tryna get the cake up uh
dare a fuck nigga say sum
im on one nigga im on one eh
wake up
its time for us to shake this shit up
back in my bag and i know they bitter

and after all we been through
i still dont think its simple
this shit detrimental you keep fucking wit my mental
how will i get my heart back if its stuck inside yo dinner bowl
you wanna eat me alive baby thats some shit i already know
cant help your my center fold
cant help i cant let you go
feel a spark in the air when im witchu
can you tell me rn whats the issue
oh you pressed bout this yea me too
you tryna hit me with the cheap shit temu
but ill take it on the chin like boohoo
its not something im not used too

uh uh uh
im tryna roll me spliff
is this as good as it gets
i been wondering whats coming next
uh uh uh
tell me do you see the pain
lately they say i go crazy baby i feel like im insane
i been here doing the same thing
why does it feel like you hate me
i do this shit for my family
they be stuck in my head like some Maybelline
some of em think this shit make believe
but they not seeing all the shit that i see
i got a dream and its my myself and i
came in this world alone thats how ima die
fuck how you feeling go talk to the sky
i say the truth on a track why lie
some nights i talk to myself think its god
i hate the game cuz these rappers all fried
i blame the blogs
i blame the gram
i blame the fans
when the fuck did real music disappear from this shit man i dont understand
ah ah im pissed off
how much longer til a nigga lift off
i might pour up some shit but not crystal
i dont want yo lil .. smelly fish hoe
i got stripes in this shit im official
only thing im missing is a whistle
only thing she miss is my dick tho
i dont give two fucks im a dick oh
real shit
yea i miss my dogs
with all the time that passed i realized everyone in life is flawed
and if practice make perfect but nobodies perfect
i think the practicing part aint worth it
just be yourself and be good on the surface
real shit

and after all we been through
i still dont think its simple
this shit detrimental you keep fucking wit my mental
how will i get my heart back if its stuck inside yo dinner bowl
you wanna eat me alive baby thats some shit i already know
cant help your my center fold
cant help i cant let you go
feel a spark in the air when im witchu
can you tell me rn whats the issue
oh you pressed bout this yea me too
you tryna hit me with the cheap shit temu
but ill take it on the chin like boohoo
its not something im not used too

real spill [p. silver + shinju]

ok les get it started
u can rip apart my heart ion wanna guard it
ahhhhh i say sum shit again 2 make u mad
fuck fuck fuck
yk im hurt wen ur hurt girl my bad
iiiiii dont like the way i feel inside my skin
hmmm dont close up on me bae im tryna get in

drugs inside my bag
im dying slow live fast
im losing parts of me in you i dont think ill get back
fuck it 
im goin for the win where the bucket
got my heart in yo hand dont chuck it
they all hating on me i love it
ion like to show face in public
oh im tip toeing on a thin line
wen push comes to shove i shove it
all the things you did i done it
im in ya city rn tryna run it
pop a 30 n its fuckin wit my stomach
i needa call bae rn she buggin
i need a 60/40 spliff
i needa go and buss down mommas wrist
i never thought itd be like this
i done watched close friends switch for
*sucks teeth* 
iiiiii only got a few leff pls dont switch
i really got love for the ones i love
if you need it rn ill give u my rib

ok les get it started
u can rip apart my heart ion wanna guard it
ahhhhh i say sum shit again 2 make u mad
fuck fuck fuck
yk im hurt wen ur hurt girl my bad
iiiiii dont like the way i feel inside my skin
hmmm dont close up on me bae im tryna get in

ill give u my rib [p. silver+brknglss]

Are we okay
It always feels like the last day
Ill see your face
Tonight im plastered 
Walking home 
hope it dont rain
even on a good day 
It feels the same
Itll never change
Are we okay?
Are we okay? 


Uggghhh i was pissed you needed space again
I twist your words you twist mine and then we play pretend
I break down you bend and say it’s all okay
But deep down I know you start to rlly hate my face 
boohoo 
sad story 
We both got blood on our hands
A little gorey 
But I think that’s jus apart of the plan
And I get high with you I don’t ever wanna land
Watchu mean it’s not true im doing all that I can


ARE WE OKAY?
ARE ARE ARE ARE 
ARE ARE ARE WE OKAY?
ARE ARE ARE ARE 
ARE ARE ARE WE OKAY?

ARE WE OKAYYYYYYYYY?

are we okay [p. cian]

When I wake up I wanna bang my head in brick walls
You got some shit to say rn you know I’m pissed off
We going back and forth all night this shit not ping pong
Im tired of fighting with ya baby this is so wrong
All the nights I cried bout you
All the nights you cried bout me
All them nights you worried bout me
All them nights I worried bout you

I don’t think it’s gonna workout in my favor
I’d rather finish it now than save it for later
Aye
I’m ur biggest fan ur my number 1 hater
Bae I got a plan I schemed it up so I can cater to you
Jus say the word one time and I’m coming thru 
I know u feel it cuz I feel the same way that u do
Theres nun stopping me 
I jump through hoops like hallelujah 
You stuck up in the past but you only bumping future
Oh I thought we were past that but the feeling neutral
I put a cage around my heart 
Oh yeah the way I’m used too
Can we connect when we apart 
I don’t think love is Bluetooth 
I been trying but it feels like someone’s doing voodoo
Everytime we break thru I never get to ya

I throw a white flag
You wanna fight rn like shit hasn’t been so bad
You wanna die me too ok let’s hold our breath
GASP
Yeah like 1234 just take the step mmmm Geronimo
I fell for you I fell for you oh yea yea head to toe
There’s not that much that I can say you don’t already know
But do you believe me bae that’s a diff story oh that’s a diff story yeah yeah

I don’t think it’s gonna workout in my favor
I’d rather finish it now than save it for later
Aye
I’m ur biggest fan ur my number 1 hater
Bae I got a plan I schemed it up so I can cater to you
Jus say the word one time and I’m coming thru 
I know u feel it cuz I feel the same way that u do
Theres nun stopping me 
I jump through hoops like hallelujah 
You stuck up in the past but you only bumping future
Oh I thought we were past that but the feeling neutral
I put a cage around my heart 
Oh yeah the way I’m used too
Can we connect when we’re apart 
I don’t think love is Bluetooth 
I been trying but it feels like someone’s doing voodoo
Everytime we break thru I never get to ya

br1ck w4ll [p. methboiswag]

i <3 it! [p. jaechii]

i came a long way from you
you know its all true
i cant explain the way i felt when i saw you
yk i hate being cordial
fuck being formal
i think im sick n fkn tired of feeling abnormal

wake up
roll up
cmon bae lets go up
you pop one i pop one uhuh oh yeah just dont throw up
hmm im on some shit right now
you aint seen someone like me before
from the bottom of my heart bae i wanna ball (bald) like im amber rose
ahhh oooo
tell me right now what you thinking bout 
cause im thinking bout you with a house and some kids
get a dog get a yard so we can take em out
ahh baby im draining my bank account
if i could i would buy you the world
diamond and pearls
put that weight all on my shoulder baby i been hitting my curls
will it work out?
i been thinking to myself will it work out
idk if its me or the songs or my image or what the fuck i gotta talk bout
facts
this game ripping my heart out
i been putting in work while you call out
if i cant run it up ima crawl out
how im missing my bro but we falled out
we was on the same team but you fouled out
how you change up on me what is that about
im the realest one living without a doubt
bae dont tell me you love me just open ya mouth
aye
i fell asleep while im standing baby i took too much ima slouch
ok
and i do this for me and my family idgaf ab the clout

fuck fuck fuck
i shud prob start caring ab that
!!!!!!!

ahh
waking up wit my face down 
and my tongue tied 
all my times flied
ahh
tell me how im sposed to trust somebody else if everybody i know lies
well if everybody playing both sides guess its me myself and this gen 5
ima lone wolf i came in this world alone baby thats how im ready to die

i came a long way from you
you know its all true
i cant explain the way i felt when i saw you
i came a long way from you
you know its all true
i cant explain the way i felt when i saw you
yk i hate being cordial
fuck being formal
i think im sick n fkn tired of feeling abnormal

abnormal [p. jaechii]

walking dead [p. methboiswag]

dahmer (feat. goneafteraugust) [p. jaechii]

idiot! [p. locateemilio]

psycho! [p. recyclebin]

jimmy kimmel [p. locateemilio]

how many [p. jaechii]

0.0 [p. jaechii]

Feels like I’m missing the plot
Everybody wanna say what I’m not
Oh im stuck in my head again
Where am I heading man
Ill feel a lil better when I get some medicine ah
Turning you on while you pissing me off
Im pulling you closer you pushing me off
Built up a wall but im no good at climbing 
so brick by brick I been ripping it off
I turn down a Minaj for ya
Even on my last ill always spoil ya
And you can hold my heart but its not a toy
Yk I always put in work although im unemployed
Tattoos on my body they look at me like im crazy
I don’t need nobody I don’t think no one can save me
Every single night I just wanna see my baby
Suicidal thoughts oh well you my safety 
Put ya hands on my body okay bae ya im riding
If you ever need whatever then you know that I got it
New money coming in I don’t shop at hot topic
Tell me why you start it when you know I don’t stop it
I just hit my plug for the *hooray* n yea I copped it
Why u kill my vibe when we going shopping
Even when im pissed off yeah we still locked in
Even with no makeup on still top ten

plot twist [p. jaechii]

heres 2 in 1 day <3

(written recorded & mixed by @plslovejai)
(produced by @tennis-player-348430837)

<3 enjoi i put the lyrics below <3

tell me am i wrong for the way that i feel
i just write these songs in hopes that one day its real
i miss the snow in new york and smoking on your moms porch
dont know what im looking for but im close thats for sure
all my trust is out the window
i dont know what i got into
i been running from my issues
i just hope they dont come with you
ooo
yea oh
tell me am i wrong for the way that i feel
i just write these songs in hopes that one day its real
i miss the snow in new york and smoking on your moms porch
dont know what im looking for but im close thats for sure

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