how the f you calling me selfish i was worried bout you the whole time

this is amazing fr I feel this one to my core hope u figure things out thanks for making this beautiful song and have a wonderful day <3

self produced
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cover art taken by decks
lyrics

getting back to my feet standing up again
guess i wasnt ready for the fight that u brought again
said i was the one that u want can u want again
im been trying hard but im ending up distraught again
guess i wasnt ready for the battle to be fought again
guess im just relearning all the lessons ive been taught again
i can only take so much that ur throwing at me
when ur angry it feels like 100 degrees

decks:
when ur mad no i can’t take the heat
i just back down fallin onto my knees
i dont wanna be a problem babe im beggin please
im retracing all my steps and now its hard to breathe

so i fucked up
pass time cuz im done up
second chances arent free but i could earn em
suns up
wake up early cuz the funs up
out of time baby im not what u wantttt

100 degrees w/ decks

produced by: @freveltrothy
happy halloween (even though by the time I drop this it'll probably be like fuckin 2037)

i think i killed another man last night 
i didn’t even stop to check
either way he’s not moving 

all i need is a mask and a knife
i don’t ever need a glock
little bitch i’m not shooting 

only time i ever truly feel alive
is when i’m cutting thru his flesh
swear the sound kinda soothing 

i took his wallet 
saw his girl as a picture 
go to the address
finish it and bring the jewels in 

so i cry
till my eyes swell up
and i can’t fall asleep 
think i’m too fucked up
room spinning think i’m gonna throw up
and i guess im old news 
your new man look tough 

i wanna bleach my eyes but im way too scared
so i just stare at the sun 
wanna close myself
cus you were never there
at least you’re having fun

i don’t know why i’m like this 
how the fuck could i take another man from his family? 
so i go and wash the knife quick,
think i went overboard 
violence charge my battery 
no point tryna fight this,
know i’m gonna go to jail
insane
yeah i had to be 
when i cut him, kinda liked it 
need to go home now
hope my moms not mad at me 

i think i killed another man last night 
i didn’t even stop to check
either way he’s not moving 

all i need is a mask and a knife
i don’t ever need a glock
little bitch i’m not shooting 

only time i ever truly feel alive
is when i’m cutting thru his flesh
swear the sound kinda soothing 

i took his wallet 
saw his girl as a picture 
go to the address
finish it and bring the jewels in

killer (frevel)

secret (ft. skele, sendflowrs, shinju)

harder than it seems w/ sace6 (noahmadethiss x sace6)

prodbylxcid
https://youtube.com/@prodbylxcid

vocals, mix & master by wrentek

flame needa light my spliff
really miss my dawgs on nights like this
we were jus 16 started scheming 
i need big stars in the roof of my whip
need big stars wrapped inside of my spliff
heat wave ting how i fry these pricks
don’t smoke reggie, all u boys just fiend and
i stay with the pine, sugar free, i sip 

and u can get hit by the white boy quick
big tommy gun how i throw these fists
one left hand put u on ur knees and 
i don’t like violence but try my clique 
one hand drivin i don’t even whip
jack line bumpin he don’t even fish 
that’s triple 3 on the set and it’s 139
on my own i don’t need no bitch 
need no whip
need no bits 
bro got the corn, he aint eatin crisps 
bullseye the shot n he don’t even miss 
like OTN know who ur dealing with 
cus u can get hit with a big 4.5
not from me but from bro, that’s slime 
leave you with a hole in ur chest like shepard
soap mctavish how i throw this knife 
sittin on the shed, sippin lean i’m nice
“big crime lords” but u stealing bikes ?? 
30 year olds goin out on rides
hittin kids in school, 
u ain’t about that life 

so i’ll sit here now for a little bit
if you wanna swing 
just swing 
make a call and get gone
i don’t  wannatalk to civilians 
cus they ain’t about shit 
all this fuckin talkin is long
i don’t ride on opps 
just a little one two
beef on the estate 
grab a knife and get armed
all these broke boys 
sharing spliff and i 
don’t wanna have to expose 
what u really is on 

so slow ur role
watch the roads
look both ways before u shoot that pole
b town shit 
fuck ur road 
i don’t wanna 
see another yout 
turn cold 

pass me the flame needa light my spliff
really miss my dawgs on nights like this
we were jus 16 started scheming 
i need big stars in the roof of my whip
need big stars wrapped inside of my spliff
heat wave ting how i fry these pricks
don’t smoke reggie, all u boys just fiend and
i stay with the pine, sugar free, i sip 

and u can get hit by the white boy quick
big tommy gun how i throw these fists
one left hand put u on ur knees and 
i don’t like violence but try my clique 
one hand drivin i don’t even whip
jack line bumpin he don’t even fish 
that’s triple 3 on the set and it’s 139
on my own i don’t need no bitch

SOAP MACTAVISH

sydney ft. tuxx

the show goes on (drmabeats+mcx)

feat @kennedysucks lyrics below<3

Oh yeah
I can be alone if i want
It'll only take a second i can tell you when i'm done
Shawty too conceited oh hell yeah i mean it
Can i get my heart back really i don't need it
Swear she drive me crazy til my tank on E 
Take what you want from me
Fuck it
Focused on the bigger picture large amounts
Soon as i get that bitch i swear to god i'm cashing out
Hop in that whip i start that shit and throw the key yea
I need a spliff i'm rolling straight up out the bowl
Boutta dive inside the water head first
Geronimo 
They cant tell which one is harder
This or the last idk oh oh
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
I race to the money and i break down every obstacle
Bitch ill make you next to go
Don't play with me go play with bro
You can cross the line but after that 
The shits a tight rope 
Tight rope tight rope
You can cross the line but after that 
The shits a tight rope 
Yeah yeah oh
You can cross the line but after that 
The shits a tight rope 

She can cross the line i swear to god there aint no happy ending
Does she love me does she love me not you really had me guessing
Was it worth it
That shit hurt a lot before i learned my lesson
No ones perfect but i'm working hard to not lose your attention
What is love
I'm just sick of always feeling broken hearted
I need to toughen up
She asked me whats wrong don't even get me started 
Suck it up
One day ill have everything i ever wanted
Run it up
For every single time i was disregarded
Cause honestly if i was superman you'd be my Lois lane
I'm constantly writing love letters to you this is so insane
A sign of Kennedy hugs and kisses
Swear one day they gonna know his name
I'll make it better we'll be together
I don't want you to go away

I can be alone if i want
It'll only take a second i can tell you when i'm done
Shawty too conceited oh hell yeah i mean it
Can i get my heart back really i don't need it
Swear she drive me crazy til my tank on E 
Take what you want from me
Fuck it
Focused on the bigger picture large amount
Soon as i get that bitch i swear to god i'm cashing out
Hop in that whip i start that shit and throw the key yea
I need a spliff i'm rolling straight up out the bowl
Boutta dive inside the water head first
Geronimo 
They cant tell which one is harder
This or the last idk oh oh
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
Bitch i'm bitch i'm bitch i'm sick as fuck I feel like oh oh oh
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
Oh oh oh
Hop in that whip i start that shit and throw the key yea
I need a spliff i'm rolling straight up out the bowl
Boutta dive inside the water head first
Geronimo 
They cant tell which one is harder
This or the last idk oh oh
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
I race to the money and i break down every obstacle

KIM POSSIBLE (feat. kennedyxoxo) [p. ayeitsnate]

<3
i cut up our pictures
theyll never last
and even tho i miss you
im never coming back oh

she call me im insensitive
i never mean to hurt tho
she say ima hermit
whatevers coming
i deserve it bro
i smell something burning
the bridges down
and the tables turned
i feel so uncomfortable
no matter what its head to toe
i still got her pheromones
i keep putting her jacket on
ask me how im feeling
i jus fake a smile and knod it off

so im tossing and turning our bridge burnt down
can you gimme one good reason i should stick around yeah
no i wont give you one goodbye
dont know whats ahead of me
so i wont take no ones advice
dont project your shit up onto me
i dont know what i wanna be
and i dont care whos that fond of me
this shit right here is my everything
i need a pen and paper to tell you
all the things i sacrificed in my life for this
itd be a long list with a lot of bullshit right now that i really miss

so tell me what the fuck you mean
i wear my heart all on my sleeve
i open up to everyone i ever meet
and then they always fucking leave
except the last one yeah thats all my fault
i wont blame anyone but myself
i cant drag you down with me if i dont make it outta this fucking hell
that dont mean i dont miss your smile
or the way you looked in my eyes
how the fuck you calling me selfish i was worried bout you the whole time
dont put your faith in me
im a bad bet to gamble with
dancing with the devil at your door with the candle lit woo
issa cold world tell me what your living for
i see the signs everywhere its too hard to ignore
and i hate myself enough for the both of us
just let me go
i swear to god this is never what i wanted
hit my phone i let it ring
sabotaging everything
yeah i lost my best friend and a part of me
i wont see again
still holding on to the last bits
ill make sure the last pieces fit
fucked up in my head but i know one day it wont mean shit

the good the bad and the ugly

spotify

THE GOOD THE BAD AND THE UGLY [p. recyclebin+irby]

I hope u love it, enjoy <3

prod. me
https://soundcloud.com/nihil2free on guitar
collab with https://soundcloud.com/bitekivibes
shoutout to both of them for real


lyrics:
i've been trying to fight off this gravity
can't have shit in this life its fucking comedy
seems to be i worked up on my honestly 
were still stressed, nothings left, somethings gotta be up
tell me that you don't give a fuck
i said, "okay see you in bit" 
crushed my hand with a mallet
ditch all my attachments and bring the fucking damage

keeping me up on a late night 
in deep, no sleep in my damn eyes 
you said you missed me i said, "damn right"
can't rest i'm stressed till the daylight

i could use a little bit of closure
fucking up my mental i've been distant and colder
they're so judgemental it sucks my composure
all i have left is what i should have told her

break me down to see myself
i've lost my mind
don't need your help.

now i get it
synthetic how they act around me tryna be my friends its pathetic.
i keep waking up to panic 
suppression locked in, i cant stop it.

THE GOOD THE BAD AND THE UGLY [p. recyclebin+irby]

love jai

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