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some of the mixes suck but i dont have the files anymore

disgusting (kx, telescape)

back2life

djing/ mix ib: @u8u 

@ifeltthesuntoday

[lyrics]
if i believe hard enough no one can harm
near me anything presence of almighty 
falling teary eyes are red and bleeding 
scratched up used up thrown away repeat all again

ive heard that angels cry when saints decide on suicide
my wrists they weep they seep this pollen paint walls with lies
i dream i scream i wake up live along my boring life
i cry i smile i go on just to start gaining more strife

these broken parts of me
these lies we tell ourselves to sleep
its the little things
its all of the little things
its the little things
its all the little things

ive heard that angels cry when saints decide on suicide
my wrists they weep they seep this pollen paint walls with lies
i dream i scream i wake up live along my boring life
i cry i smile i go on just to start gaining more strife

[i felt the sun today] saints get tired

silver medal

nowhere

with @ivuo2 & @oscarpisces big love <3

guitar by: RRAREBEAR

lyrics
(ivu)
I see imagery in my head like a movie,
imaginary people
daily routines,its the death of me 
flammable like kerosene, 
wish you could really see me,,, 
staying in the middle of the fire,
Wish you could really see
Break your fall

(me and ivu)
can you break my fall?

(me)
dont go,
this could be the end of me
i dont feel alive in my own existance 
now i dont feel alive at all,
can you break my fall
im losing grip cause you broke my heart 
now just look at what ive become 
is it enough for you 

(oscar)
i know that its gonna hurt when i fall down
doesnt matter what u say to me now
cause u already broke my trust once
this isnt what i want
isnt what i want

know u gonna play me
oh i know u gonna break me
oh i know u gonna blame me
like u always do
always do
always do

break my fall w/ ivu & oscar pisces

prod @chewy

art - @atakee www.instagram.com/atake__

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kxly/instability-2
===
i can show u its so easy
if i died tonight would you ever find the reason
ups and downs changing my mood like the breeze
when im manic swear for me its so scary

i keep pushing yall away
if i died would you notice im away
if i died would u find before i decay
mentally i been feeling so insane

is it bipolar or the bpd
swear these meds dont work n ive tried them all
ride it out till you find my brains up on the wall
ride it out till im crying in the bathroom stalls

depressive episodes they hit like tidal waves
love i crave i wont have it anyways
if i go back would i still be stuck in my ways
but they loved me so i feel so deprived

but they loved me i could feel it in their eyes
but they loved me or was that all just a lie
but they loved me to the point that i would cry
but they used me so they could get off at night

i can show u its so easy
if i died tonight would you ever find the reason
ups and downs changing my mood like the breeze
when im manic swear for me its so scary

i can show u its so easy
if i died tonight would you ever find the reason
ups and downs changing my mood like the breeze
when im manic swear for me its so scary

Instability (heroine)

prod @chewy

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kxly/girl
===
ill stop
stuck in my head
facade
i look like a man
ill drop
imma drop dead
pop it open

im lost
hope ill ascend
cuz if not im sent to hell
hoping soon ill just get well
dont know what to believe in

im lost
palm of my hands
who to
loss of a friend
i pray
not a christian
but im no athiest

if you’re there
please lend a hand
suffering will never end
or at-least thats how it feels
swear thats not who i am in the mirror

wish i was just prettier
just a girl wish i could be her
just a girl wish i could speak like that
in my world cuz i dont think id ever last

ill stop
stuck in my head
facade
i look like a man
ill drop
imma drop dead
pop it open

im lost
hope ill ascend
cuz if not im sent to hell
hoping soon ill just get well
dont know what to believe in

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girl (heroine)

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