my life has been this constant loop, but i never knew how to describe the loop. so here it is. each "love" song you hear is not a reflection of me, its a daydream.

a horse's daydream cycle

i know for a fact this song wont age badly, i am never finding love.
lyrics:
all my brothers better than me makes me proud
but my life is getting worse like its a dark cloud
but its fine cause i know im a looser
going down feel like im a snoozer 

i got problems but im just gonna sing it out
i mean noone really likes me they wont figure out
yeah all my problems they just getting loud
im just asking why and how
needa run away now
idk if i will make it
even then i dont think it would change shit
tryna go up like naerobi thats my goat
yeah my life is getting slow
man i dont even know

all my brothers better than me makes me proud
but my life is getting worse like its a dark cloud
but its fine cause i know im a looser
going down feel like im a snoozer

all my brothers better than me makes me proud
but my life is getting worse like its a dark cloud
but its fine cause i know im a looser
going down feel like im a snoozer 

i dont think i will ever find love
keep having dreams but they never go up
why do i feel so stuck
yeah i know now my life really sucks

a horse's daydream cycle

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