This song paints an achingly beautiful picture of what it looks like when you're left all alone laying in a graveyard of fabric and memories realizing that other person made it so much more than a "Mattress"

Mattress

No Rome - Seventeen (Piano Cover)

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A track from my upcoming "ORION" EP!

Waiting on a text from a girl I've never met
I'm still waiting for the best from you
I haven't made my bed, all my sheets still have your scent
Still hung up on the things I let you do

But I got to know, If I can close the door
Should I keep it all to myself? Keep it all to myself
But I love the noise and your perfect poise
Wanna keep it all to myself, keep it all to myself

But I don't know
And I don't know
I don't know if I can let you go 

I don't know
And I don't know
I don't know if I can let you go 

Waiting for this mess to run off outside my chest
I still miss all of the things you'd do
And I know it's for the best but at least I learned my lessons
Everyone says I can do without you

But I got to know if I can close the door
Should I keep it all to myself? Keep it all to myself
But I love your tone, everything you own
Wanna keep it all to myself, keep it all to myself 

But I don't know
And I don't know
I don't know if I can let you go 

I don't know
And I don't know
I don't know if I can let you go 

I just wanna
I just wanna
I just wanna know you're fine

But I don't know
And I don't know
I don't know if I can let you go 

I don't know
And I don't know
I don't know if I can let you go 


Drum track: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ct8XT4zwhhU

Girl I've Never Met

The Party

Just Ghosts (feat. Jazlin Navarro)

You're Not Lonely (slowed)

Lyrics:
It's 3 o'clock in the morning
Just layin' down on my bed
Im try'na sleep but I just can't help it
The only thing on my mind is you

I gotta stop trying to chase you
'cause fairy tales ain't real ooh
We'll you better get out of my head
Cause sooner or later you're driving me crazy

I'm wastin' my time
I'm wastin' my life
On something i'll never have
I'm thinkin' bout you
I'm thinkin' about the things you and I should do

Well it's never gonna happen
I guess I should stop dreaming

It's now 4 o'clock in the morning
An hour just went by
There's this thought that keeps on occuring
'Bout when I should say goodbye

I gotta stop trying to chase you
'cause fairy tales ain't real ooh
We'll you better get out of my head
Cause sooner or later you're driving me crazy

I'm wastin' my time
I'm wastin' my life
On something i'll never have
I'm thinkin' bout you
I'm thinkin' about the things you and I should do
I'm playing your game
I'm runnin' your maze
But I just can't see it through
I'm buying some time
I'm jumping the line
Just so I can be with you

Well it's never gonna happen
I guess I should stop dreaming

Michael Rickard, 2020

Stop Dreaming

Tourist

Like You Do - Joji (Cover)

Unseen

laying in these sheets getting tired of waiting

when the sky starts to rain

seems like yesterday only lasted a minute

now im fading away

still dont got my shit together

so i walked away never want to stay

You're Not Lonely (slowed)

Pluto Koi

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