#campfirestories
prod mesmerizing
Lyrics: The pain im feelin within that seeps into my skin
you take me far away x3
You wanna walk in my skin x2
I'll take you far away from this place
The pain im feeling within that seeps into my skin
You take me far away x4

Far Away

#campfirestories
insp @shineghoulie
Lyrics: as you are falling away I try to close the distance I might just stray away but they just feed me lies, tell me what no one knows.  you might be lying but who knows

Why are we so inconsistent

Mandy inspired 
Campfirestories
Lyrics: My loves unrequited It feels so one sided Why am I like this
Someone please help me I dont know how to go about it 
I just go to bed with her on my mind im cryin,
You wanna kill me, well I wanna kill you too 
You know what, I hate you.

What is my worth to you?

#campfirestories
#bonfirehoes
Im back 
Lyrics: At least you acknowledge im trying to change but i keep falling back to the same damn place and nothing feels the same
and nothings helping me
Im sorry I let you down, I needed space from you
But at the same time nothing feels the same without you
I cannot be there for you all the time and i'm sorry
I dont mean to dissapoint you
Im such a fuck up but she is too :/
so why'd you have to blame it on me
I hope you are feeling the same way im feeling too 
I hope you feel the same without me 


I miss you sm and Idk what to do

I yearn for her

#campfirestories
#bonfirehoes

I Love You but not in the way you'd want me to

Island song

filler frl

Lyrics: im putting my pride beside me being with you is so exciting
but without you im dying 
Living outside my mind in the clouds is where im residing
Yeah you haunt my dreams yeah you haunt my mind
I miss when I could waste time with you
and now im so confused
where did you go? I really miss you.
Im in my bed and you're letting me rot
maybe its something I did, or is it something im not?
or maybe its something I dont know
pick up that phone girl and let me know (and let me know)

Where's my pride

Lyrics: You say you're scared 
I lost my composure
Don't leave because I'm not the same person
The one you saw in your dreams it wasn't me
It wasn't you
And you will lose your mind over something you cant control
Don't lose your composure 
Cuz I'll be fine soon anyway

Dont Lose Your Composure

Filler
Prod me
Lyrics: I hate you again
You never listened to what I said
I warned you but you did it again

The same pattern again
we go through the same fighting everyday im tired
How about we move on to better things

Im exhausted

prod @blurxy
@requiem-for-you

Lyrics:I know deep down im a failure
u needed someone to help or to ale ya
but i bough u purple regalia 
hopin its beauty would be enough to save ya

I know deep down you think Im a failure 
You're fallin into the dark where I cant save ya
I dont know if I really wanted you
Maybe I was so alone I needed you

purple regalia w requiem

@torturedskin

Lyrics:
i thought'd i feel worse by the morning
you told me i'm nothing and i'm not important
this anxiety's tearing me, all of this torment
and i thought i was special to you
i thought i was, thought i was the one

you say that i'm pretty, inside i feel numb
you think that i'm ugly
your lies i succumb to

when i get stuck up in my bed
i hear your voices in my head
can't play pretend, i put that pistol to my head
and lay to rest

(you say im nothing at all)
You say im nothing at all
at all
I still have your picture hanging up on my wall
You know I love it
but you're gone now I gotta stop it
but in the end it amounts to nothing
it all amounts to nothing
you're craving my touch still 
what you did was wrong
feels like im climbing a mountain at the end I fall
you know I loved you from the start 
but you never loved me to begin with

you say i'm nothing at all / lucille

hold on to me / kiheir

 
Lyrics:
think I might try things to make me better
If you and I loved each other once 
it'll make me feel better inside
maybe I should try to love again

you can make things better its up to decide
if you want to take my hand and fly through the heavenly sky 
I hope it'll be better this time

for you and I 
I swear you can cry in my arms this time
maybe it'll be better again  
maybe I should try love again

getting better

missing you- 
Lyrics: I should've known that I would be missing you
hopefully I'll be seeing you soon 
take a look at your eyes in full sun

never end prod requiem-
Lyrics: 
to see your face again
While you've been away
need you more than a friend
something that will never end

Anorexia-
Lyrics:
all the shit she's had had before me 
it makes me so sick
So sick
I love her but its  eating me up

Fly-
Lyrics: 
I can be the one you trust tho
I know your past and all you been through
But its okay I still love you
I really hope we last forever 
I remember-

Intimacy prod requiem-
Lyrics: 
Say you love me
Say you trust me
Dont ever leave me
if you know a place we can go there 
Do whatever you want aslong as you're-

Feast on your life-
lyrics:
feast on your life
give into your pride
accept who you are
for whom has ignored you

Loveher- (might not be on the project I was jus havin fun)
lyrics:
can you be my love
In the sea you'll find
another one like him

demos dec-28

Feast on your life

Give into your pride

Accept who you are

for whom has ignored you

and i promise I wont replace you 

I really adore you

put no one else above you

devour

prod @requiem-for-you
To see your face again
while you've been away
I need you more than a friend 
Something that will never end

say you really miss me
say you wanna kiss me
we can be forever
wearing all my sweaters
fuck that other dude doing shit he could never

I dont want your love baby
I just want your body
no one else can have you bae its me or nobody
only I can treat you right
tell them stay from around me
if somethings really bothering you 
you can tell me its alright

I know its a secret 
only I can keep it
I know you're pretty mental from that shit I can see it
sorry I cant promise you all you can do is believe it 
in the end all I wanna say is.

something that will never end @requiem-for-you

Maybe you can be my baby
we can go to stores and walks together 
something i want to last forever
im learning how you walk and the way you talk
remember how I spotted you in the dark 
but it'll be alright
it'll be okay
everything will be just fine
cant remember how you say my name
cant remember anything you used to say
you're just a blank spot thats in my mind 
thats hard to find thats deep and far away
but it'll be okay
everything will be just fine
ฅ

i wanna go to pluto

Pinned to spotlight

Popular tracks