https://on.soundcloud.com/BSx9uDWhdvFycwdy6

i see u
i hear u
in my nightmares
i see u
i cnt feel u
i cnt hold u
ik its tru
tell me wht2 do
xanny take th pain
lean numb my brain
50 minute train
jus 2 Fuck a lame
im goin insane
cryin in th rain
Hearts on a strain
i cnt complain
i pop these pills
i hurt myself
but nothn is close
2 Bein left on a shelf
i hate myself
i cnt stand up
i cant c shit
Nd ur 2 blame
all of those years
wht a fukin waste
wht a fukin shame
kno im stuck in ur brain
kept all this pain
think im goin insane
painpainpainpain
all i hear is ur name
i see u
i hear u
in my nightmares
i see u
i cnt feel u
i cnt hold u
ik its tru
tell me wht2 Do
xanny take th pain
lean numb my brain
50 minute train
jus 2 Fuck a lame
im goin insane
cryin in th rain
Hearts on a strain
i cnt complain
kpin for th pain
this sobriety
its hard2 sustain
dancin in the rain
screamin ur name
do u think Im insane?
all of this pain
ur 2 fukin blame

.pain (x0m1)

addiction +skypebf (keomi)

i just really wanna fuck
can i be ur fucking slut
can u train me like a mutt
can u breed me when ur done
and its anything id do
anything id do 4 u
i dont wanna only screw but u can use me im a tool

and, and i got it like tht
i know u want it like tht
so let me get it like tht
nd we can hit it like tht

throw that ass back ima fuck her like dis
play w that clit, keep sucking that dick
i like it, u a freaky bitch
from the bottom of my nuts 2 the top of my dick
keep doin yo thang u a pro @ dis
emo girl, dont show yr wrist
pretty as n*** i show my dick nd the baddest bitch gon be the 1 i pick nd thats fax
pierced up blasted up w these tats
u drip blood bitch i drip swag
ion rly fw none of these katz
pussy ass n*** i get my bag
yuh, ima get my buck
swim in that pond ima dip my duck
aint drunk enough ima hit my cup
fuck, ima hit my cup

like tht +bleeding (kai boo)

im so cunt ur so ugh
all these boys they wanna fuck
u can look but cannot touch
u can look but cannot touch
im so yes im so blessed
my eyes are up here not my chest
ass fat all that dont expect a call back

served that plate and ate it up
me and my girls we dont gaf
me and my girls we going up
they see me out and say "hey wassup"
OMG can i get a piece?
no u cant get none of me
like Babyboy i am not for free
u stupid whore get on ur knees

all these bitches hate on me but i just think ur lame
aint nobody fw me but im still getting plays
OMG WTF joms is fucking going up
pouring vodka in my cup
party time lets fuck it up

CUNT ! + (disoc8)

prod 6778

when i sense that ur around u r nowhere 2 be found
i just wanna let u in, swear love w u like a sin
in the end its punishment
its what i get 4 wanting it its what i get 4 wanting it its what i get 4 wanting it

i dont blame u if u walk right out the door
im pathetic i know ill nevr be more
whats it worth 2 get right 2 the core
cuts hurt, wounds burn, love is sore
if u rly want 2, use me
if u rly want, abuse me
u cld stick a knife thru me
it dont rly matter 2 me

sore (6778)

prod ilybeam
https://soundcloud.com/klorii

u know,
i cant stand it
leaving me abandoned
emotional damage

u dont care no u dont care at all
maybe im the 1 not fit 4 luv
so i numb the pain with indica
theres no hope im ever waking up

up-up-up-up-up-up-up-up-up-up-up-up-up-up-up-up
(better off dead, and im better off dead, better off dead)
im never waking up
x2

cant lay another night w/ the demons in my bed
stay up pourin up, i cant wait till im dead
overpowerin overflowed void in my head
sufferin, cant live hanging by a thread

cuz im takin over
im ur four leaf clover
pussy boy he a poser
we will never get closer
i cannot decide what is goin on my head;
take some pills; colours flash; im in over my head
i cannot decide what is goin on my head;
make me cry; make me scream; make me wish tht i was dead (x5)

u know,
i cant stand it
leaving me abandoned
emotional damage

u dont care no u dont care at all
maybe im the 1 not fit 4 luv
so i numb the pain with indica
theres no hope im ever waking up

up-up-up-up-up-up-up-up-up-up-up-up-up-up-up-up
(better off dead, and im better off dead, better off dead)
im never waking up
x2

cant lay another night w/ the demons in my bed
stay up pourin up, i cant wait till im dead
overpowerin overflowed void in my head
sufferin, cant live hanging by a thread

-

PT 2:

fate is laughing @ me (ahahaha)
cant deny its a masterpiece (hahahaha ! hahahaha !)
the way u give me dopamine (hahahaha ! hahahaha !)
idk how to take that
i just wna feel u
i just wna breathe u
i just wna kill u
everytime ur not around
cut myself while i cry 4 help
sell my soul if it meant finding myself
x2

find myself i just wna find myself
find myself i just wna find myself
find myself i just wna find myself
find myself i just wna- self, self, self

bpd [borderline] +kl0ri (ilybeam)

im on the floor again
the walls are closing in
im afraid if I speak then they'll start caving in
silent cries trapped inside
im in my mind again
gotta do it for her and my friends

everyday Im fucked up tryna 4get how it felt
when i turned to that one person
she said shut your fucking mouth
guess it dont really matter
cause its never getting better
tie myself a noose
im ready to surrender

im on the floor again
the walls are closing in
im afraid if I speak then they'll start caving in
silent cries trapped inside
im in my mind again
gotta do it for her and my friends

everyday Im fucked up tryna 4get how it felt
when i turned to that one person
she said shut your fucking mouth
guess it dont really matter
cause its never getting better
tie myself a noose
im ready to surrender

-
you took it when I had no choice

-
i tried to use my voice

-
youre all I see when Im with boys

everyday Im fucked up tryna 4get how it felt
forget how it felt
forget how it felt
forget how it felt
everyday Im fucked up tryna 4get how it felt

4GET

https://soundcloud.com/dogbraces
https://soundcloud.com/prod_promise

fuck it up
yeah i fuck it up
when im pourin up
yeah im pourin up
another cup
need another cup
cannot get enough
cannot get enough
turn it up
yeah i turn it up 
cuz i am the club
and im goin up
sippin bub
yeah im sippin bub
dont care what haters say i be getting dubs
x2

i feel it runnin thru my veins
im breaking myself out of these chains
i cant let the past get ahold of me
its a brand new day im not stuck in those ways anymor
i finally found myself at last
when i was w u i let my mental crash
& ill nevr let myself go back 2 that
no more tears 4 the past
w/o u my future is vast

another cup (promise + dogbraces)

i like the pain

i dnt wnna be saved
i like the pain
dont like the thought of being sane
im not ok
boys wnna play
let em anyway
maybe its all im worth its meant 2 be tht way

just did 3 lines of coke
hate my ex i hope he chokes
all these fuckrs wnt the smoke
idc just wnt the dough
i just lost my fucking job
been in my room for 2 long
everything just feels so wrong
off the oxys till im gone

4evr in my bed just like a zombie zombie
just tryna chill mannne dont get what these hoes wnt from me
i like getting fucked up till im passed out on the floor
nevr wna go back, i hate who i was b4

dnt save me

https://soundcloud.com/wvvvy/movistar?si=4592a2d53934491d8aed5cad6463482e&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

frozen in the snow
better on my own
why he call my phone and he ask me what im on
he was off the benzos now he on the floor
screaming "baby please wake up i cant be alone"
i cant be alone and he goin thru my phone
i dont wanna wake up if u aint at home
why u wanna break up when im breaking down
i cant feel the same since u never been around
u been missing out
i dont come around
staring at the raindrops never seen the clouds
tell me when the rain stops maybe we'll go out
standing in the same spot tryna figure out
where did i go wrong?
i can only think when i write it in a song
and he only drinks when he wanna fall in love
he been off the coke so he always wannafuck
playing with my heart, got me racing 4 ur luv
got me racing 4 ur luv
and them molly got me goin off them drugs
he always wanna fuck
& that molly got me goin off them drugs

movistar (wvvvyxtc)

if i can’t have you no one can
i will die with these feelings of what will never be
the void you filled is now bigger than b4
took my <3 nd u threw it on the floor

i knew u never meant it
wish u never said it
made me feel like i was good for u
now i just regret it
why u acting like a menace
u dont even care what u put me thru

i thought it cld be something new
i thought u cld be someone true
was i just something to do, to u?
to do to u

if i can’t have you no one can
i will die with these feelings of what will never be
the void you filled is now bigger than b4
took my <3 nd u threw it on the floor

i was just a game, left me stranded in the rain
u knew itd cause me pain yet u treat me like im insane
what is love ? does it push or shove
is it soft or rough
nevr good enough for it

im nevr enough
im nevr enough
im nevr enough 4 it

nevr enough

ripped jeanzz

prod https://soundcloud.com/morecalcium333 & evil
empire

follow u where u go
im in ur head
u dont know
never wanna let u go
never wanna-wanna go
without u, like the snow
without u, frozen cold
without u, frozen cold
frozen cold
f-frozen cold
x2

the sun hasnt come out in days
cloudy and its pouring rain
r u coming back today
wna go outside nd play
thoughts of u fogging my brain
all the things tht u say
always tell me that ull stay
stay with me till my last day

the sun has- sun ha- come out in days
cloudy-cloudy, pouring rain
are you, are you back today?
wanna, wanna go and play?
thoughts-thoughts fog-fogging my brain
all the-all the that you say
al-al-always that you stay
stay with me till my last day

keep me
like im ur locket
im in ur pocket
i follow u wher u go, im locked inside
im locked inside

yeah oh woah oh

im ur locket
im ur locket
dont u drop it
dont u drop it
better watch it
better watch it
im locked in
lo-locked in
keep it close please it protect it
its all uve got until its missing
once its gone then ull miss it
ull miss it
ull miss it
x3

LOCKET

prod @buhguulluv
@imxofilo
 
[dethkitty]
tell me how u work tht
baby how u do that
got me like
beat, beat, beat, beat, beat
till my hearts stoppin for you
waitin for a call back
its been getting kinda bad
gimme that
beep, beep, beep, beep
one call & im comin on thru
x2
and you
you make feel im worth it 2 pursue
like i should let down my walls and be with you
is that okay? can i be with you

[xofilo]
can i be with u for the rest of my life
when i see u boy my heart ignites
i feel so lucky to have u by my side
i can set u free and take u on a ride
tell me where u wanna go
ur the only one i know
i just wanna hold u tight
never wanna let u go
baby i feel so alone
can u pls pick up the phone?
hit me thru the dial tone
let my heart become ur home
my heart beats for u
(its beatin super fast)
i swear my feelings are true
(i hope we can make it last)

[dethkitty + xofilo]
tell me how u work tht
baby how u do that
got me like
beat, beat, beat, beat, beat
till my hearts stoppin for you
waitin for a call back
its been getting kinda bad
gimme that
beep, beep, beep, beep
one call & im comin on thru
x2

[dethkitty]
and you
you make feel im worth it 2 pursue
like i should let down my walls and be with you
is that okay? can i be with you

finally i can fly again
i was in the dark but its light again
uve healed my wounds, im alive again
i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you

call back +xofilo

prod @lonestarcollective

i hope u always stay
pls dont go away
u r my medic, heal my scars
u r my aid
maybe its fate
cuz this is what ive prayed
the way ur perfect
in every aspect and many ways
x2

from the day u came into my life
i never thought i'd feel so alive
i never thought i'd look forward to life
and now i see, the future is bright
sometimes, i feel so trapped
sometimes i'm caught in the past
you bring me back to now
i don't wanna let you down

i dont wanna let u down
cant see that face with a frown
my songs block all the sound
so i can love myself out loud
this feelings so confound
its like an angel i found
he tells me hes so proud
i feel him surround

medic

og by https://soundcloud.com/user-742098877 

prod https://soundcloud.com/user-742098877/possessed-xnimikyux?si=d356519cbc214b1f9e74196143f5999e&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

do u see me ? do u hear me
idk what to do if u come near me
do u see me ? do u hear me
idk what i would do if u dont fear me

oh i got blood in my room nd it is all over the wall
i got blood in my room, i am the last one who will fall
i got blood in my room nd it is all over the wall
i got blood in my room (i wont answer if they call)
x2

i been up all thinking bout u
the way i wna cut ur body up in two
guts on the floor oh what a pretty view
if u notice me then i might just make a move

do u see me ? do u hear me
idk what to do if u come near me
do u see me ? do u hear me
idk what i would do if u dont fear me

+possessed+ (nimikyu x Loovex)

prod buhguul

im tired
of the fighting
and i tell u that its fine but im lying
its so tiring
all the crying
all the tension, do you feel?
we're divided
and i know that its hard to be with me
and i know that ill never be what i should be
but i dont wanna be another accessory
i just wanna know if i mean what u mean to me

its another night im high again
its another night without my friends
lost myself in the deep end
but i still find my way back to you
its not something i should do
do you need me like i do
should i chase after you

fnd my way bk2u

i cant lie i cant lie
ur rly what i need in life
take a bite take a bite
eat me from the inside
is it nice is it nice?
does it taste like paradise
in my mind, in my mind
in my mind like parasite

i wont fight i wont fight
even if u take a knife
take a knife, take a knife
make the best of my last night
in ur- in ur- in ur eyes
i see right thru ur disguise
i wont cry i wont cry
pls just tell me pretty lies

only if u be nice
then ill let u take a bite

i know i can drive u crazy
i know i can make u h8 me
but i know wht i want & ill tell u wht i need
want u to take over me
want ur arms all over me
need u in the air i breathe
bby will u set me free

eat me

i cant lie i cant lie
ur rly what i need in life
take a bite take a bite
eat me from the inside
is it nice ? is it nice
does it taste like paradise
in my mind in my mind
in my mind like parasite

i cant lie i cant lie
ur rly what i need in life
take a bite take a bite
eat me from the inside
is it nice ? is it nice
does it taste like paradise
in my mind in my mind
in my mind like parasite

i wont fight i wont fight
even if u take a knife
take a knife take a knife
make the best of my last night
in ur- in ur- in ur eyes
i see right through ur disguise
i wont cry i wont cry
pls just tell me pretty lies

only if u be nice
then ill let u take a bite
ik i can drive u krazy
ik i can make u hate me
but ik what i want
nd ill tell u what i need
want u 2 take over me
want ur arms all over me
need u in the air i breathe
bby will u set me free

i cant lie i cant lie
rly- rly what i need in life
take a bite take a bite
eat me- eat me inside
is it nice ? is it nice
is it- is it paradise?
in my mind in my mind
in my mind like parasite

i cant lie i cant lie
rly- rly what i need in life
take a bite take a bite
eat me- eat me inside
is it nice ? is it nice
is it- is it paradise?
in my mind in my mind
in my mind like parasite

ur rly wht i need in life
eat me from the inside
does it taste like paradise
in my mind like parasite

eat me (og)

cover art by ak1_arts on instagram
https://soundcloud.com/imxofilo

we boutta dance all night
boy i know that u want me
when u feel up on me
my body burnin burnin
love me right
i want u all to myself
no i dont need no one else
my heart is yearnin yearnin
x2

Im on my fifth shot
nd fuck its feelin so hot
u got me feelin so hot
boy ur the 1 that i want
i dont know where 2 start
ur like a piece of art
and fuck, u stole my heart
u can eat all my pretty parts

so come on feel it with me
come on feel it to the beat
come on lets get it in sync
i think ur my new favorite kink x2

i think its more sexy
when we keep it between us
nobodys gotta know
i said, nobodys gotta know

nobody gotta know
this a secret night
i can feel the tension
when u touch me right
give it to me rough
u know thats how i like
ur so irresistable
u know how to entice
the taste of u got me on my knees
its so hot in here, i can feel the heat

wanna have a good time, just slide thru
aint nobody got me hooked like u do
dont hold back, come touch my body
im in the mood to get real naughty

dance all night! +xofilo

my ribcage wide drink up anything i got for u inside
i can feel ur love on my sides
if u follow me, thn ur in for a ride
in the club fucked up,
right now i dont got no appetite
a-a-appetite
all i rly know is i need u in my life

but what i dont know, dont know is if u’ll stick around
find the comfort, comfort slumped up off that loud
and i love it, love it when i’m one with the sound
but it scares me, going up and down
so i go round and round, round and round, round and round
its getting way 2 loud, lay my body in the ground

heart is pulsing, heart is pulsing, heart is pulsing
bodies moving bodies moving bodies moving bodies moving
become one become one become one
intertwine, intertwine be mine

up&down

https://soundcloud.com/1crystalash

keep me
&enslave me
degrade me
use me
all urs
all fours
fuck me on the floor
gimme more
gimme more
i’m your fucking whore
i love to fucking pour
my bodys feeling sore
fill me 2 the core
eyes on me i dont bore

gimme more

aka my eye grows dim thru sorrow
psalm 88:9

free my soul
free my life
do wht i can and i know tht its not right
must admit that i rly want 2 see the light
if im with you bby will you guide?
dont deserve when ur so kind
so u should stab me with a knife
im freaking out im out my mind
i cant think straight im not alive
its times like this i rly wanna die
times like this i rly cannot try
when i get high my words untie
i love to fly i love the sky
im not one for goodbyes
so i might need you by my side
life is just so delicate
life is just so excellent
baby you are heaven sent
i just wanna live in bliss now
i dont wanna live like this
i just wanna live in bliss

@keesauce on ig drums at the end

puffin on zootiez

https://open.spotify.com/album/1R5sjOMGKa8Otv2FeUSNTe?si=TgpLI4hzRxuNNQGBVpDBjA

thx https://soundcloud.com/prodtxmg
with https://soundcloud.com/hateoryx
vocal mixing by me & oryx
masterd by https://soundcloud.com/1crystalash

let it go
let it go
feel ur body 2 the flow
vision blur, off adderall
keep going til u feel no more
the bass the speakers bout 2 blow
turn it up we are the show
acid laced w fentanyl
cant feel anything at all

oh, i know that this is wrong
but i love feeling gone
i just wna have fun, oh oh
i, i love turning up
i love feeling numb
it gets me so dumb

when im in the zone i just tweak on my phone
all in my head nd i feel so alone
think i might go cuz i wna go home :/
dont kno my life so i go w the flow

i love this feeling tht i get
when ur all stukup in my head
its somth tht i cant 4get
tie the knot & cherish it

i love it when we fucked up
i love it when we drunk
i love it when we fuck
i love the way we love
x2

https://soundcloud.com/hateoryx
posted up with dethkitty on this fkn track
i got skinny jeanz on what you know abt that
so fly and high, my dms are dry
got no friends
almost 5:00am and i cant fucking sleep
when i do i always got the weirdest fuckin dreams
cant lie, sometimes i wanna die and thats that
you run your way 2 my heart
and i knew it was love from the start
oh baby cant you see that youre the one for me
youre the one for me, i just want you to know
i fucking hate it everytime that you go, go, go, go
i dont even really fucking kno kno kno kno
(kno kno kno kno)

let it go
let it go
feel ur body 2 the flow
vision blur, off adderall
keep going til u feel no more
the bass the speakers bout 2 blow
turn it up we are the show
acid laced w fentanyl
cant feel anything at all

oh, i know that this is wrong
but i love feeling gone
i just wna have fun, oh oh
i, i love turning up
i love feeling numb
it gets me so dumb


i know u love when im a mess
& i love to mess all in ur bed
i will be urs until the end
cuz this a type of love u wont 4get
its like a drug Bro I'm addicted I fucking need that shit I'm feening
its all i got, nd once its gone then ill miss it
keep it close & promise u ill protect it
ill protect it

Ijust wana have fun w/ hateoryx

love&hatelove&hatelove&hatelove&hate
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inmybraininmybrainbrainbrainbrain
allthesameallthesameallthesameallthesame
shadesofshadesofshadesofshadesofshadesof gray
sealourfatesealourfate sealoursealourfate
feels soright feelsoright
thenwefight
feelsalright : )
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i need u to hold me
b4 i fall apart
it gets so lonely
with me& my scars
i need u to see me
beyond my broken parts
no matter what i do
nothing heals my aching heart

love&hatelove&hatelove&hatelove&hate
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inmybraininmybrainbrainbrainbrain
allthesameallthesameallthesameallthesame
shadesofshadesofshadesofshadesofshadesof gray
sealourfatesealourfate sealoursealourfate
feels soright feelsoright
thenwefight
feelsalright : )
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i need u to hold me
b4 i fall apart
it gets so lonely
with me& my scars
i need u to see me
beyond my broken parts
no matter what i do
nothing heals my aching heart

heals my aching heart
heals my, heals my aching heart
heals my aching heart
no matter wht i do nothing heals my aching heart :(

need u (azalea)

cover art by toyalana on instagram
peep the music video https://youtu.be/9d3LEnOtb74?si=ikx0D26n6f_JR_L0

my vessel does not hold a taste
but drink it like its soup
please please please
all for you, please consume
suck up all my blood with a straw in my guts too

rearrange the parts inside of me like a lobotomy
gouge my eyes you're all i see
take my lungs so i cant breathe
bruise me use me as you please
cut me open make me bleed
then stitch me up dont leave me be
i am all that you can eat
im all you want me to be
lock me up and lose the key

i am the apple to the eye
i am the clouds to the blue sky
i am the answer to the why
i am alive dont let me die
feed me nothing but your lies
if you hurt me its alright
im so used to that life
i cant take another bye

i feel it i feel it i feel it i feel it
i feel it i feel it i feel it i feel it
i feel it i feel it i feel it i feel it
i feel it i feel it i feel it i feel it

i feel i feel i feel i feel i feel it, oh
reach inside my core, inside my core
leave me wanting more and more and more and more and more and more
and more and more and more and more

i feel it, i feel it, i feel it
and more i feel it and more i feel it
i feel it i feel it

i feel it (crystal ash)

heartbreaks and headaches
theres only so much i can take
i take it all until i finally break
all the things you did
i thought was real
it was all so fake
shouldve left me alone
but you got on that plane

i still remember that day
so nervous to see your face
i was so out of place
till you looked my way
i gave u all of my pain
then you threw me away
i didnt want you to change
then i watched you fade

how could it still be over?
then i watched u fade
how could it still be over?
then i watched u fade
how could it still be over?
then i watched u fade
how could it still be ?
then i watched u fade

heart breaks and headaches
theres only so much i can take
i take it all until i finally break
all the things you did
i thought was real
it was all so fake
shouldve left me alone
but you got on that plane

i still remember that day
so nervous to see your face
i was so out of place
till you looked my way
i gave u all of my pain
then you threw me away
i didnt want you to change
then i watched you fade

i miss your lips on mine
your skin that glows in the light
our fingers intertwined
oh, those beautiful eyes
but you were never mine
i learned that over time
it was so out of line
the way u left me behind

why did you leave me behind?
how could you be so blind?
how could you think that its right?
to fuck with my mind
i feel alone every night
without you by my side
i need u there when i cry
i miss u by my side

i miss you, i miss you oh oh
i need you, i need you, i need you ohoh
where are you? where are you? how can i find you
how can i find you? i need to find you

everyday im waking up and you're not by my side
everyday im all alone and you wont tell me why
you wont find another girl who woulda probably died
i would've died for you, i wanna die for you

you wont find another girl who woulda probably died
i woulda died for you, i wanna die for you

i still remember that day
so nervous to see your face
i was so out of place
till you looked my way
i gave u all of my pain
then you threw me away
i didnt want you to change
then i watched you fade

i miss your lips on mine
your skin that glows in the light
our fingers intertwined
oh, those beautiful eyes
but you were never mine
i learned that over time
it was so out of line
the way u left me behind

why did you leave me behind?
how could you be so blind?
how could you think that its right?
to fuck with my mind
i feel alone every night
without you by my side
i need u there when i cry
i miss u by my side

imy, iny (echlnx)

im calling for u but u never seem to 
get back 2 me u know that im bleeding
can u hear me? do u hear me
what is my calling and why am i falling

im calling for u but u never seem to 
get back 2 me u know that im bleeding
can u hear me? ik that u hear me
what is my calling and why am i falling

world of silence
creepin' sightless time
port of sadness
sleepin' flightless mind

world of silence
blinkin' farthest light
road of brightness
I will get there

world of silence
creepin' sightless time
port of sadness
sleepin' flightless mind

world of silence
blinkin' farthest light
road of brightness
I will get i will get
i will get i will get i will get i will get i will get i will get i will get i will get

i will get there
ill push past it
cuz im shining
i will get there

calling 2 (f43 flip)

music vid
https://youtu.be/4xPftMMyoa4?si=BweRzMW1rnj8UtDV

i can feel the scars inside of my lip
am i crazy ? or am i losing my grip
cant spend another night alone in this bed
i see red, dont feel like myself again

its hurting
always deserting
but i earned this
i deserve it

i cant take it
you make me feel vacant
you make me feel useless
i dont wanna do this

i'm screaming
nobody is listening
i'm shaking
swear to god i'm disappearing
baby, i'm tired of pretending
didn't have to end it
you let me go so easy

my feelings run so deep
its been a couple months
i can hardly get sleep
i look for you
in every person that i meet
i might like someone else
but they'd never choose me

no one will ever love me the same
so irrational but i raise my walls that way
fucking hate myself that'll never go away
fucking hate this town cuz i never feel safe
fucking hate my body cant attach it to my name

maybe itd be better if i had a thinner waist
maybe itd be easy with a prettier face
wish i could get rid of every fingerprint trace
wish i could remember the simpler days
all i really know is this pain cuz

i can feel the scars inside of my lip
am i crazy ? or am i losing my grip
cant spend another night alone in this bed
i see red, dont feel like myself again

its hurting
always deserting
but i earned this
i deserve it

i cant take it
you make me feel vacant
you make me feel useless
i dont wanna do this

additional mixing by crystal ash

scarzz ･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ *6778 [MV IN DESC]

merry christmas from fantasywrld :>
original https://m.soundcloud.com/plyqt/scarzz
out on all platforms

vox + lyrics @plyqt
prod @ezmehfw
mix @1crystalash

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